Chapter Thirty-Eight: I Am Not Mulan (I)

The male rabbit's feet are fluttering, and the female rabbit's eyes are blurred. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info Double rabbit walking, Ann can tell that I am male and female.

――Excerpt from "Mulan Ci"

When she was thirteen years old, Luo Lin first met the person who taught her "Mulan Ci", at that time she was not called Luo Lin, at that time she was a girl who lived in the southeast tribe of the wolf clan, tied with double ponytails every day, and walked barefoot on the beach to watch the waves.

That day, she watched the sea water slowly surging towards the shore, in the sunshine, a large white water light in the sea surface turbulent floating, she heard the sound of the waves, the sea water hit the rocks, the white waves were like a huge crystal, hit the reef and suddenly shattered, suddenly, a man-made force broke the law of action of the waves, in the white light, a teenager's naked body emerged from the waves.

The spray of the waves, shattered by the reef, turned into crystal crumbs, sticking to his body and the ends of his hair, making his whole body shine so brightly in the strong sunlight that people wanted to look twice in the dazzling light.

In the years that followed, she often remembered the day they first met, and she even kept polishing that scene in her mind, adjusting the angle of the picture, adding light and shadow changes, and adding sound effects...... Perhaps, this memory of hers is like a documentary with post-production editing of film and television, beautified and distorted, but in her heart, it is real beauty.

Later, she spent more time at the beach every day, and one day she finally mustered up the courage to talk to him—she was so nervous that she couldn't remember what she had said, except that he laughed, and they became friends.

Adolescence is the most sensitive stage of everyone's mind, and you can be angry for a word, or you can be angry for a word. Except for those who are born much superior to others and have grown up in praise and applause since childhood, most of these teenagers and girls have a tendency to have inferiority complex to a greater or lesser extent, and are easily hit by other people's words.

Rollin was the same, she knew that many boys were pointing fingers at her appearance behind her back, saying that she was too stout, and even gave her the nickname "man's wife", which she was really troubled about.

Then the boy by the sea told her the story of Mulan's enlistment in the army on behalf of her father in ancient times, and he said: If Mulan had grown petite, she might have died in the war a long time ago, where would she have the opportunity to return to her hometown and reunite with her family? Therefore, people who are tall and tall should thank God for giving such a good body.

He added: "Everyone should learn to appreciate themselves and others, and if someone makes fun of you, you don't need to be angry, because their eyes can't see beauty, and their life has lost a lot of joy, and you should sympathize with them."

It may be that she has seen little of the world, the stories he said, the truths he said, and the "Mulan Ci" he read are so rare to her.

The wolf people never chanted poetry, they always said that these were the most useless things—Rollin hated the people's definition of "useless", for them, everything that had nothing to do with war, nothing to do with bravery, was useless; So, the tribesmen considered her father, the so-called psychologist, also useless guys.

Rollin's father, who was neither a dreadnought nor a useless, was one of the first to surrender with special preferential treatment.