Everyone said that Jin Yarong was stupid, but she never felt that way from herself. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Compared with those friends around her who can always face all kinds of relationships and handle them properly, Jin Yarong is always unable to say the right thing at the right time, or she always can't grasp the relationship between herself and the people around her, and she will not consider whether she needs to be frank or not based on distance and distance.

She is always straightforward, saying whatever she wants, saying whatever comes to mind, and occasionally lying, but rather than lying, it is better to describe it as a "child-like clumsy cover-up". In the past, everyone said that she was naïve, or always said, "Why is this kid always so honest." ”

But as I get older, this slightly pampering tone, although I don't know if it's a compliment, but if it sounds very good, it gradually decreases. Everyone began to call her stupid, that she would not be flexible, that she had an elm head, and that even her parents often lamented her, "Why is she so old and still hasn't grown at all." ”

yes, she just hasn't changed.

It's not that she doesn't realize it, she just doesn't want to.

I don't want to constantly change my role and say different things to different people, I don't want to ignore my private relationship on TV and keep my distance from everyone, I don't want to hide my mind and send a smile to everyone, I don't want to face anti slander, I can smile and say: "I will accept it with an open heart"

Everyone says that she is too naïve and always thinks too simply, but in real life, this society and the world are often much more complicated in comparison. Not everything can be judged by right and wrong, and not all relationships can be determined by likes and dislikes.

Someone told her that there is something called profit.

Someone else told her that there was something called money.

Someone else told her that there was an emotion called vanity.

Someone told her that there is a common inferiority of human beings called desire.

Different people, over and over again, told themselves what they thought they never understood, and again and again they were defeated by Jin Yarong's "unrepentant" attitude. Everyone sighed, sighed, and admonished: "Yarong, you really need to stop being so stupid, such a character will be hurt one day." ”

In fact, she knows, and she understands.

She, she just doesn't want to.

She understands everything, she understands that not everyone's thoughts will be spoken, there may be malicious needles hidden in the kind smile, she also understands that everything she pays will not necessarily be rewarded, not everyone knows how to be grateful and reciprocate, more people will live up to the feelings and time you pour, she also understands that everything in the adult world is to speak for the sake of interests, and whether a person is popular with people or not is not even his character or cultivation or appearance, It's all about whether he can bring benefits to others and bring money, and of course she can also perceive that interpersonal relationships rarely have no intertwined interests, and most of the connections are just mediums and tools for using each other.

She understands everything, she understands everything, but she still doesn't want to.

I don't want to live more calmly in such a world, and pay the price of changing myself, which seems very painful to her.

It's not that you're fearless in the face of the unknown, but that you know everything but you're still calm along the way.

If she really has a fluke and naïve idea of something, it's only one thing.

That is, she wants to believe that even if she doesn't change, she can still live well.

She also has regrets that she still can't dare to love and hate as she expected after all. This regret comes from this year, from the joy of looking back, the scenery I was looking forward to was lost when I was first taken.

Stunned is just a metaphor, in fact, Jin Yarong has nothing to lose, because she has never had it.

What I have never had is the relationship that originally belonged to Zheng Xiujing and was with Li Yiming.

When did Jin Yarong start to like Li Yiming?

Frankly, even she herself was startled when such an idea popped up. Everything seems to be imperceptible, like spring rain, moisturizing things silently, or like a warm wind, a blow, a moment will bring different thoughts.

For the first time, she found that in fact, emotions are easy to hide, like, or dislike, really only at a certain moment, a certain opportunity, can be like a hibernating hedgehog, wake up from sleep and self-protection, and wake up like a sudden awakening, some seeds have already been planted, and quietly have actually blossomed and borne fruit.

At that moment, that opportunity, it was Zheng Xiujing.

If it weren't for Zheng Xiujing, maybe Jin Yarong wouldn't have realized the feelings in his heart.

It's already very strong, to the point where Jin Yarong actually feels frustrated, lost, and uncomfortable because of something in a trance.

When he saw Li Yiming talking about the girl who was two years younger than her, his eyes were full of different colors, Jin Yarong admitted that his thoughts were surging.

It was a color she had never seen in Li Yiming's eyes, that kind of look, she had never seen it when facing herself.

