Chapter 58 asked

The fog was misty in the night, Lu Yanzhi looked at Fang Junyao attentively, and after a while, he noticed that the aura around him was gathering faster and faster, and he was a little surprised and reached out to catch one, but these aura were so fast that he couldn't dodge for a while, and was hit by the beads condensed by the aura, and his fingertips hurt. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Fang Junyao was having fun at this moment, the body formed by the mist condensed could wear these lovely aura beads, and then repair the fragile places of the dantian, she had a lot of fun, and even floated around looking for weaknesses in the meridians to mend them, but gradually she found that something was wrong.

The pressure in the dantian is getting bigger and bigger, and the aura is getting more and more, and during the time she is repairing, the dantian is still absorbing the aura.

"Fang Junyao, come out quickly! I don't care about the details at this time, come and grasp the big picture! Ersheng shouted.

"Huh?" Fang Junyao was shocked, "How did you get out?!" ”

“……”

She floated around a little helplessly, but found that she didn't seem to have a way to go back, and was suddenly confused, "How can I go back?!" ”

Ersheng suddenly appeared on her shoulder and pulled her hard.

Fang Junyao opened his eyes suddenly.

Lu Yanzhi was looking at her seriously, but he didn't expect Fang Junyao to suddenly open his eyes, he was stunned, a little embarrassed, and coughed and wanted to say something, but Fang Junyao closed his eyes again.

She had already discovered that the drastic changes were taking place in her body, the originally crumbling dantian was a lot stronger because of her repairs, and the meridians were already fully able to withstand the continuous influx of aura, and Lan Yi seemed to have felt the change in her state, the sword body shook slightly, and the aura was like a flood that opened the floodgates, shaking her arm numb.

Lu Yanzhi took two steps back, and the aura beads in the sky fluttered and fell, falling on Fang Junyao's body and disappearing.

This scene was inexplicably familiar in Lu Yanzhi's eyes, he looked up at the night sky, and there seemed to be something in his heart that was originally blank, but now that he has made up for it, this feeling of steadfastness has been lost for a long time, and he can't help but sigh.

Ersheng stood on Fang Junyao's shoulder, glanced at Lu Yanzhi, raised his hand and popped out an aura, and several inconspicuous lines on the ground lit up with dazzling light, quickly drawing a closed rune, enclosing Fang Junyao inside.

The fog quickly thickened, the maze was activated, and Lu Yanzhi couldn't see Fang Junyao anymore.

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The dantian stored too much aura, because Fang Junyao had already repaired it, this time there was no problem with the dantian, but the aura was more and more concentrated in it, and finally it turned into a thick liquid, slowly flowing in the meridians, Fang Junyao let his body continue to absorb the aura, and finally, the liquid could not be contained.

Dantian was in pain again.

Fang Junyao immediately wanted to mend the dantian again.

"Don't move!" Ersheng shouted, "It's a normal process, get through!" ”

Fang Junyao was a little apprehensive, but he still shut up silently and began to feel the changes in the dantian seriously.

Because of the existence of too much aura, this process was by no means uncomfortable, and under the unbearable pain, Fang Junyao began to silently recite the mental method.

The mental method was left by Fang Yao to Er Sheng, Fang Junyao originally had a problem even breaking sentences, but under the guidance of Er Sheng, although she couldn't memorize it backwards, she also kept it in mind, and her breath gradually stabilized, and Fang Junyao was immersed in the mental method and couldn't extricate herself.

She didn't notice that the dantian was trembling slightly, what she wanted in her heart occupied all her mind, she seemed that the world was moving away, and even her body was far away from herself, although she had this realm of selflessness, but this time it was different from the previous blank in her mind, she heard a voice in her heart whispering something, listen carefully, the voice said: "Why are you cultivating immortals?" ”

Why do you cultivate immortals?

This question was asked to herself by the voice in the clouds when she went to Xuanqing Gate to apprentice, how did she answer at that time?

Oh, she was full of confusion at the time, but she thought that she was very clever enough to answer that voice in order to pursue immortality and attain the Great Path.

In the pursuit of immortality and the path of enlightenment, what kind of path is she pursuing?

The voice in his heart was merciless, and continued to ask, but Fang Junyao shrank a little.

She thought about it carefully, but found that she didn't know what path she was pursuing.

Everyone in the Fang family was cultivating immortals, so she followed suit, everyone was pursuing immortality, and she didn't think it was wrong, but now, she introspected in her heart, but found that this answer could not satisfy her at all.

"The path of cultivating immortals is so boring and boring, immortal? What are you going to do with immortality? To taste the never-ending loneliness? ”

Fang Junyao was dumbfounded.

Cultivating immortals is an extremely lonely road, this fact has been known since the first day of her cultivation, in the process of inducing qi into the body, she often sits on a futon without eating or drinking for a day, and she will only stop when she is really hungry, this situation has gradually changed later, the Fang family said that she and Fang Junya are talented, perhaps praised by everyone, she feels that she is also very motivated, so she will feel very satisfied with every slight progress in cultivation later, and she has never felt lonely and bored again, but think about it, If no one pays attention to her, she still has so much motivation to keep going?

"The path of cultivating immortals is your own path, everyone is busy cultivating by themselves, when you leave the Fang family, who will always give you affirmation and always pay attention to your every progress? At that time, you, who were unknown, still had the motivation to continue cultivating? ”

"Yes...... Right? She thinks about that situation, it is like walking lonely on a road with no one to walk with, no one cares, no one applauds, the road is long and there is no end in sight, it is difficult and tortuous, so how can she persevere?

When I think about it, I feel depressed.

"Now that you are still talented in the eyes of others, and you still have the meaning of pursuing the immortal path, one day, you encounter a bottleneck, and you need to wait for decades or even hundreds of years to move forward, and at that time, can you continue to move forward without changing your face?"

Fang Junyao opened his mouth, but the voice in his heart had already continued to say to himself, "At that time, everyone didn't feel the need for you to continue walking, and everyone you knew felt that it was a very ridiculous thing for you to want to prove your 'Dao', what else would you choose?" ”

"I ......"

"Since ancient times, there have been countless immortals who have given up halfway, you don't have to give me an answer, but you have to give yourself an answer."

Fang Junyao was silent.

"Women cultivating immortals are originally easy to be emotional, their hearts are too soft, they are too easy to be swayed, they can't stand the feeling of almost betraying their relatives, and marrying and having children makes it even more difficult for female cultivators to choose, at that time, what will you choose?"

Although there are many female cultivators in this world, marrying and having children is still a fate that most female cultivators cannot escape, and there are very few female cultivators who can strengthen their Taoist hearts, let alone endure the loneliness of walking alone in the Immortal Dao, at that time, how will they choose?