Chu Yang actually ...... Tempted by yourself?

Shi Jiao'e couldn't believe it at all, this was Chuyang, the king of the Northern Jin Dynasty! Who is Chu Yang, he is an invincible hero on the battlefield, he has never lost a single defeat in a hundred battles, making the enemy fearful. Pen~Fun~Ge www.biquge.info such a heroic figure, how can he take a fancy to himself?

This kind of speculation is even more shocking than Chu Yang being a womanizer!

Shi Jiao'e knows her situation very well, she has already been married, and because of the hardships of life, she has long lost her youth and beauty, and now she is just a middle-aged woman who has gone through a wasted life. She also has two children, and the biological father of the child is Chu Yang's mortal enemy now!

How could he be tempted by himself?

How could he possibly look at himself like this?

Shi Jiao'e lowered her eyes, no longer looking at the burning eyes, and no longer thinking about the luster in those eyes. The contradiction between her and Chu Yang is actually far more than that, and it is not just separated by Han Xiu. There is still an unbridgeable gap between them, that is, the death of Lu Run.

Lu Run's death!

This is a hatred that Shi Jiao'e can't forget and can't ignore in her life.

She can not resent Chu Yang, after all, Nanxiang and Northern Jin have always been mortal enemies. In order to rescue himself from being captured, his younger brother had attacked the soldiers of the Northern Jin Dynasty many times, and also killed many of Chu Yang's subordinates. And Chu Yang, in order to win the war, killed the enemy commander on the battlefield, which is also a matter of course.

What's more, Chu Yang hadn't been tempted by her at that time, so how could he care about her feelings!

But she can't forget!

Lu Run is her only younger brother, and she has always liked to cling to her sister the most. If she hadn't wanted to rescue her from the enemy, her younger brother, who had always been lively and active, and didn't like to be restrained the most, could have suddenly joined the army and rushed to the front line all of a sudden.

Her younger brother died because of her, so she could not hate Chu Yang, but she would never be able to forget her brother's death. Even if there was no Han Xiu to stop her, it would be impossible for her to accept Chu Yang, otherwise, she would never be able to forgive herself.

"This king is about to go on an expedition, and there may be some omissions here. If you need anything, have someone inform Jibu that he is the king's lieutenant. Protect yourself and wait for this king to come back......" Chu Yang grabbed the handle of the food box and looked at Shi Jiao'e with deep eyes.

He actually understands that Shi Jiao'e can't accept him so easily. Not to mention that her husband is not dead, even if Han Xiu is dead, she is not the kind of frivolous woman, it is impossible that she just showed a little bit of her heart, she responded immediately and married herself desperately.

It's just that, although I know that this will be the case, there is still a slight pain on the tip of my heart.

"Thank you, King Jin. It's not early, so go back and rest early! Shi Jiao'e took a step back and said respectfully and detachedly.

Seeing Shi Jiao'e's performance, the smile on the corner of Chu Yang's mouth finally disappeared. His face became cold again, and the strange feeling in his heart disappeared at this moment. Shi Jiao'e's alienation, like a sharp knife, stabbed into his heart fiercely, making him feel a sharp pain that caught him off guard.

"You...... This king will not force you, don't worry. This king will leave tonight, so take care of yourself. Chu Yang let out a long sigh and said in a flat tone. He didn't lose control of his emotions because of Shi Jiao'e's attitude.

Shi Jiao'e did nothing wrong.

For any man with "bad intentions", indifference and alienation are the most correct attitudes. It's just that, as an object of indifference and alienation, he still has an indescribable sourness in his heart!

People give their feelings, and they always hope to be able to get something in return. He realized that he liked Shi Jiao'e, and his heart was so happy and joyful, and he also hoped that Shi Jiao'e could like him. Even if he can't get the same response, at least he has to see some hope.

There is no hope in sight, and this is the most painful torture!

Shi Jiao'e didn't speak, just silently lowered her head and took a step back again. Since there is no possibility between her and Chu Yang, then, don't give him any hope in the first place. The feeling of being hopeful and disappointed again is more cruel than being disappointed in the first place!

She didn't want to take advantage of Chu Yang's feelings, so she had to cut through the mess with a neat and quick knife!

Chu Yang's eyes became deeper and deeper, and there was no expression on his face, but Shi Jiao'e still caught a trace of injury in his eyes.

"This king is leaving, you remember to eat the food." Chu Yang's heart was beating uncontrollably, with nervousness and apprehension, and added: "Even if you don't want to eat, you have to think about the children, the children don't fight hunger." ”

He never thought that he would have such a low voice. Even if you give a few inconspicuous side dishes to the person you like, you need to find a reason so as not to be rejected by the other party.

Even if he found a reason, he was still worried, for fear that Shi Jiao'e would be unhappy and would reject himself even more.

"Thank you, King Jin." Shi Jiao'e lowered her eyes again, and her alienated attitude became more obvious.

"If there is any accident and General Ji Bu can't be contacted, you can also send someone to find Ji Tang. Ji Tang is Ji Bu's uncle and the king's military advisor, and he is a person who can be trusted. Chu Yang explained carefully one by one.

He also knew that the Jin army was not monolithic, and many generals also had various shortcomings. It was better to have him there, he was able to keep these people at bay. Once he leaves, some people lose their control and expose their true nature, not knowing what they can do.

A season is not safe, even if another season is added, he is still not at ease.

It would be nice if he could take Shi Jiao'e away, even if he went to the border to fight the Huns, he wanted to take her with him. After all, it's not safe to hand her over to anyone, it's better to take her with you.

Hearing Chu Yang's words, Shi Jiao'e's heart couldn't help but feel sour. It's not that Chu Yang is bad, but that he is too good, so good that she doesn't dare to approach him even more, and she doesn't dare to let herself defile him and become a stain on him that can't be washed off.

As for liking......

What qualifications does she have now to like someone?

She has to do her best to live and tremble, what qualifications does she have to like Chu Yang? She has fallen into the mud, she only deserves to be entangled with Han Xiu and sink to hell, why should she hope for happiness that does not belong to her?

Thinking of this, Shi Jiao'e only felt that her throat was swollen and sore, her chest was very blocked, and her eyes were sour, but she couldn't shed a single tear, but pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled bitterly.

"You don't think about anything, don't worry about anything. Everything is up to me......" Chu Yang raised his hand and wanted to touch Shi Jiao'e's shoulder, but she dodged it.

He lowered his eyes in disappointment.