Chapter Fifty-Six: Revealing Your Heart
Fu Yanxi could see the god when he looked at the painting, and his heart was full of turbulent feelings, and for a moment he wished that he could also be a man, pick up a gun and get on the horse, and make contributions to the country. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Do you know what is the saddest thing for a general?" Fu Qingyan unconsciously came to Fu Yanxi's side and asked.
Fu Yanxi looked at the sentence "Lying down at night listening to the wind and rain, the iron horse and the glacier fall into a dream", and thought: "Xu is there no battle to fight? Are there no soldiers to command? ”
Fu Qingyan was noncommittal, and turned his head to ask Fu Zichen again: "What does Xiao Chen think?" ”
Fu Zichen pondered for a while, and said in a low voice: "There is a battle that cannot be fought, a soldier who cannot be controlled, and an enemy who cannot be broken." ”
Fu Qingyan's expression was very satisfied when he heard this, and he patted Fu Zichen's shoulder approvingly: "It is worthy of being my son!" ”
Fu Yanxi listened to the conversation between the two and thought about it carefully, this is really the case. I'm still a little bit behind.
Fu Qingyan seemed to see what Fu Yanxi was thinking, and smiled at Fu Yanxi and said, "Yan'er is not bad." ”
Fu Yanxi smiled a little embarrassedly, grabbed Fu Qingyan's arm, and the father and son walked to the table and sat down.
"That screen was left by your grandfather." Fu Qingyan looked at the screen a little distracted. "He has been on the battlefield all his life, and he has not even cared about anything other than leading troops to fight. Even in the end, it is a horse leather shroud, burying bones in the frontier. ”
Fu Zichen and Fu Yanxi listened quietly. For his grandfather Fu Zhengnan, the brother and sister have no impression. When Fu Zhengnan died in battle, neither of them was born. This is also the first time that Fu Yanxi heard Fu Qingyan mention her grandfather.
"Your grandfather had many identities in his life. Great Wei Dingbei Marquis, the general of the town, he is still a husband and a father. But for me, he only taught me how to be a good general. Fu Qingyan's eyes became complicated in an instant.
Fu Yanxi didn't know what happened to Fu Qingyan and why she showed such a gaffe in front of her children. As a father and a man, Fu Qingyan has never been like this. Seeing this, I don't know what to say.
"For Xiao Chen, I am strict and love very little. I love my grandmother very much, but I don't have many expectations and requirements. In my eyes, my grandmother was still petite and cute when she was a child, but before I knew it, she had grown up. Even your mother and I sometimes can't understand what you're thinking. Fu Qingyan continued.
Fu Yanxi finally understood her father's intention to find her and her brother today. In the past six months, too many things have happened that I haven't had in my previous life, and my father has finally discovered that he is unusual.
"Daddy......" Fu Yanxi wanted to say something, but Fu Qingyan waved her hand so that she didn't have to explain.
"Xiao Chen told me." Fu Qingyan said. "I thought we protected you well, but in the end, we still couldn't protect you." This sentence, Fu Qingyan said it by looking at Fu Yanxi's eyes, and Fu Yanxi saw that there was a deep guilt, self-blame and grief in his eyes, and he was not angry.
Fu Yanxi felt that Fu Qingyan was very wrong today, even if she fell into the pond, was assassinated, and was designed by Jiang Yingru at the banquet, or said those words to Fu Zichen, the emotions in Fu Qingyan's eyes were too strong, and they made her worry strongly.
Even Fu Zichen couldn't help but secretly say strange, a few days ago, he had promised his father to communicate with his sister and untie his sister's knot, but today Fu Qingyan's emotions seem to be deeper and unfathomable than Fu Yanxi.
"Daddy? What's wrong with you? What's wrong? Fu Zichen asked with concern.
"Life can die, death can live, I hope the moon falls and the rebirth lamp will be red again." Fu Qingyan said softly, but her eyes did not leave Fu Yanxi for a moment.
Hearing Fu Qingyan say this, Fu Yanxi, who was sitting on the stool, trembled in her heart, her legs were weak, and she knelt straight beside Fu Qingyan's legs. She thought she should be chaotic at this time, but in fact her mind was clear.
What Fu Qingyan said is the drama of the opera "The Soul Return", and its significance is self-evident. How could the father know about this! Fu Yanxi felt that she couldn't say a word.
"Sister! Father? Fu Zichen was confused on the side. hurriedly stepped forward to help Fu Yanxi.
Fu Yanxi was paralyzed and leaned against Fu Zichen, she thought of all the possibilities, but she didn't dare to think about the biggest possibility.
"Sister, it's just a dream, when you wake up from the dream, everything will be different." Fu Qingyan said softly. "Grandma, Daddy will make everything okay."
Fu Yanxi believed that she understood the meaning of Fu Qingyan's words, and she understood that this time, she was not the only one who was trying to change her fate. Whether it's a dream or a rebirth, it's all a thing of the past from this moment on. Fu Yanxi believes that she will never have nightmares again, never again.
"Sister-in-law, I see." Fu Yanxi regained her composure and sat back again.
When Fu Zichen and Fu Yanxi came out of the study, they looked at the sunset on the horizon, as if they were in another world.
Fu Zichen was so smart that he guessed a little from the words of the father and son later. Although it can't touch the deepest cause, it's basically the same.
The faces of the two brothers and sisters were a little heavy, but their eyes were shining.
"Brother......" Fu Yanxi looked up at Fu Zichen, the afterglow of the sunset scattered around him, very good-looking.
"I will be a real general, like a father." Fu Zichen's eyes looked into the distance.
"Sister-in-law believes in my brother." Fu Yanxi nodded.
"In my sister-in-law's eyes, I saw Jin Ge Iron Horse." Fu Zichen turned his head and said to Fu Yanxi. "I know, my grandmother is different, before, my father and I both treated you as a little girl, and now, as my father said, you can compare with us."
"I don't dare to compete with my father and brother, but we can fight together!" Fu Yanxi said to Fu Zichen with a smile. She guessed she must have stars in her eyes now.
Back at Yuxuan, Ziqin and Yuqi came to change her clothes.
Yuqi suddenly looked at Fu Yanxi and said, "I feel that Miss is different." ”
Fu Yanxi looked at Yuqi in surprise, and said in her heart when this girl's feelings were so keen. He asked, "Really?" What's the difference? ”
"I can't tell, but it feels like, just like the clouds open and the moon shines, and the moon sets and the sun rises." Yuqi tilted his head to describe.
"Yo, the old nun doesn't recite the scriptures, and the Tao is dragged up." Zhihua walked in from outside the house and teased.
"You damn girl, you'll never have a good word in your mouth." Yuqi feigned anger and said that he was going to chase Zhihua.
Ziqin saw that they were going to make trouble again, her brows furrowed, her eyes swept over, and Yuqi and Zhihua didn't dare to move again.
"Miss, Sister Luyi came just now, and Mrs. Si invited Mrs. Silk from the Nishang Pavilion in the capital to come to the house in a few days to cut clothes for the young ladies and inform the young lady." Ziqin said.