It is a look that has been suppressed in the bottom of my heart, never mentioned but always put it in my heart, has been quietly hoping but dare not vent, wanting to break free from self-control to speak, hoping to earn through such tossing and turning.

Whenever everyone gets together, Jin Yarong always laughs, as if nothing happened, knocking and pushing, as if unintentionally, occasionally probing everything about that person through jokes.

Occasionally, like chasing stars, I search the Internet for all kinds of information about that person, even if it's trivial.

Her stage, the variety show she went on with her sister, the commercials she filmed, the news pictures she took when she participated in the event, the itinerary pictures taken by fans when she entered and exited...

Unwilling, really unwilling.

Jin Yarong was annoyed that he had always been so brave and frank, but he had only become cautious about such a thing as feelings.

They all said that love is like walking a tightrope, and it can only be cultivated after care and continuous speculation, and Jin Yarong's feeling is like a marathon: she is step by step, listening to the experience of the past unfolding step by step, and before she even has time to convey her emotions, she was stunned by others first, and she used to rampage forward without hesitation, and arrived at the finish line exhausted.

This is just the thought of Jin Yarong in his heart, and in fact, if you really want to compare all this to a race, although it is still Zheng Xiujing who arrives at the finish line, she has not even started yet, she is just gearing up, moving her muscles and bones to walk on the track unhurriedly, and she is still imagining the infinite scenery of holding the championship trophy in her mind.

......

After chatting with Jin Yarong, Li Yiming couldn't help but think of participating in "My Knot" for her, and asked Wang Xiaoming to ask the TV station over there about the recording time, and the reply was that it could be arranged immediately this Saturday.

And today is already Thursday.

Although he has already had a variety show experience, Li Yiming still feels a little dignified when he faces the recording of the show. "I knot" he watched some on the Internet at random, and found that there is no such thing as a host in this show, it completely relies on the free play of "couples", there are so many mcs on RunningMan, even if there is no laugh, they can forcibly create laughter, if they really get on the "I knot", he can only rely on himself.

It's inevitable that I'm a little uneasy, and it's not good to look foreign.

Li Yiming bit his fingers, thinking about finding an experienced person to consult.

Zheng Xiujing? She definitely can't, Li Yiming immediately shook his head when he thought of it, if he told this girl that he was going to the show again, maybe he would have to complain about Li Yiming's "not doing his job".

In her words, Li Yiming should devote himself to playing, even if he doesn't train on weekdays, he should at least watch the game at home and study the league's game situation.

On the show, attending the honorary coach of Chengda or something, the meaning is on the line, the right should be relaxed, and it is really unnecessary to really get into the heart. Li Yiming helped Gary to star in his MV, and was muttered by the girl for a while, even if she wasn't even with Li Yiming at the time, she couldn't help but complain afterwards.

If Li Yiming told her this, it would be no different from hitting the muzzle of the gun, that is, when Li Yiming finished starring in "I knot", she watched the broadcast and laughed at Li Yiming while teasing Li Yiming, but after laughing, she would definitely reason with him with a straight face, and exhort Li Yiming to train hard and do less such "insignificant" things.

In fact, having said that, what experience can Zheng Xiujing have, she is also a well-known cold king of the show, if you really want to talk about performance, it is actually not as good as Li Yiming.

So Park Chulong is definitely not good, she is also a patient with a low sense of variety shows, and Apink except for her, although Li Yiming has kakao.talk, but in fact, she has never been contacted, and it is not convenient for a while.

Fang Minya, Lee Hye-li, and Sister Su Zhen?

Li Yiming couldn't help but shake his head again, girl's.day The four girls are wearing a pair of pants, and they will definitely not be able to help but tell Jin Yarong.

After thinking about it, Li Yiming flipped kakao.talk to the bottom.

"Yu Jingwan"

He couldn't help but muttered the name.

Although this person is still a trainee, as a person who has participated in the debut plan before, he must have also taken such an arts class on how to perform on the show. That's right, as an idol, even how to become interesting on the show has become a compulsory course, and idols who are about to make their debut have basically learned.

This is still a meal, and Zheng Xiujing has no intention of talking about this topic.

This guy is sure that this subject is zero, Li Yiming secretly complained in his heart, but he kept in his hands, and he had already sent a message to another girl.

"Friends! Save me! ”

This is the first time he has sent a message to this user.