370 Poor Mother (2)
The father's expression was very serious, and it didn't look like he was lying, and Xing'er's heart began to sink little by little, and her whole body began to tremble uncontrollably. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Although she had known this fact for a long time, until just now, she still hoped that something would happen and that she would hear different news from her father's mouth.
Until this moment, Xing'er felt complete despair, her face suddenly turned pale, and her trembling lips did not have a trace of blood.
Uncle Xiao was in a very bad mood when he saw his daughter's expression, but he had no choice but to face his daughter's resentful eyes and muster up the courage to tell the matter.
Uncle Xiao lowered his head, didn't look at Xing'er, and continued: "The most sorry person in my life is your biological mother, she is a person with strong self-esteem, after I proposed to break up, she never looked for me again, I don't know, she was pregnant with you at that time, and later, in the second year after we broke up, she gave birth to you alone......"
Xing'er sat there motionless, holding her breath, looking closely at her father's sad face, from her father's words, she knew that she was his biological daughter, it was already an ironclad fact, but what made her feel even more worried was that she couldn't imagine that her biological mother actually gave birth to herself under such circumstances, although before this, her biological mother was in her heart, she didn't have any concept, and she didn't have the slightest feelings for her, but now she heard her tragic experience, Why do you still feel so worried?
Xing'er pursed her lips, her two hands clasped together, trembling uncontrollably, and even the hospital bed under her shook slightly.
She felt her heart constrict, her heart suddenly became fast, and she was silent for a while before she hoarsely asked, "What about later?" How did you pick me up? ”
Uncle Xiao glanced at Xing'er, there was more sadness in his eyes, he sighed, and then said: "Not long after your mother gave birth to you, she became seriously ill, but you are still so young, she can't bear to give you to others to raise, so she has no other choice but to send you back to me, but your mother is very cautious, afraid that if you give you to me, your mother will abuse you, bully you, and retaliate against you because you are the daughter born to me and others...... So, desperate, she thought of a solution......"
Apricot interrupted him and said, "You mean, my mother deliberately put me in that park and let you pick me up?" ”
Uncle Xiao nodded and said, "Yes, your mother had already heard in advance that I was going on a business trip, so she took you and followed me all the time, and then, when I was taking a nap in a park, your mother deliberately put you in a conspicuous place, and she quietly hid to the side, peeking at my every move......"
Uncle Xiao shook his head bitterly and said, "However, she was worried that after I picked you up, I would give you to someone else, so she followed me all the time, and when she saw that I brought you home, she left with confidence......
Uncle Xiao said, tears gradually appeared in his eyes, although Xing'er had never seen her biological mother before, so she had no feelings, but after hearing that her biological mother had taken such pains to arrange everything for her before she died, she couldn't help but be moved, it turned out that her mother was so great, she didn't seem to take into account her illness before she died, but tried her best to plan everything for her daughter.
Xing'er's heart suddenly set off a frenzy, which could not be calmed down for a long time, and after a moment of silence, she said in a low voice: "My biological mother...... She...... Is it long gone? ”
Uncle Xiao was stunned for a while, then nodded silently, and said: "Yes, half a year after you came to my house, your biological mother went, before she died, she would endure the pain almost every day, quietly came to my neighborhood, and secretly glanced at you, at that time, our family still didn't live here, lived in the city, there is a big park next to it, your mother will push you in a stroller almost every day, go to that park to play for a while, your biological mother, just quietly stay in that park, look at you from a distance, Until eventually, she was too sick to walk......"
At this time, Xing'er has been moved by the story of her biological mother, and this kind of touching has diluted her urgency to verify whether she is her father's biological daughter, and in front of her eyes, she seems to see a young woman, with a sallow face, who is walking to the park bench step by step, sitting there with her body bent, looking at the entrance of the park with longing eyes.
Soon after, a woman pushed a stroller and walked in from the entrance of the park, and her own mother immediately stood up, looked directly at the baby in the stroller, and wanted to go up and hug her baby, but she could not do so, so she could only watch her child being held in the arms of someone else.
I haven't seen her for a few days, her child doesn't know her mother anymore, and she is shouting at other people for her mother, the woman's heart hurts for a while, but she feels very relieved to see that the other party is very good to her child, and she feels that she has made such a sacrifice in exchange for her daughter's happiness, which is very worthwhile......
Blood is thicker than water, Xing'er for the first time, she has feelings for her biological mother, and a fog gradually rises in her eyes, she never dreamed that her happy life in the past 20 years was actually exchanged for her mother in this way.
Xing'er's throat choked, and after a pause, she said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "According to you, my own mother didn't tell you about it until she died, so how did you know about it?" ”
Uncle Xiao sighed and said: "A few days ago, your mother heard about this by chance, so she went home and quarreled with me, thinking that I had deceived her, because I didn't know about it at all, I thought your mother was chasing the wind, of course I wouldn't admit it, but ......"
Uncle Xiao looked at Xing'er's face and said, "However, after listening to your mother's words, I suddenly realized that you do look very similar to your real mother, so I began to doubt it myself, and then, after that day, I took the time to go back to my hometown, and it was only then that I knew that your biological mother had been dead for almost twenty years......"
Xing'er, who was immersed in the story of her biological mother's tragic life, came back to her senses, she realized that this was the point she wanted to know, she stretched out her hand, quietly wiped a tear from the corner of her eye, and did not speak, but sat there quietly, patiently listening to her father's next words.
Uncle Xiao's face twitched slightly, and said: "In the past twenty years, I have never contacted her once, so I never knew that she had already left this world, and I didn't know that she had sent me a child before leaving......"