Chapter 1919 Life is like a summer flower, death is like an autumn leaf
Suddenly, Tan Jincheng had a ......
The feeling that the world has been turned upside down!
He never really thought that An An was dead.
He never thought so.
Whether it was true or self-deception, he really never thought that his peace was dead.
His An An is just hiding in a corner, waiting for him to find her, waiting for him to hug her, waiting for him to greet her and walk into his world! Return to the world that belongs to the two of them!
The first time he saw Yun Chu, he knew that his An An was back.
He can see Yun Chu as another personality of An An, just like Xiao Ye and Xiao Nian.
His An An is just tired, just hiding in a corner of that brain, she will come back after all!
But at this moment, Tan Jincheng had to face this problem realistically.
His An'an, dead.
His An An, along with the other two personalities, Xiao Ye and Xiao Nian, died.
Tan Jincheng suddenly remembered what happened in the past.
When he first learned that An An had multiple personalities, when he saw her other personalities with his own eyes......
He once asked Rong Zhan how to cure multiple personalities.
How did Rong Zhan answer at the beginning?
Theoretically, multiple personalities can be cured, but in practice, there is almost no precedent for multiple personalities to be cured!
The treatment of multiple personalities is usually for the host personality to identify with the other personality, to accept the existence of the other personality, and to accept that the other personality is part of herself......
After the host personality fully agrees that the other personalities are also part of himself, several personalities are considered to be one......
It's theoretically possible, but in practice, it's almost impossible!
Another way is to shatter the memory.
But this is also an impossible way.
How can human memory be shattered?
This is something that cannot be achieved by current medicine, people's amnesia may be due to brain trauma, or it may be due to some mental problems and psychological problems, but in any case, the amnesia caused by these problems is not amnesia in the real sense, but the brain hides that part of the memory.
Those memories actually exist in your brain, because there is a connection that you don't know, a connection that is medically irreparable, that makes it impossible for you to combine your consciousness with that part of the connection, to awaken that part of the memory......
But to heal multiple personalities, to completely shatter the memories of other personalities, is equivalent to erasing other personalities......
If you use the analogy of a simplest computer hard drive, things are even simpler.
The brain is a computer hard disk, memory is a part of the data, and amnesia in the ordinary sense is equivalent to an accident caused by a virus in the computer's hard disk, so that a certain part of the data does not know where it is hidden, and the program cannot detect it, but that part of the data still exists and has not been deleted.
However, if you want to cure the multiple personalities, you need to shred the memory, which is equivalent to formatting the hard drive, completely shredding the data, and the data cannot be recovered.
It's simple for a computer, but how can it be done for the human brain?
It is precisely because these methods are impossible to achieve that Tan Jincheng never thought about it......
Rong Zhan also said that it is almost impossible to eliminate other personalities, because it is more likely that all personalities will be eliminated, including Gu Yi'an, the main personality.
At that time, they didn't know that Gu Yi'an was actually not the master at all, and Gu Yi'an himself was a personality derived from it!
The real master personality is a cowardly and simple little thought to the extreme.
Xiao Ye is Xiao Nian's first personality split out in order to deal with those cruel things on Angel Island, and Xiao Ye's ruthless character can help Xiao Nian complete the cruel things that Angel Island forced her to do!
But later, Xiao Nian longed to become a real person, a normal and sound person, which was also Xiao Ye's wish, so there was Gu Yi'an......
The three of them, who should exist and who will perish? Who has the right to live alone?
These are the questions that plague everyone.
Many times, Tan Jincheng also felt that he didn't want to face these problems at all.
Now, he finally doesn't have to face these problems.
Her brain, literally like a computer hard drive, was directly formatted.
Whether it's a cowardly and simple little thought, a cold and ruthless little night, or the only normal Gu Yi'an......
It's all gone.
It's all gone!
Or more accurately, they're all dead.
All dead!
For a moment, Tan Jincheng felt that his heartbeat seemed to stop.
What appeared in front of him was what he had seen her for the first time.
At that time, she was still very young, she was very beautiful, other children were very naughty, they would cry, laugh and make trouble, only her, she would always be expressionless, as if there would be no expression.
She was always alone, carrying a school bag, quiet and unsociable......
She was so small, but she seemed to be out of place in the whole world, out of place with everything around her.
Later, he had a problem, and so did her......
Later, when he saw her again, she already had a boyfriend, a boy who was very good to her, and was in the same school as her.
He could only watch from afar.
And then ......
When he came back from abroad, she was alone, and she was forced to marry by a Gu family who didn't have much kinship with her at all.
He almost did not hesitate to inform the Gu family......
Then, he was in the hospital and saw her many years later.
……
A white light appeared in front of Tan Jincheng's eyes, and then, she seemed to really appear in front of his eyes.
She was smiling and looking at him.
……
"Ah Cheng, Ah Cheng? Are you alright, Ah Cheng, can you hear me? ”
Looking at Tan Jincheng, who suddenly fell headlong, Rong Zhan was so nervous that he hurriedly checked Tan Jincheng's eyelids, breathing, and heartbeat......
quickly found someone to help carry him to the hospital bed, a series of examinations......
At this time, Tan Jincheng was completely unaware of his situation.
He just felt that if he closed his eyes, he could see her, so he just closed his eyes.
He told the Gu family that he was going to marry her.
The Gu family arranged a time for him to meet her.
But it was already the appointed time, and she hadn't come yet, and he knew that she was busy, so he went to the hospital.
What was she doing at the time?
She is dealing with a pregnant teenage boy and her angry parents because of shame.
The woman was going to hit her......
He took the woman's hand.
Everything is crystal clear, everything is vivid, as if it had just happened.
When he told her that he was talking about Jin Cheng, the person he wanted to go on a blind date with her, she was obviously surprised.
She was even more surprised when he told her that he was going to marry her directly......