Chapter 12 Troubled Names 12
Then, I softly shouted, "Mom!"
"Uh-huh!" Mom paused for a moment before responding to me.
Her face was still full of surprise.
Probably, she doesn't understand my mind, what exactly is she trying to do?
I chuckled, and my six senses guessed my mother's mind again.
However, she couldn't guess what I was thinking, unless I told her directly.
In that case, how can you guess what it means? It seems that Mom is a stupid guy, at least, not a smart person.
"Are you in trouble?" asked her mother, trying to enrich her expression as she spoke.
It turned out that she wanted to sneak me away, and when she saw me, she smiled and smiled, with a spring breath on her face.
So, she wants to show her true love, and she can only smile with me, smile, and smile again.
It's so hard for a mother! Love me so much, but you don't know how to care about me?
At the moment, I don't need her smile, I don't need her low-profile appearance.
I just want to understand one thing, who gave me the name, and what does it mean?
I think my mother should be an insider, and my father will discuss this kind of topic with her.
"Uh-huh!" I hummed vigorously and, nodding, solemnly.
It is said that when I talk to my mother, it is in a very casual state, that is, between mother and daughter, there is nothing to say, where will there be a lot of subtlety and seriousness?
However, today is different, now it is different, and I asked a more difficult question, which seems to be a challenge for the face of parents.
They gave me a name similar to a goblin, and I must have had a hard time, that is, an unspeakable state.
However, I want to tear apart their unspeakable secrets, you can imagine that my mother's mood is uncomfortable and uncomfortable!
I am her good daughter, the most beloved relative, in the face of me, she can't be despised and has to bite the bullet and ponder my problem, what should I do?
It's funny and funny, at this time, my mother and I are both in a kind of embarrassment at the same time.
I am in a dilemma, how can I reasonably voice my doubts?
Mom, however, how did she deal with my questions?
When I thought about it, I laughed in my heart, after all, it belongs to the child's playfulness, and no matter how embarrassing it is, it will not affect my happy mood.
"Tell me!" Mom responded softly to me, and at the same time, she tried her best to show an expectant expression on her face.
It can be seen that my mother is reluctant to get involved in the topic of names, hoping that I will say something inconsequential.
However, in the face of my expectations, she couldn't bear to blow my meaning.
Mom cares about my reaction!
So, I was sure that my mother was so devout to me, and when I asked her anything, she couldn't help but say it!
The point is that if she is embarrassed to give up her family affection, not answer my questions, or do not give my questions honestly, my mother will feel that she has tarnished the pure family affection.
So, in an instant, I stole a question.
Suppose, if I ask my mom about an affair, that is, my mom is hiding from my dad and looking for a boyfriend outside.
This kind of topic is the most sensitive thing, and under normal circumstances, she won't say it when she kills her mother.
The point is that she didn't dare to say it, for fear that her father would be jealous, and she would be furious, and she really dared to divorce her.
Or, when he couldn't help it, Dad resorted to violence and cleaned up Mom.
All the results are a tragedy, so my mother is absolutely afraid to spread it.
So, she didn't dare tell me.
However, in the face of me, an absolute family atmosphere enveloped her tightly.
Plus, I'm so that maybe my mom will tell me the secret of her affair.
However, after she said this kind of topic, she had to add a warning, don't tell your father!
Then, I will nod solemnly and say a word in my mouth, I promise not to say it.
This is my sincere words, in the face of my mother's frank treatment, how can I bear to betray her?
However, when I faced my father, my heart would be whipped by family affection.
Dad is one of my dearest people, I obey my mother's will, is it hurting my father's affection?
So, my mind was in a dilemma, I really didn't know, what should I do?
This kind of choice belongs to the choice without choice, and this kind of question belongs to the question without answers.
I could only remain silent, torn between my father and mother, who loved me equally and were my dearest relatives.
To be honest, I don't want to hurt anyone!
Of course, I fell into this atmosphere, but I couldn't be sad, and spent my youth in deep self-blame and pain.
Therefore, the best way to deal with the many troubles at home is to forget about them and just focus on study and work.
Of course, for a period of time from now to the future, I belong to the learning stage, and only after I finish college, after graduation, I go to work, is the work stage.
The so-called happiness is to forget the troubles, which is a very simple thing, but it has to test a person's mind and vision.
You have to learn to tolerate others, and then you will find your own happiness! I seem to have heard such a famous saying, but I have forgotten who said it
Maybe it's my invention theory!
I plucked up the courage to open my eyes and face my mother, but I tried to smile as much as I could, not wanting to talk to her in a cool state.
"Who gave me the name?" I teased softly.
In fact, this kind of sensitive issue is teasing the mother's emotions, first of all, she is difficult to speak, and it will be a very uncomfortable state.
"Ahh Mom continued to exclaim.
So, I deeply felt that she was still not ready, or that my mother didn't want to admit that her daughter cared about the name
She thinks so, and I should ask other things, such as, what dishes go well together to be more nutritious, and what are the key questions to pay attention to when looking for a boyfriend.
Even, my mother is willing to accept it, and the happy thing I thought about before is, is my mother having an affair?
It can be seen that the issue of my name is such a sensitive matter!
I'm just curious, why do I have to bring a bone character with me? You know, my surname is Bai, and I add the word bone to form the word Bai, what a bad word!
I said it directly, I had already said it, and I had to say it head-on, and I couldn't help but say it, which made my mother uncomfortable.
Perhaps, if I said it so directly, my mother would feel better.
Since my name contains a secret, my mother is holding it in my heart, which is also a kind of pressure, which will be even more uncomfortable and painful!
There is some truth in my analysis.
Sure enough, my mother couldn't help but laugh when she heard my straightforward words, and she felt that the word white bone was very awkward and funny!
"What are you laughing at?" I hurriedly asked, and I deliberately showed my stupid appearance by asking such a question, just to liven up the atmosphere of the scene.
I didn't want to talk to my mother in an awkward and tense atmosphere.
In that case, what would it be like? Opposite, hatred, or suffering?
"Huh!" Mom continued to laugh, seemingly, laughing so much that she couldn't speak.
But, I guess, what could she say, if not smile?
You know, when it comes to my name, it's a difficult thing for any parent.
Obviously, everyone understands that white bones are ominous words, and it has been more than ten years to call children like this, and it seems that it is too reluctant to say unintentional wording.
Therefore, my mother must admit that back then, it was she and my father who deliberately arranged such a name.
Of course, I just want to know, why did you choose such a name?
Is it fateful that I have a tribulation in my name! Father and mother can't get rid of it, so they have to do it!