Li Yiming sat next to Kim So-hyun, looking at her obviously greedy, but because she had put on makeup, she had to eat sushi in small bites, her cheekbones couldn't help but rise, and her mentality, which was a little sluggish for a while, was much better. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The little guy's cheeks were bulging, but he was still muttering in his mouth, "So much, won't OPPA bring them over to Xiujing Oni and Yarong Oni?" ”

"It's over." Li Yiming seemed to have just reacted and was about to get up.

obviously did as she was told, but Kim So-hyun still pouted dissatisfiedly, "Come and see me when you say yes, you will leave in less than ten minutes on the side, OPPA really has no conscience." ”

Li Yiming couldn't cry or laugh, "Didn't you let me go, little ancestor." ”

"Where did I say that?"

“… Well, it's my bad ear. Li Yiming patted his ears and sat down obediently.

The little princess easily pulled Li Yiming's neck in front of her with one hand, leaned into the other party's ear and said, "How is the matter handled, have oppa and Xiujing Oni discussed it?" ”

Li Yiming glanced around, the other two hosts had already gone out to visit the door with interest, and there were only a few agents left in the waiting room.

He also whispered in Kim So-hyun's ear: "Don't worry, it's already taken care of." ”

"Huh...," the little princess pouted, "I said the same before, but now it's different." ”

Li Yiming smiled. "Not this time."

He lowered his eyelids, "This time really, there won't be any more problems." ”

Kim So-hyun was keenly aware of his absence, but he didn't show it, and pretended to comfort: "I don't blame you, I'm just complaining, oppa." ”

The smile on his face was incomparably bright, and even the smile on Li Yiming's face was not so far-fetched.

Li Yiming gently stroked the little princess's head, "Okay, oppa, go see Xiujing Oni and them, and I'll be back later." ”

The little guy hurriedly looked in the mirror and saw that his fluffy hairstyle was not messed up, so he breathed a sigh of relief, "Count yourself well, I won't care about it this time." ”

Li Yiming grinned at the corners of his mouth, "Ah, who is the little guy talking to?" ”

"oppa, I was wrong......" The little guy covered his face and apologized quickly.

Li Yiming went out at this time, and because of his appearance, the staff and idols who were still passing by stopped at the narrow waiting room aisle, and gave way very tacitly, temporarily put down the things in hand, and either bowed warmly and said hello, or respectfully watched him walk towards the F(x) standby room.

Li Yiming's gaze did not shift at all, and he paced expressionlessly, ignoring the reactions of the people around him. When he pushed the door in, everyone continued to do what they had to do as if they had lifted the pause mode.

"It's really bold, the news is so hyped, and you dare to come to visit the class."

"This is Li Yimingxi, what is he afraid of?"

"It's also ......"

“……”

The discussion sounded from all corners, discussing Li Yiming who disappeared from sight without exception.

Li Yiming entered the room, and all eyes were immediately focused on him.

After glancing at Zheng Xiujing first, Li Yiming looked at everyone one by one, and a smile appeared on his expressionless face, "Hello." ”

"Hello." Everyone stood up and bowed, and Zheng Xiujing's four teammates were no exception - Cui Xueli, who was about to retire from the team, was actually in the team today.

"I'm sorry." Li Yiming said to the captain Song Qian: "I have something important to discuss with Xiujing, can I ...... it?"

"It's okay." Song Qian smiled heartily, took the members and staff out of the waiting room, and closed the door by the way, leaving only Zheng Xiujing, who was standing face to face with Li Yiming.

Everyone left, and the expression on Li Yiming's face softened a lot, and the aura emanating from his body was not as unapproachable as just now.

"oppa......" Zheng Xiujing just glanced at Li Yiming, then hurriedly staggered her gaze and looked down at her hands crossed in front of her waist.

Seeing her cautious appearance, Li Yiming's already somewhat complicated mood became more subtle, as if the balance was hanging in his heart, and he tilted slightly to the side marked with Zheng Xiujing's name.

