Chapter 110: Born to be a Human Being
Wu Yan's words, Zhang Xiaoliang listened to it, and his heart rolled over. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoThese things are not felt with subjective consciousness. It's as if people always think that they are right, and they always normalize what they are accustomed to, but maybe others never think it is normal.
A kind, brave, everyone wants that, but if a person has no negative factors in his personality, he has become a perfect and impeccable person.
But Zhang Xiaoliang is different, he is not perfect.
"The only thing about you that makes me feel like a human being is that your kindness keeps weakness in your moments. Weakness is the only thing I feel true about you. Other moments. Do you think it's normal that you're behaving like a high-quality machine, spotless out of the mud? Considering Zhang Xiaoliang's past, Wu Yan now has an indescribable unhappiness in her heart.
Zhang Xiaoliang couldn't lie down anymore and sat up in a daze. He looked at his feminine soft palm in disbelief, and observed himself over and over again, "But I feel that I haven't changed." I seem to have always been like this. ”
Wu Yan took a sharp breath, "Let's make it clear." What kind of person do you think I am? ”
Wu Yan appropriately spread out the topic to ease her anger.
"Courageous, determined, persistent, wise. Never get lost. It doesn't seem like you have any shortcomings, right? Zhang Xiaoliang said in a daze. This is his impression of Wu Yan, and most of the time Wu Yan is always right.
"No, that's not me. The complete self also includes anger at my own failures, losing my mind and making bad decisions, embarrassing myself with righteousness, and thinking that I want to go against my entire family. Inconsiderate of you, always wanting you to reach the best situation for their own benefit. Wu Yan calmly analyzed herself, as if she was looking at another person, "That's right, this is me, selfish but brave, self-respecting and self-loving, but once the bottom line is touched, I will be angry and lose my mind." You see me as the best side of me, and you know me as the best side of my humanity that I have no intention of showing to others as a human being. However, I also have an ugly side. No one is so great that everything is right. This is human beings, and contradictions are all in one. ”
"But I don't really remember that I had." Zhang Xiaoliang was just about to say something. Suddenly, images flashed through his mind.
Faces weeping and crying out of fear were hidden behind a door.
"Si!" Zhang Xiaoliang curled up on his side and lay on the bed. The tingling pain in his head made his toes straighten.
This small yellow door, Zhang Xiaoliang has seen it.
It was the first time he saw the second personality in his mind, and the other self asked him to push the door open. That's when he ran away.
The door now appeared vaguely in Zhang Xiaoliang's head.
"What's wrong with you?" Wu Yan saw that Zhang Xiaoliang was suddenly unwell, and immediately stepped forward to see his condition.
"I didn't think much." The stinging pain in his head seemed to take away the feelings of Zhang Xiaoliang's words.
But the pain can be felt directly by looking at his expression, Zhang Xiaoliang is in pain.
Do you really not have a dark side?
Second personality!
Zhang Xiaoliang squeezed his head hard with both hands, trying to use pressure to relieve the pain.
When have I ever had a dark side! Who are you! Why can it be in my body!
It's boring. I'm you, you know but you don't want to admit it.
But why did you show up when I was awake?!
Is that the point? Because I've already used our body, I've had some kind of connection with the body, not to mention, I'm originally you, and the body can't tell which of us is real, that's why you feel pain. Because it is impossible for a single body to hold two souls with a dominant consciousness at the same time, except for your present body. It stands to reason that when a normal person appears to have a conversation with himself, that person's body is already unconscious.
You get me out! Zhang Xiaoliang roared angrily in his heart!
Oh, it's not interesting. I'm leaving. When you are defeated by your fragility again, it will be the moment when I occupy you forever, goodbye, Great Sage.
Feed! Feed!! Feed!
Zhang Xiaoliang once again called for a second personality in his heart, but there was no voice in his heart to talk to him, and the pain in his head disappeared immediately.
"He's already able to come out and interfere with you?" The smart Wu Yan sat beside him and didn't know what to do.
Zhang Xiaoliang rubbed his temples and wrapped the hair on his temples behind his ears. He said that the next time I was crushed by vulnerability, he would possess my body forever. But who is he? ”
"Don't you understand?" Wu Yan's expression was a little anxious.
"Understand what?" Zhang Xiaoliang was a little impatient, "You always speak so vaguely, you know everything, but you always like to deliberately sell officials." ”
"But! You can't tell you about it! Think for yourself who you really are! Wu Yan relentlessly pestered the girlish Zhang Xiaoliang, and the scene at this moment was like two girls quarreling.
"Who else could I be but me?" Zhang Xiaoliang is even more inexplicable now. Is it interesting for Wu Yan to say these words, "Miss, I'm in a mess right now, let me be quiet, okay?" ”
Wu Yan looked at Zhang Xiaoliang's expression, covered her face sadly, lowered her head, and approached Zhang Xiaoliang, "For your own affairs, I can only remind you of two points, first. Great people can also be small in some ways. Second. ”
Wu Yan leaned over, her red clear lips whispered in Zhang Xiaoliang's ear, "I also used to hate myself." ”
After saying this, Wu Yan patted Zhang Xiaoliang on the shoulder, "Hurry up and notice." We still have a lot to do in the future. If it weren't for you, then it would be pointless for me to choose you. ”
Zhang Xiaoliang didn't understand Wu Yan's words for a while. "So what are we going to do now?"
"To help someone who is very important." Wu Yan pushed open the door, and her back looked dazzling under the light. "And to find another beginning."
Another start? Zhang Xiaoliang couldn't understand Wu Yan's words more and more. Although Wu Yan had her back to Zhang Xiaoliang, her expression was suddenly grim, and she squinted at Zhang Xiaoliang, who was confused.
"Maybe it's the end."
"Miss? Did you just speak? ”
"Nope."
In the past few days, Wu Yan has only been taking care of Zhang Xiaoliang, but Lin Shaofeng is different. He was scared by Kobayashi Kojiro's family and was about to explode.
As an RB master swordsman, Kobayashi Kojiro is already under a lot of pressure, not to mention the family behind him. The RB family, who learned about the lost core of the Yaqi Orochi for the first time, let the large and small families in the RB country know the information about the current core of the Yaqi Orochi within an hour.
As long as Lin Shaofeng leaves the housekeeper school now, he will definitely be hunted down by many people.
Now it's not the face of the housekeeper school, this Lin Shaofeng has dozens of lives that are not enough.