After graduating from college in 94, I wanted to go to the south to explore the rivers and lakes, especially the yearning for stocks that I didn't know much about, so I went to HN in 98 without hesitation, and the unique tropical scenery of HN suddenly fascinated me. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoThe ignorant child who had never been far away suddenly felt that he had found a party.

I remember it was my brother who came to pick me up, and he went to HN in '90. He went through the baptism of 100,000 college students and worked as a sales manager in a small technology company. The children in the north have little knowledge, and they thought that their brother had become a big official, but later they learned that the position of manager is synonymous with a salesman in the south, and the boss's money-making tool, when he uses you, you are a treasure, and I don't want to use you, you are a fart, and I want to put it at any time.

My brother rode a very broken Jialing motorcycle to pick me up. To be honest, I was really disappointed to see him, I thought about the tall and the elite, how did the college students who graduated in 86 become a migrant worker. Seeing the way he looked, I felt that my future was not very bright. Facts have proved that my feeling is very right, and it would be nice to look back after a few decades and feel that I can be reborn, and if I can be reborn, I guess I should turn around and get on the plane after seeing my brother's appearance at that time, and return to my hometown to be my honest civil servant. In that way, maybe I can live a comfortable life from 9 to 5 in the morning every day, with my husband and children hot kang heads. It's a pity that there are no ifs.

After getting into my brother's car (motorcycle), my brother said to me very calmly: "Your sister-in-law lives in Danzhou and his father's house to take care of the child, I give her 1,500 yuan a month, the child is 3 years old, she doesn't want to come back, I found a girlfriend here, you live in our house today." After listening to my brother's words, I didn't say anything. Later, when I talked to my brother about this incident, he also praised me: Your mind is quite open-minded, and what I said at that time was a big rebellion for the traditional northerners at that time, and you didn't react at all. Actually, I didn't react at all, I was too scared to speak, and I didn't know what to say. This question is really a hooligan for a young girl who has just graduated and has been nurtured under the party's red flag for more than 20 years. But can I say that my brother is a hooligan? This is also obviously wrong for me who does not help my relatives. So my reaction at the time was that there was no reaction at all.

My brother and her girlfriend's home is very simple, with one bedroom and one living room, and they only have one bed in the room and only one table for eating in the living room. It's all they have. After all the busyness, I set up a small bed in the living room. I didn't fall asleep all night, as if I was thinking a lot, and I didn't seem to be thinking about anything. Anyway, I didn't think about what I was going to do in the future. Since I didn't know what I should do, I thought: just go and realize my dream: go and speculate in stocks. When my brother woke up in the morning, I firmly told him that I didn't want to go to work, I wanted to speculate in stocks. I still don't know what my brother thinks after hearing this, but I guess I was frightened by my resolute attitude. I just said: whatever. I went to work. My brother's girlfriend is unemployed, and after breakfast, she took me to a securities company to open an account. I remember that the securities company that went to open an account at that time was Guangdong-Hong Kong-Macao Securities. The first stock I bought was Wu Phoenix. At that time, the securities industry was at a low point, and people in securities companies could be left behind. At that time, there was no analysis software, and various companies used Qianlong market software, which could only be bullish and down. No one teaches how to analyze. I bought it with my eyes closed. It turned out that his eyes were really blind at that time, and he barely moved when the market soared in 99, and when the market fell, it fell faster than the elevator.

After buying stocks, there was nothing to do in the morning, I thought: I can't mess with my brother like this, it's inconvenient to eat and live, he is not my parents, I don't have to live in a lot of trouble, I have to find a house by myself, first walk around the districts, and see what business or work HN can do. My brother's girlfriend is a man of action, as soon as I said my idea, she took me to their downstairs to rent a small room, at that time HN was in a recession, and there were few renters, I lived alone on the first floor of the second floor, the toilet was shared, and I shrunk in my room at night and did not dare to go out. And just like that, I stayed for the night. The next morning, my brother came to me: "Your sister-in-law called yesterday and said that you didn't go to her father's place to see his father when you arrived at HN, which is rude." You should go to Danzhou today. "As soon as I thought about it, stay and stay, just go. In retrospect, I shouldn't have gone so quickly, and I shouldn't have stayed there forever. I should have thought that I should first look at the economic environment of HN, I am too stupid.

In this way, I was in a daze, and was sent to the bus to Danzhou by my brother, I forgot whether I had motion sickness at that time, according to my current state of motion sickness, I should have been dizzy. I forgot the specific details, but I remember that when I got out of the car, my sister-in-law was waiting for me next to the car with a child, and after seeing me get out of the car, she only said one sentence: "Go home." Whether she welcomed me or not, I still haven't figured out whether she welcomed me or not, for me, who has a bit of a short brain circuit. On the way, I asked her, "What should I call Li Tong's (my brother's son)'s grandfather and grandmother?" Whatever" she replied to me. I don't know what to say. Without saying anything all the way, I went to his mother's house with this sister-in-law. When I entered the door, I thought I was smart and Li Tong's grandfather and grandmother were also called grandfathers and grandmothers, but they didn't correct me.

Li Tong's grandmother's cooking is delicious, and now that I think about it, I can stay in Danzhou for so long, and it is estimated that the delicious food is a big part of the reason. Li Tong's grandparents treated me very warmly, and I didn't know what to say about me behind my back. For me, who didn't look at people at the time and had low emotional intelligence, they were very warm and seemed to welcome me (although it turned out that they were just polite). In this joyful and friendly atmosphere, I played in Danzhou for a week. My sister-in-law took me to visit HN Tropical University in Danzhou and experienced the folk culture of HN. A week later, I offered to go back to Haikou. My sister-in-law asked me, "What kind of job are you looking for?" I'm going to see, I'm not looking for a job first, I'm going to speculate on stocks first, and I'll see if there's anything I can do. "You better stay in Danzhou, the stock is not rising now, there is nothing to see." As soon as I was invited, I stayed in Danzhou very much for more than a month. They finally packed me, my sister-in-law and my children and sent them to the bus to Haikou.