Zheng Xiujing is dressed up very beautifully today, her golden hair is neatly combed to both sides, revealing a smooth and flat forehead, and the thick stage makeup makes her already deep facial features more three-dimensional, because of the dark green contact lenses, so the eyes that occasionally reveal are more distant, plus her current low-eyed appearance, like an elf lying on the leaves and being woken up, full of pity.

Li Yiming's eyes trembled, and a smile finally returned to his eyes, "Okay, don't look pitiful, I'm not angry with you." ”

"Really?" The girl looked up, and a forest full of life lived in her eyes.

Li Yiming couldn't help but step forward and gently took her into his arms, and the familiar smell came into his nose again, it was a faint aroma, Li Yiming couldn't help but sniffle.

"You don't want to, I can understand."

"Thank you, oppa......" The girl's voice was a little more lively.

The two enjoyed this short period of warmth, and neither of them wanted to speak in a hurry.

After a while, the girl spoke again: "In such an extraordinary period now, why do oppa still come, it will definitely be photographed by reporters again." ”

Li Yiming was stunned, "Why don't you come, we're not...... Say yes. ”

He pursed his lips, "Moreover, what's this, Girl's.day plays songs, and Soxuan is also here as a host, I'll take a look at them, and it's reasonable." ”

"Those people don't care." Zheng Xiujing's voice was muffled, because she buried her head in Li Yiming's chest, "They will only pay attention to you, and I happen to be here, they will always only pay attention to this point." ”

Li Yiming paused, "Don't you really want me to come too?" ”

He fished Zheng Xiujing out of his arms, stared into her eyes and asked seriously.

Hearing this, Zheng Xiujing showed a sweet smile, "Of course."

"But isn't there always a chance to meet? Now at such a juncture, it is more important to try to keep a low profile and not to make taboos again.

"I'd love to oppa, too, but it's really not the time to meet."

The scales, tilted slightly, were pulled back a little bit.

Li Yiming's eyes darkened for a short time, but Zheng Xiujing, who had been looking at him, didn't notice it. Li Yiming wanted to make his expression change more obvious, but for no reason, he didn't want Zheng Xiujing to understand the unhappiness in his heart so simply.

Such a contradiction inevitably made him feel a little anxious.

He's been enduring today, and even he doesn't realize it, but he's been enduring all along.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Zheng Xiujing, who was smiling, was a little uneasy, "Oppa is angry?" ”

Hurriedly hugged Li Yiming, "I'm sorry, oppa."

"Just be patient a little longer, and wait for this limelight to pass."

Li Yiming sank his shoulders, "I can't wait long, it's time to leave for Dallas soon." ”

"It's okay." Zheng Xiujing's voice came quickly, "I'll wait for OPPA to come back." ”

Speaking of this, her tone was much more lively, "OPPA must work hard in the new season, and you must show your strength perfectly in the new team, so that those teams who are unwilling to want you will live in regret." ”

Hearing this, Li Yiming's eyes froze, and an inexplicable smile appeared on his face, "Xiujing, why are you always so confident in me, I don't even have such confidence." ”

"Because I believe in you." Zheng Xiujing took it for granted: "Other people's words may make people worry, but oppa's words will definitely not." ”

"Why, why do you think so?" In the face of Zheng Xiujing's trust, Li Yiming couldn't feel even a little moved.

Because, it's more about stress.

"Because OPPA is like that, you never disappoint." Zheng Xiujing's words are taken for granted, "In my mind, OPPA is almost omnipotent. ”

Li Yiming was stunned, "Didn't I say it, Xiujing, me...... I've always been just an ordinary person. ”

"But I will still believe in OPPA, unconditionally."

Such a response was not what Li Yiming wanted to hear, and he was a little stunned, so he closed his eyes.

"What if I live up to that belief?"

"What......" Zheng Xiujing didn't realize at all that Li Yiming's heart, which felt that he was not understood, finally surfaced. What is OPPA talking about? ”

"I said, 'What if I let you down?' Li Yiming's eyes told Zheng Xiujing that he was not joking.

"Xiujing, my legs may not be able to support my unpaid ambitions.

"It may not be able to support your unwarranted trust.

