Chapter 41: Can't Go Back?
Qin Jiu looked at the big words at the gate of the university and sighed for a long time, he knew that the game was over as soon as he entered college, and he was so desperate for his junior year of high school. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Qin Jiu was a little frightened when he thought of the dark years of his senior year of high school, and the state reduced the tuition fees of these orphans, but the living expenses were not much.
The third year of high school is a special period when all kinds of tutoring materials are piled up higher than others, and she has to save some more from her poor living expenses.
Therefore, when other classmates were nourishing their bodies, she could only silently nibble on the steamed bread and pickles, and convince herself with her mind that the steamed bread and the meat were actually the same chewy.
The head teacher, who knew the inside story, wanted to launch a donation for her, but she politely refused.
Although it was a difficult time, plus the money I saved from my previous odd jobs, the living expenses were barely enough. She knew that she might be too hypocritical, but the experience of standing on the stage and being looked at by everyone's pity, was really bad.
Qin Jiu has never felt pitiful, she doesn't want to become inferior in the eyes of others because she is an orphan, this irresistible factor, and she doesn't want to trouble the people around her too much because of her own affairs.
It is also because of this stubbornness that after Qin Jiu finished the college entrance examination, he didn't have any time to rest, and did three odd jobs at the same time, just to save up for college living expenses and bus fares.
Those days were indeed difficult, Qin Jiu dragged his tired body back to the small bed in the orphanage, and when he got up at six o'clock tomorrow, he had to rely on constantly fantasizing about the future and drawing a big cake for himself in order to persevere.
She thought that after going to college and finding a job by herself, she rented a small house, raised some flowers and plants in the house, and raised a cat.
Qin Jiu thought of this, and laughed bitterly at himself, and a rare sad look appeared on his face. She thought that the place next to her was not good, and this fool alone was a good hand.
Where is there any cat to raise, my own body, the large amount of money for surgery, I am afraid that only by making a windfall can make up. If it suddenly leaves one day, how lonely will the cat be?
Qin Jiu thought of the 1,500 yuan and four cents left in his card, and he felt sad again. I knew that I wouldn't live long and that I should spend it all, and I hadn't eaten meat for almost a year.
Not to mention falling in love, Qin Jiu shook his head, didn't think about these past events, and took a deep breath, after all, he is out of the sea of suffering now, and in that world, he can jump and jump, and he can raise a pig.
Thinking of this, Qin Jiu's mood suddenly brightened. followed a group of college students into the campus.
It's only been a few days since I reported it, and I'm not very familiar with the campus, and no one can ask at the moment, so I had to rely on my memory to go to the dormitory building I know best, and then drifted straight to dormitory 408.
Roommates, at this point, should be going to military training. Qin Jiu clenched his fists a little nervously, and for a moment he made up his mind, and he was about to plunge into the door.
"Bum, what are you doing over there, can you have some consciousness of being a ghost, why don't you just go into someone's room."
Suddenly, a woman's voice came, Qin Jiu subconsciously stopped his movements, and then shook his head, "You thought you were calling me, forgetting that everyone couldn't see me." ”
After that, he brewed his emotions again, and wanted to continue the unfinished action just now, but who knew that his wrist was suddenly pulled away by a cold hand.
"Huh? Why don't you listen to persuasion, let you not enter, you have to enter, curiosity kills ghosts, do you know, can you have some principles of being ghosts. ”
Qin Jiu looked at the hand on his wrist in a daze, his pale complexion, his nails were very long, and there were red marks on his wrists when he pinched them.
She looked up along this hand, it was a woman in a bright red dress, the woman's face was paler than her hands, her hair was dark, and her eyes were bloody and tearful.
Finished? It's a ghost, right?! Qin Jiu's mind popped up with the image of several female ghosts, and she secretly glanced at the woman in front of her, wearing red clothes and bleeding tears and long nails, yes, this is the image.
Her mouth opened unconsciously a few times, her head was already frightened and out of function, and she held back a sentence in the middle of the sound, "Classmate, it's time for your nails to be repaired." ”
When she said this, Qin Jiu couldn't wait to beat herself, what was this talking about, she cautiously looked up at the female ghost's face.
The female ghost didn't look like a bad thing, and when she heard this, she let go of Qin Jiu, raised her hand to her, looked at her nails, shook her head, and said in a very regretful tone, "Oh, I knew I should have done a nail before I died." ”
The female ghost raised her eyes and looked at Qin Jiu again, "What's the matter, come back to visit relatives or seek revenge?" ”
Qin Jiu will come to her senses, this is her own dream, afraid that a ghost will do something, she didn't answer the female ghost's words, turned around and was about to pass through the door of 408, and muttered in her mouth, "How can you dream of ghosts, it's really annoying." ”
Seeing that she ignored herself, the female ghost still insisted on entering the room, slightly angry, grabbed Qin Jiu's hand, and her sharp nails scratched a few blood marks on Qin Jiu's wrist.
"Ah, it hurts!" Qin Jiu covered his wrist in pain and looked at the female ghost incredulously.
The female ghost also saw those few blood marks, and when she saw Qin Jiu looking at herself, she felt a little guilty, but she still stiffened her neck and said stiffly, "I didn't mean it, who told you to go in if you didn't listen to persuasion." ”
Qin Jiu was not shocked because the female ghost scratched her, she was surprised that on her arm, where it was scratched, there was a clear pain, in the dream... Does it hurt too?
Seeing that she didn't say a word, the female ghost was a little weak-hearted, and hurriedly diverted the topic in the hope of distracting Qin Jiu's attention, "Hey, I remember you, when you were carried out yesterday, I saw you in the corridor, and you were not good at all, and you were not rescued when you were sent to the hospital." ”
Qin Jiu remembered the scene she saw in the hospital in the morning, and there was pain in her arm from time to time, and she looked up at the female ghost blankly, "I'm not dreaming?" ”
The female ghost was amused, "This is still a confused ghost, what kind of dream, you are dead, and the person has been carried away." After speaking, there was a little sadness in his words, "Everything in this world has nothing to do with you, you are already a ghost." ”
Qin Jiu took two steps back, she actually came back? As a ghost?
She suddenly thought of something, her eyes were full of panic, what if she couldn't go back to that world?
She shook her head desperately, thinking about Aunt Qingman and Shenjun in her mind, if she couldn't go back, she would never see them again...