Alice's words brought her plans for a future trip to Europe, this trip, sooner or later, just recently, she must go, but Sun Suhe is not in the plans of her peers. Sun Suhe's strength and experience can't help Alice in a short period of time, but may become a burden to her feet.

Since they met on the afternoon of August 7, Alice and Sun Suhe have been together almost day and night for more than three months, and this will be the first time that the two have been separated for a long time. It might be funny to care about this kind of thing, because it doesn't seem like anything special at all. It's not that they won't see each other again, the two are not lovers, it's not a mother and a newborn child, how can they be tired of being together all day long.

But Sun Suhe understands that this separation really has a special meaning for the two. Sun Suhe carried the talisman he got from Zhuang Fengyu's hand, and he didn't know how many times he had read the information in it, and Sun Suhe was desperate to rush to Huahuo's side immediately every minute and every second these days. This trip is Sun Suhe's inevitable journey, and he hopes to go by himself, hoping to rely on his own strength to face it alone, this idea may be hypocritical, maybe not self-sufficient, but this is the first thought that appeared in Sun Suhe's heart, and this thought is burning more and more like a flame.

Therefore, even if Alice did not plan a trip to Europe, Sun Suhe wanted to say goodbye to Alice for the time being, or rather, it was time to say goodbye temporarily.

Brother Mao deliberately gave Sun Suhe a score of 59 points before, and told him that the difference between the passing grade and the score was called "taking a step of his own".

Sun Suhe asked himself and thought a lot about this, and the more he reflected, the more he felt that he was too dependent on Alice on both the practical and psychological levels. As long as you see Alice, even in the face of the most critical situation, you can settle down, as long as Alice is by your side, it seems that you have an indestructible reliance, no matter what difficulties you can overcome, trust, almost blind, this dependence has unconsciously become a habit, what will happen if Alice is not there? Sun Suhe was surprised that he hadn't even thought about this problem seriously before.

Perhaps, it's time to take a step and take a step of your own. The matter of fireworks is an excellent opportunity, if it is faced with other things, Sun Suhe is worried that even if he has done more psychological construction in advance, without Alice to suppress the formation, he may still be cowardly and retreat when he is in battle, but if it is a matter of fireworks, Sun Suhe has reason to believe that he will not take half a step back because of cowardice, and he has the will and courage to face it alone.

However, these are all thoughts of Sun Suhe from his own perspective and giving priority to his own heart. But what if you stand in Alice's point of view? Sun Suhe doesn't even need to empathize to understand Alice's feelings, her own thoughts are really a bit selfish and irresponsible for her, not only to herself, but also to the people around her.

Sun Suhe's true strength is also very clear to him, compared to the situation he has to face, he only needs one word to describe it, weak, too weak, just like Brother Mao's evaluation, it is completely empty and not worth mentioning at all. Therefore, it is needless to say that the danger of this journey is really needless to say, every step is on the edge of the cliff of life and death.

From the moment when Hanabi really said goodbye, Sun Suhe had to face Hanabi's onslaught for the purpose of "killing". Hanabi said:

"Don't set foot outside the square again, if I see you again, I'll kill you. Instead of putting you through hellish pain, I'll give you a treat. ”

Once she said this, she would never spare the slightest.

Whether it is because of luck or because of strength, even if Sun Suhe can pass this hurdle, the danger he has to face is just the beginning. In order to realize what he wanted, according to the information provided by Zhuang Fengyu, Sun Suhe would face a dangerous situation that was a hundred times this, a thousand times this, and even beyond the limits of imagination.

Sun Suhe can not care about the danger of death at every turn, he has his courage and arrogance, this is a step he must take, this is the experience he must go through. But he couldn't help but think: Would Alice not care? What about her father, what about her mother, what about her other relatives and friends?

This is a "contradiction" between Alice and Sun Suhe that is "not a contradiction". In the matter of Xiao Xiong and Che Baiyuan before, the two had a quarrel for similar reasons. At that time, it was Alice who took the initiative to apologize and compared tea leaves to show her heart.

"The same leaf can experience different lives and taste different flavors. I will no longer force you to become a Ming Qian Longjing like me, although the road ahead is difficult, but maybe you can really bloom your own light like Baihao Oolong. ”

Sun Suhe liked this metaphor very much, and he was very grateful to Alice for understanding, but he knew in his heart that Alice couldn't really be not worried and not caring. In fact, Sun Suhe reflected on himself afterwards, and he also felt that his naïve and single-minded ideas and practices were immature and irresponsible. He is like a grumpy child, who is gently tolerated by Alice. It was this gentleness that made Sun Suhe feel ashamed.

How should the "contradiction" be resolved? Alice had already taken a step back, but Sun Suhe herself was hesitant to decide whether to take this step further.

Because the main event at the moment is the renovation plan of the Bamboo Forest Trading Company, Sun Suhe has not spoken frankly with Alice about this topic. Sun Suhe also understood deep down in his heart that this was just an excuse, not that he didn't have time, but he hesitated and didn't know how to speak.

In fact, Sun Suhe's thoughts, how could Alice not know, needless to say, not even looking, she could guess with her eyes closed.

Alice's plan to take to Europe in her words, Sun Suhe happened to look at her, the two looked at each other, and the air was silent for a few seconds, a short time, but it felt like a long time had passed. Alice smiled slightly, and reached out to gently cover the back of Sun Suhe's hand.

"What are you doing?" asked Sun Suhe with a somewhat wry smile.

Alice didn't answer, still grabbing his hand, her gentle gaze blurring like a cloud in the depths of Sun Suhe's eyes.

"I ...... Well......" Sun Suhe wanted to speak and stopped.

"Do you know? Lao Cai is not authentic, he hid good wine and poured himself to drink, and he didn't call us. Fortunately, I quietly stole a bottle over, and in the evening we also came to a toast to invite Mingyue, and the shadow became three, uh four, no, it should be five people. Alice joked, deliberately lowering her voice, as if she was secretly saying something extremely confidential.

Sun Suhe was amused, "I don't drink much." ”

"But you seem to need a little courage. ”

"Courage, is it?" Sun Suhe repeated the word a little confused.

Alice said solemnly, "At least the courage to tell me, am I terrible? ”

"How can you boast that you are good-looking, so natural, and don't blush at all, say such things. ”

"It's just telling the truth, isn't it pretty?"

Sun Suhe knew that Alice was deliberately amusing himself, he scratched his head with a smile, and then said seriously: "I can't learn Li Taibai, the wine is too spicy, can you invite me to tea?"

"Tonight?"

"Tonight. ”

Alice gently patted the back of Sun Su's hand twice, and the two were in a delicate mood, each with a different mood. But in the same way, there are some things that don't need to be said much, and the mind is self-explanatory, and silence is better than sound.