"I'm going to fight as hard as I can, but there's still a good chance that it won't be as good as I can be.

"Faced with such a situation, are you okay with it?"

Li Yiming's eyes were very sincere, and he suddenly understood why when facing Liu Junyeol, when he said some cheering words to himself nonsensically, he would resonate from his heart.

They are all a kind of people, even if one is famous and the other is not cared for, in the final analysis, they are all this kind of people who are always full of ambition.

"No......"

"Yes, and it's not unlikely—of course, it's all hypothetical, I mean in case ......"

"No whatever!" Zheng Xiujing looked at him with a somewhat unfamiliar look.

Li Yiming, who was stared at like this, was stunned, and only smiled dumbly for a while.

He began to have confidence in himself, and Zheng Xiujing also had confidence in himself, but Li Yiming realized that the two were not the same.

Li Yiming lowered his head, and the girl's gaze seemed to be sharp, making him feel an inexplicable tingling.

"Can you accept it, Xiujing?

"When I can't run fast or jump high, and I have to put in 120 points of energy against a role player that I can easily beat, can you accept that?"

This is Li Yiming's problem, and this time, Zheng Xiujing once again chose endless silence. The last time she was silent, Li Yiming asked her if she was willing to follow her and face a better tomorrow together.

As early as at that time, Li Yiming should have noticed it, but he was so happy because he had just revealed his heart, that he didn't pay attention to Zheng Xiujing's vague response, and the subtle details were unconsciously hidden in the memory, and only now have they surfaced one by one, spelling out the facts he has been denying in his heart.

The Zheng Xiujing who always urged him to train.

As long as he mentions his performance on the court, Zheng Xiujing's eyes always shine.

The Zheng Xiujing who made Li Yiming dare not tell the truth, for fear that she would be disappointed.

The Zheng Xiujing who made him promise that he must return as the king.

When facing him who was not so glamorous, Zheng Xiujing was a little at a loss.

The Zheng Xiujing who believed in him unconditionally, but was silent when he confessed his injuries.

That, I like Zheng Xiujing who is "star Li Yiming" not "Li Yiming".

Zheng Xiujing didn't answer, but Li Yiming already had an answer.

He has always felt guilty all the time because he has something to hide, but when everything is exposed in front of the other party, he realizes that Zheng Xiujing doesn't like such a "fact".

Zheng Xiujing is unwilling to believe her confession, but she is more willing to believe in the glorious hero image that has been deified, legendary, and fabricated, and deliberately touted by the alliance.

Li Yiming couldn't accept this kind of trust calmly, and he even felt a little frightened when he realized such a situation.

He let go of the hand that was wrapped around the other party's back, and Zheng Xiujing, who noticed the subtle changes in the atmosphere, couldn't help but break away from his embrace, and stood there helplessly, as if he had not recovered from Li Yiming's question.

Li Yiming glanced at her deeply, as if the other party's appearance was imprinted in his mind.

The balance in my mind has collapsed.

"I'm sorry, Xiujing, I can't do what you want.

"Even if I get everyone's eyes on me again, it's not the way it should be, it's the light that I can only bloom by burning myself."

I wanted to say "goodbye", but I couldn't say it after all.

“oppa！” Zheng Xiujing had a bad premonition in her heart, pointing to the fact that she was difficult to accept, but she could only watch it happen.

Li Yiming lowered his eyelids and stopped looking at her, "Xiujing, what you like has never been me, it's just a flawless virtual character created based on me." ”

Zheng Xiujing was difficult to refute, so when Li Yiming left without looking back, she could only stretch out her hand to no avail.

What she likes is not the bright moon that will be cloudy and sunny, but the moving scene when the full moon is full of windows. In the face of such a Li Yiming, she will feel lost, because it does not match the expected image, but Li Yiming himself is disappointed from the bottom of her heart.

All the strength is in the empty space, and it feels uncomfortable from the inside out. Li Yiming's face was expressionless, but his mind was surging like a tide.

He was even sadder than Zheng Xiujing, who couldn't hold back her tears behind him.