Chapter 61: Li Shanshan's feelings

Li Shanshan followed behind Su Yongming and slowly walked towards the hotel. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

Her steps are very calm, and she doesn't have the energetic and energetic feeling she used to have. She had a smile on her face, but her eyes were a little wandering, and she looked preoccupied.

Su Yongming could roughly guess what she was bothered by, but he didn't speak. He felt that it would be better to talk in a more private place in the room.

Thoughts ferment in the night. It was surrounded by a crowd of people after the carnival, and from time to time someone shouted and someone laughed. It's late at night, but the city is like an energetic young man, tired but unwilling to sleep.

Both of them were illuminated by four or five shadows, faintly, pulling the old elder. Li Shanshan heard the roar of the jet engine, looked up at a few lights, and sketched the outline of the plane in her mind.

Then she turned her head and looked at Su Yongming's side face, as if she knew him on the first day, and was surprised to find that his image was so unfamiliar.

The bits and pieces that have happened in the past two years have flowed through my heart, but in those scenes, Su Yongming's image is blurred, as if wearing a flowing mask.

She was a little confused. How did we get to where we are today?

She was sure that Su Yongming was by no means the Prince Charming she expected from the beginning. She didn't even think about falling in love before the age of 30, when chatting with her best friends and parents, she kept saying that she wanted to get married after the age of 35.

She couldn't figure out when she began to have a special liking for Su Yongming. All the clues are very vague, at least before Su Yongming left the company, she never thought that one day she would have a relationship with him.

No, she hadn't even thought about it before Su Yongming forcibly kissed her that day.

It wasn't her ideal first kiss scene, but to be honest, she wasn't disgusted except for a little surprise and surprise. It seemed that she had been looking forward to it, but it was only when Su Yongming took the initiative to take that step that she understood her intentions.

She hated it. She likes everything to be clear and clear. It's like the company's accounts, how much income, how much expenses; It's like a plan that you usually do, list them one by one, what to do in the first step, what to do in the second step, at a glance.

But the feelings are different. It seems to be, but when you think about it, it doesn't seem to be. There will be resistance when you are together, and you will miss it when you are separated. Obviously, I thought very clearly in my mind, some can be done and some can't, but all of a sudden, all the ideas became blurred, and I unconsciously broke through the bottom line that I had set before.

She didn't like this feeling, so she wanted to put everything on the right track, so she wanted Su Yongming to find a job as soon as possible, she wanted Su Yongming to work hard for her career with her, and when Zheng Wenjia proposed to Su Yongming to participate in the negotiations, she did not object at all. Because these are the things she is familiar with. In these familiar things, she has a sense of security.

But she had a hunch that Su Yongming was about to take her on a path she had never walked before. Everything there was unfamiliar, and once she set foot on it, she might never return to the familiar sense of security.

She wanted to look back, to hold on to something, to keep herself in a safe place for a while, but everything around her was pushing her into an unpredictable future.

That's what it is...... What does it feel like to be in love? Li Shanshan pondered.

She used to have a boy she liked in high school. She likes to see him look down in a white shirt and read a book seriously, she likes to see him calmly and confidently answer the teacher's questions in class, and she likes to watch him play with other boys after class...... But she never told anyone. When she graduated, she just looked at him quietly, and then turned away.

After that, in college, there were many boys who pursued her, but she never felt like this again. She just wants to learn more things, and then make a lot of money, retire at the age of 40 to travel the world, and don't want to waste time on any relationship. In these years, she has gained a lot and lost a lot, but she has never regretted it. She believes that she will not regret it in the future, as long as she is determined to do what she wants to do.

What now? What do you want now?

"Hey!"

"Huh?" Su Yongming looked back at Li Shanshan and found that her eyes seemed to be looking far, far away.

"Will you always be good to me in the future?"

Su Yongming was stunned for a moment. According to his countless experience in picking flowers, he should not hesitate to make a vow at this time, saying "I will love you for the rest of my life", "I will be good to you for the rest of my life" and so on; Or make a joke, the core of the joke is still to show your unswervingness.

But he thought about it for a while, and still honestly said his true thoughts: "I don't know, if there is no accident, it should be." ”

"Oh," Li Shanshan didn't ask what the accident was, but asked, "will you accompany me around the world?" ”

"Yes, this can be there."

"That's good," Li Shanshan suddenly grabbed Su Yongming's collar, pulled him towards herself, and said viciously, "Now you can honestly confess what the relationship between you and Guo Qing is!" ”

……

Sheraton Hotel, Su Yongming's room.

The explanation didn't take long, and Su Yongming quickly told him about the process of winning the lottery and going to the bank to deposit money to meet Guo Qing.

Li Shanshan listened carefully, and finally nodded with satisfaction: "For the time being, you have passed the test." ”

Su Yongming pretended to be relieved and exhaled heavily: "Then I'll be relieved." ”

Li Shanshan glanced at him: "Don't be too happy. Didn't you say you only won 200,000 lotteries? I can't even figure out which of your statements is true and which is false. ”

Su Yongming's eyebrows squeezed into a heap, and he grimaced pitifully: "I'll tell you when I eat on the mountain, okay, you don't want to believe it yourself." ”

Li Shanshan turned her face sideways: "You still said that you inherited the inheritance!" ”

"......" Su Yongming bent down honestly, "I was wrong!" ”

Li Shanshan was satisfied. "Okay, let you go for the time being, and if you dare to commit it in the future, don't blame me for turning over old accounts."

Very good. Su Yongming likes Li Shanshan's frank attitude very much, 99% of women say that they don't like to turn over old accounts, but when they quarrel, they will even turn over the old accounts from 10 years ago. "I know, I don't dare to do it again."

Li Shanshan didn't ask him how he planned to spend the money, and Su Yongming didn't mention it. He felt that the relationship between them was still very fragile, and it had to be carefully maintained, and it was best not to have other external forces for the time being.

Li Shanshan sighed: "So, that car was also bought by you, not rented?" ”

"Yes, I bought it."

"Look, I just said that I wouldn't dare to do it again, but you lied to me again."

“…… That was a few days ago, and you thought it was rented, I didn't say, I just didn't correct you. ”

Li Shanshan raised her eyebrows: "That's also a lie to me!" ”

Su Yongming smiled: "Okay, I was wrong, I won't dare in the future." ”

Li Shanshan was very satisfied with his attitude, "So, men are liars." Now you tell me honestly, what dangerous thing did you experience the other two days? ”

Su Yongming thought that Guo Qing had already said it, so he no longer hid it, and simply told him about his kidnapping.

"Su Yongming!" Li Shanshan gritted her teeth when she heard this, "You dare to hide this kind of thing from me, you are amazing!" With that, he ran back to his room in a rage.

Su Yongming had no choice but to coax her on WeChat, and the two chatted on WeChat for half the night across a wall.