Chapter 162: The Man Has Tears
"Yao'er, come with me, I can do nothing, I just want you!" Shen Chengen looked at Luo Yunyao's tears, and his heart hurt like a knife. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Luo Yunyao wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, but new tears kept flowing, still making her unable to see him clearly, Luo Yunyao didn't speak, she only looked at this man with hazy eyes, as if she could imprint him in her heart.
"Yao'er, Yao'er!" Shen Chengen hugged Luo Yunyao tightly in pain, "I only need you, I only need you!" ”
Luo Yunyao reluctantly pulled the corners of her mouth, revealing a wry smile, "You know it's impossible, you know it!" Don't say it again, just say it again, and I may not be able to resist wanting to go with you desperately! ”
Shen Chengen hugged Luo Yunyao tighter and tighter, "Let's go, let's go, don't think about anything, don't think about anything......"
When he first heard the news, Shen Chengen's first thought was to take Luo Yunyao away and fly away, the world is so big, can't he find a place to live? But seeing the wrinkles on his father's face, seeing the gray hair on his milk ** when he got home, and then looking at his young sister, Shen Chengen only felt that his heart was like being immersed in a hot oil pot, family affection and love, how to choose? Faced with such a choice, Yao'er in her arms was also facing such a painful choice, she only thought that she could give her happiness, but she didn't expect to give her such pain.
Luo Yunyao only felt that Shen Chengen's arm strangled herself, looking at Shen Chengen's eyes, Luo Yunyao really wanted to nod, as long as she nodded, then maybe she could still hold on to her happiness.
"Yao'er! Yao'er! ......" Shen Chengen called Luo Yunyao one by one, and the painful voice seemed to be dripping with blood.
"Take care!" Luo Yunyao didn't say anything, one by one she broke Shen Chengen's fingers, turned around and left the room, she was afraid that if she stayed a little longer, she would not be able to help crying, she would uncontrollably reach out and hug Shen Chengen again, she would nod, she would beg him to take her away, no matter the ends of the earth, she would go with him, no matter if he would regret it in the future, if she didn't care about what would happen to her family, she would give it a try!
But she couldn't! Although she was clamoring in her heart to stay, reason told her that she couldn't, she could only leave quickly, leave when she could still command her hands and feet, and leave her love and affection, and a heart forever here, by that man's side.
"Yao'er!" Shen Chengen chased a few steps and said to Luo Yunyao's back, restraining himself from catching up again, things have been thought about countless times, and the consequences have been thought about countless times, on one side is the happiness of the two people, on the other side is the Luo family and the Shen family, which is more important? How to choose?
Shen Chengen only felt that there was a very heavy thing pressing on his body, almost breaking the bones in his body, not only the joints, but also the bone marrow revealed sharp pain, making him almost unbearable, he just wanted to curl up and curl up tightly.
Shen Chengen remembered in a trance, when he was practicing martial arts with his master, there was an uncle who practiced martial arts and went wrong, the uncle was covered in blood, the blood vessels on his body were bulging, and the seven orifices were bloody, and he tore his body with his nails, and let out a roar that was not a human voice, curled up into a ball and rolled around on the ground, and he inadvertently bumped into it, and then had a few nightmares, only thinking that it was the most unbearable pain in the world, but now, he only felt that the pain in his heart was so unbearable, It was even more unbearable than Uncle Shi at that time, for a while he felt that the blood all over his body rushed to the top of his head, and for a while he felt that all thoughts were lost, and his heart was out of the clouds for a while, and for a while it seemed to sink to the bottom of the sea.
Shen Chengen's eyes were full of tears, and they all said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place, Shen Chengen doesn't want to restrain himself now, maybe this is the last time he will meet her, this beloved woman, she will stay in her heart for a lifetime, the feelings she once gave her, will never give it to others, and the happiness she once had will never forget.
Pearl and Jade helped Luo Yunyao to get into the carriage while crying, Luo Yunyao said with a wry smile, "Don't cry, my heart is uncomfortable!" ”
Pearl and Jade nodded, but they couldn't hold back their tears.
Luo Yunyao stomped her feet angrily, "Don't cry, if you cry again, I can't help but cry here, I can't help but run back and hug him, I can't help but follow him!" ”
Pearl and Jade choked and hugged Luo Yunyao one by one, and Luo Yunyao's tears flowed down one by one.
After meeting with Shen Chengen, Luo Yunyao began to make various preparations for entering the palace, although she was trembling with fear all the time, and although she had nightmares at night, she still tried to make a calm appearance.
Luo Yunyao didn't expect that Old Madam Wei would come to Luofu to see her in person
"Yao'er, come here!" Old Madam Wei took Luo Yunyao into her arms and patted her.
"Grandma doesn't know if she will be able to see Yao'er in the future!" Mrs. Wei said sadly, and Mrs. Luo couldn't help crying beside her.
Luo Yunyao's eyes are hot, these days, her mother always looks at her with loving eyes, Luo Yunyao also knows that her mother always secretly tears behind her back, but she is immersed in her own sadness, and always pretends not to know her mother's sadness, and now she finally can't help but go over and hug her mother's shoulder, she used to feel that her mother can be relied on, but now she finds out that her mother has lost so much weight, and her shoulders are thin and bone.
"Yao'er, grandma came this time because she has something to tell you!" Old Madam Wei straightened her face, Luo Yunyao nodded, and listened carefully.
"Yao'er, we hope that you will be safe after entering the palace, you don't have to bother to compete for favor, as long as you are safe, Luofu will be safe, Weifu will be safe, the first thing is to learn to forbear, after all, the palace is different from the outside of the palace, a wrong step may cause death, you are young now, you must be patient, remember to remember!" Old Madam Wei said earnestly.
Luo Yunyao nodded, she knew that her grandmother was doing this for her own good, the harem looked full of flowers, who knew what kind of thorn traps would be below, only being careful and forbearance was the best policy.
"Yao'er, don't blindly be aggrieved, you must know that there is the Luo family and the Wei family behind you, although it is said that the front and harem cannot be connected, but how can the front and harem be separated, and now the saint has summoned you into the palace, also to win over these people, cough cough!" Old Madam Wei lowered her voice, "Now the emperor's life is not so easy, in addition to the queen mother, the queen, and Concubine Liu in the harem, he also needs us to deal with the Liu family in the previous dynasty!" Luo Yunyao nodded again.
"Also," Old Madam Wei changed her kindness just now, looked at Luo Yunyao and said, "Yao'er, grandma knows that you are very smart, grandma heard some things from your mother and knows that you are very smart, but your heart is not ruthless enough, you have to cut the grass to the roots, you have to remember that in the palace, your softness towards anyone may harm yourself, you must remember this!" Don't think about helping others with kindness, the most important thing is to protect yourself first! ”