"You say your parents won't agree? The reason? The two walked on the street and chatted a lot about the recent situation, Zhao Ling replied briefly, but he was not tired of it, and when it came to the family, Zhao Ling's relaxed expression suddenly tensed. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

For her, family is not a warm harbor, not a docked shore, but two heavy mountains, day and night on her spine, overwhelming her, not that she did not think of suicide, nor did she dare, but she just couldn't let go of her aging parents at home. No matter how uncomfortable it is, it will be a loved one after all.

"If you can't work to make money when you study, and the family has no financial resources, how can my parents live?" Zhao Ling's eyes were full of tears, she was undoubtedly a strong girl, but she was about to touch the dawn, and she was obscured by the ruthless rock wall, which was very desperate.

"It's very simple, you go to study for a self-examination undergraduate, attend classes during the day, work at night, and learn to make money, but you will be very tired, depending on whether you are willing or not." Don't wait to point the way.

"Tired? Can my life get more tiring? Zhao Ling smiled like a flower with tears, "You persuaded me, but I have to trouble you to persuade my parents." ”

Shi Bu said briskly, "Okay, it's a trivial matter." ”

Originally, I really thought that this was a trivial matter, but are there any parents in this world who don't want their children to be well? Even if you don't make sense, you can see how rare this opportunity is for your daughter. Because of these reasons, I was full of confidence and ambition before I went, but when I looked at the deserted and desolate house, most of my high morale was wiped out.

There are almost no household appliances, and the biggest difference from a farmhouse is that it is painted, and it is hard to imagine that there are such a humble house in a modern city. The two old men sat on two broken wooden benches separately, looking sluggish, knocking on half a bag of melon seeds, and there was no reaction when they saw people coming. It was as if there was a cage that sealed them up, so that they could not hear or see.

"Dad, Mom, I'm back." Zhao Ling was accustomed to it, and shouted and walked inside.

At this time, Zhao's father looked at her and spoke, "You cheap girl are going to starve us to death?" ”

Zhao Ling didn't answer, and walked straight into the kitchen, Zhao's father didn't say a word after scolding, and continued to eat melon seeds to satisfy his hunger, Zhao's mother didn't move her eyes from beginning to end, but the boredom on her face expressed her inner emotions. I didn't wait to see it, I walked into the kitchen quietly, and I didn't call someone boringly. Zhao Ling heard his footsteps and skillfully chopped vegetables, "Let you see and laugh, this is the norm in my family." ”

I didn't wait for an "oh" sound, and I didn't make too many comments. Zhao Ling made a total of three dishes, all of which were ordinary home-cooked dishes, and she had never done deductions at her parents' dinner. Shi Bu was curious, and asked her why she didn't usually eat with her, and more pairs of chopsticks didn't cost a few dollars, Zhao Ling said that it was like this at the beginning, but when she had a meal, she would think about eating like this next meal, and her family couldn't afford it. She told that time would not wait, and that in addition to dinner, her parents only had steamed buns to satisfy their hunger.

Such a ridiculous life has actually been spent all these years. Shi Bu didn't understand, and he wanted to ask, but he was going to wait. After Zhao Ling's parents were full and went back to the wooden bench to rest, Zhao Ling took out the rhetoric she had prepared earlier and told her the idea of returning to the school. After hearing this, Zhao's father was emotional, and his words were embarrassed, "Read, read, with your brain, what else can you read?" At this age, if you don't work honestly to make money, what are you thinking? ”

Mother Zhao was more direct, "What fund?" I don't understand that thing, the one who gives money for nothing is a liar, right? ”

Zhao Ling was anxious and said a lot of words, but her parents were farmers and couldn't read a few big characters, how could they understand? Even if they can understand, considering their own life problems, how can they release people? The dawn was submerged in the Black Sea, hope was extinguished in reality, Zhao Ling was isolated, and his confidence was gone, and he was stunned and said, "You go, forget it." ”

"Come here." Shi Buzhi put Zhao Ling aside, looked at her fixedly and said, "I want to ask, since you don't have the ability to support your parents, why did you bring them to the city?" ”

Zhao Ling was stunned, obviously never considered this problem, she hesitated, "The young people in my old family have taken their parents after they entered the city, the living conditions in the city are good, the materials are abundant, and the medical equipment is complete, shouldn't this be?" ”

"Yes, but you should think more about your actual situation." Shi Buzhi sighed in his heart and said, "Your income is low, and you can't fulfill your responsibilities at all, and your parents came to the city with you not to enjoy happiness, but to suffer." And, as soon as I entered, I found that your parents were obviously not used to life in the city, and they were very unhappy without neighbors. ”

"Sometimes letting go is also a relief, and holding on to it will only make each other more painful. This applies not only to relationships, but also to family relationships. You want to be filial, I understand you, wait, when you have the ability and can take care of your parents, come again, you are already very tired. ”

Zhao Ling admitted that she really didn't take into account her parents' feelings, blindly abided by the rules of the township, and blindly brought her parents to the city, not only tired herself, but also her parents who could not integrate into the urban environment. She thought that before entering the city, her parents were not like this at all, but the depressed and closed life changed them. She is very aggrieved, how can filial piety do bad things, she thinks about it again, maybe this is not filial piety, it is her vanity that is causing trouble.

She didn't have a good time in the city, but she wanted to try to prove to the villagers that she was doing well and that she was capable of leading her parents to a better life.

"Mom, Dad, do you want to go home?" Zhao Ling didn't want to wait any longer, and shouted loudly at the cold back of his parents.

The parents' stiff backs trembled, and they were silent for a few seconds, and nodded slowly.

Zhao Ling smiled very happily, his chest was congested, and the invisible pressure on his shoulders dissipated a lot.

Many things are difficult to look at, but in fact, they are just gestures to do, and it is their own imagination that sets up obstacles and makes them a moat. When his parents returned to the countryside, they were still young and had the ability to take care of themselves, and Zhao Ling was able to devote 100% of his energy to his studies, which was a good thing for both sides.

At the station, seeing off his parents, Zhao Ling cried with joy, "I suddenly felt that I had no conscience and was forced to send my parents away, and I was so happy." ”

"Separate for a better reunion." Shi Buyi exhaled and looked at Zhao Lingdao with a smile, "When will I come over, I have to go through some procedures and sign some agreements for the allocation of the bursary fund." ”

"Does that mean I can read?" Zhao Ling asked knowingly.

Shi Buyi rolled his eyes, well, to make this girl happy, he nodded, "That's right, from tonight onwards, you can study hard." ”