Chapter Fifty-Seven: Take Responsibility, Iruka-sensei
"Alas......"
Early in the morning, Iruka, who had just gotten up, sighed deeply, and the next moment, Izumi's voice suddenly came from outside the door:
"If you sigh all day, good luck won't come to your door, Iruka-sensei. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info”
After speaking, there was a sound of footsteps walking away outside the door, and I thought that Izumi just happened to hear his sigh and deliberately teased him.
It's impossible to pretend to sleep, in fact, Iruka didn't plan to pretend to sleep before Izumi left like before, not only because she had seen through the previous pretending to sleep, but more importantly, what Izumi said to him last night:
"I am the one who should have died that night, because if I live, I will inevitably be tormented by the fact that [including my parents, the whole clan will be killed by the people I like], death is the best relief, but this liberation has been destroyed by you, so, as a criminal who destroyed my original life, Iruka-sensei, please take responsibility for my future life."
For the first time, Iruka clearly realized that saving people could save a mess of trouble, and she was kind enough to save Izumi's life, but Izumi said that she had no intention of surviving that night.
After surviving, she didn't know how to face the fact that Uchiha Itachi had destroyed the Uchiha clan, and she could only choose to escape, using a lifestyle that was unfamiliar to her to face a life that seemed to have lost everything, even if it was a fake life, it didn't matter to her, so even if she knew that Iruka was deliberately avoiding her, she didn't care, and still maintained that false attitude towards life.
It wasn't until last night, when Iruka couldn't stand it anymore and forcibly broke off the mask she used to hide her scars, that she had to go back to square one, facing the bloody scars deep inside.
For Iruka, Izumi is undoubtedly a good thing that Izumi can face up to reality, which means that he doesn't need to put up with that fake girl who wants to die anymore, but looks at him like garbage when they meet for the first time, and thinks he's a pervert The real Uchiha Izumi, after all, Iruka doesn't care much about getting along with women, but getting along with a hypocritical shell makes him unbearable.
However, solving one problem does not mean that all problems have been solved, and through last night's conversation, especially after Izumi told some of the things that happened between her and Uchiha Itachi in Iruka's resistant eyes, Iruka could easily tell that although Izumi intends to accept reality, she is still confused.
It's not a conflict, just like a terminally ill patient who accepts the fact that he will die soon, but doesn't know what to do with the rest of the time, Izumi doesn't know what to do even if she clearly knows that Uchiha Itachi destroyed the Uchiha clan and that all her family died at Itachi's hands.
It stands to reason that she shouldn't be confused, but should rise up for revenge like Sasuke Uchiha and Uchiha Senzuki, but women are emotional after all, and how can they ignore the habitual feelings generated by years of admiration?
Hatred and liking are intertwined, which almost leads to the distortion of Izumi's personality, but fortunately Iruka found out early, otherwise Izumi would have collapsed sooner or later, even so, Izumi's situation is still not optimistic.
People can't live in confusion all their lives, and if they can't find their own direction in life, they will be destroyed sooner or later, and Izumi seems to know this very well, so she will say that he is in charge of this ambiguous word, but Iruka will not think that there is any ambiguity in it, but understand it as another, let herself be responsible for the life she faces after being saved, similar to the meaning of guidance.
Specifically, just like himself, the physiology of the previous life should come to an end, but he was inexplicably reborn into this ninja world, and in the face of a new life, what kind of attitude should he use to spend it?
Although the process is different, there is a certain degree of similarity between Izumi's experience and Iruka's, just like Iruka's previous life, the heart is already dead, and it should have died completely like this, but it turned out to be alive and had to face the future life.
Iruka thinks about it and comes to her own conclusions, but Izumi is deeply confused, so it is understandable that she is being held accountable as the culprit who has no relief and has to face reality.
There is no way to refute it at all!
"Alas...... How could I be so unlucky! ”
Iruka felt sorry for himself, took off his pajamas, and was ready to change his clothes and get up, today he was going to see those ordinary students, after all, no matter how much he said that he was also their teacher, he couldn't say anything if he didn't care about them.
After changing her clothes, Iruka opened the door and saw Izumi busy in the living room, after last night's conversation, Izumi didn't have the strangeness to face Iruka with the weird gentleness she did before, and she didn't have the strangeness she should have when facing unfamiliar people.
"Did you set up a seal on your bed? Why does it take so long to get out of bed. ”
"You have to take care of it!"
Iruka replied angrily, then turned and walked into the bathroom.
After taking care of herself, Iruka returned to the living room, sat down unceremoniously and picked up a slice of bread and nibbled on it, ignoring Izumi's intentions, who were sitting across from him reading the newspaper.
After a while, Izumi asked in an uncaring tone while reading the newspaper:
"Speaking of which, there have been strange rumors circulating around lately."
Hearing this, Iruka suddenly put down the bread that seemed to have a great hatred for him, and then pointed to Quanmei's newspaper, and said lightly: "Before you use that clumsy way to attract my attention, can you please take the newspaper right?" I can't even read the newspaper if you take it upside down like this. ”
"Huh? Oh......"
Quanmei, who was exposed, did not have the slightest embarrassment, and calmly turned the newspaper that was originally taken upside down:
"And then, would you be interested in hearing about that strange rumor?"
"I'm not interested, but for your sake, let's listen to it."
"It's not straightforward, Iruka-sensei."
"Don't talk about pulling down."
Iruka picked up the bread again and nibbled on it, completely unconcerned about Izumi's words.
"You...... Forget it, you really can't expect the guy who secretly looked at Sister Xianyue's boobs to be upright, so let's get down to business. ”
Hearing this, Iruka just shrugged his shoulders, with his cheekiness comparable to the city wall, this level of ridicule didn't matter to him at all, anyway, there was nothing to refute, as a normal man, is it a shame that his eyes can't get rid of the gravitational pull of ten thousand breasts?
It's definitely not a normal man who can get rid of it, right?
Seeing that Iruka didn't care, Izumi suddenly gave up her plan to continue to tease Iruka and said instead:
"Do you remember the earthquake two weeks ago?"
Iruka nodded: "It shouldn't be an earthquake to be exact, it's just a secondary phenomenon caused by a huge energy explosion somewhere, and the aftermath swept over, right?" ”
Hearing this, Izumi immediately looked at Iruka in surprise: "How do you know?" ”
"Well, I can probably guess it, and then what? What does that strange rumor have to do with the earthquake? ”
Iruka himself is the owner of [Force Field Control], and his sensitivity to force field fluctuations has already reached the peak level, and he has not seen the force field fluctuations of the earthquake, which is completely different from the force field fluctuations of that day, compared to the natural fluctuations of the earthquake, the force field fluctuations of that day are more like the aftermath of the battlefield when the strong fight, but the scale is a little terrifying.
However, he didn't bother to explain this to Izumi, so he just found an excuse to deal with it.
Izumi glanced at Iruka suspiciously, and intuitively felt that Iruka was perfunctory, but since Iruka didn't want to say it, she couldn't force him, so she had to glance at him quite dissatisfied.