Chapter 44: Emotional Wounds

Chen Zimo found that with his cultivation during this period of time, although his realm has not improved significantly, his cultivation has definitely improved, and after having a few spell casting experience, he performed the low-level "Beast Technique" tonight, and he was not the slightest nervous from the beginning, but was extremely confident and performed quite calmly. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

After the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, on the day when Chen Cripple officially went to work in Yannan City, Chen Zimo also started school.

On this day, he rode a brand-new bicycle, wore a down jacket that is quite luxurious in the countryside nowadays, and also included the latest woolen sweater, corset pants, and sneakers, and came to school with great excitement.

The bicycle and the new clothes from the inside out were bought by my father, who said that he was his boss and an old friend, and that he had advanced his salary for three months in advance.

Chen Zimo has no doubts about this. After the end of the year, he was fifteen years old and was in the period of secret love, and after hesitating for a long time, he finally failed to resist the external material temptation, so he did not refuse his father's offer.

This is a matter of face.

At least, let the classmates, especially Su Yingying, no longer see his pitiful appearance of being in tattered clothes and walking miserably to school every day.

Chen Zimo comforted himself in his heart: "What my father bought, what is there to be embarrassed about being a son?" Besides, my father has been in prison all these years, and compared with other people's fathers, he owes his son too much, and it is time to compensate for it. ā€

On the way to school, Chen Zimo was full of irrepressible excitement and joy - in the past few years, he was finally able to wear better clothes than most of his classmates, walk into the campus, walk into the classroom, and appear in front of his classmates, especially in front of girls, especially in front of Su Yingying, who has a deep crush......

How can he not be excited when he is in love?

But he didn't expect that when he put his brand-new bicycle in the carport and locked it carefully, put on brand-new clothes, carried a brand-new schoolbag, strode to the classroom, and came to the door of the classroom, he suddenly felt a little uncomfortable and a little shy.

Students, what do you think of me?

Chen Zimo lowered his head, his face was red, as soon as he entered the classroom, he felt that the noisy classroom suddenly quieted down, and everyone's eyes looked at him in unison, as if they saw a visitor from outside the world.

It was probably quiet for three or four seconds, and the buzzing and shouting boiled in the classroom:

"Yo, you've made a fortune?"

"I heard that your father came out of prison and made a lot of money so quickly, so he is willing to buy you new clothes?"

"I don't think it's going to be over, it's a bloody book......

……

In the discussion and jokes of his classmates, Chen Zimo blushed and smiled embarrassedly, came to the seat without saying a word, took off his schoolbag, and after sitting down, he took out his books while secretly looking at Su Yingying, who was at the same table from the corner of his eye.

He found that Su Yingying was really looking at him curiously, so he became more nervous and embarrassed.

Seeing Chen Zimo's unnatural expression, Su Yingying pursed her lips and chuckled, turned her head and stopped looking at him, which also saved this stupid boy from being so shy that he wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into-he was used to it, so he probably didn't have much interest, right?

During the winter vacation, Chen Zimo has always missed Su Yingying, so much so that he had to rely on meditation techniques to suppress his crush and practice magic in order to survive the torment of his crush. So after the preparatory bell rang, he couldn't hold it anymore, wrote a note and gently pushed it over: "Su Yingying, I have been studying hard during the winter vacation, please believe me." My new clothes, and new bike, were bought for me by my father. He returned home on the evening of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve and behaved well in prison, so his sentence was commuted and released early. He found a proper job in a company in Yannan City, working as a security guard at the gate. ā€

Chen Zimo had a lot of things to say to Su Yingying in his heart, but there were more things that he was embarrassed to say and couldn't say.

However, I always have to find an excuse to say something to Su Yingying.

So he said that he explained that the new clothes and the new bicycle were also out of the vanity of his youth, and told the other party that he couldn't help but have new clothes and a bicycle...... He's really unproductive right now. And the reason why he took the initiative to talk about his father was that he was worried that Su Yingying would have a bad impression of him because his father was a prisoner who had been released from prison.

Looking at the words that Chen Zimo wrote on the narrow strip of paper, Su Yingying smiled and wrote four words on the back of the note: "It has nothing to do with me." ā€

It's very direct, it's hurtful, and there are no euphemisms.

Su Yingying, who is smart and much more precocious than her peers, can guess how careful Chen Zimo is thinking about her now, and Chen Zimo is panicked and nervous, almost incoherent expression, and put on a few new clothes and bought a new bicycle, she looks happy, excited and shy, which is really unproductive.

Just like treating all the boys who have expressed their admiration for her openly or implicitly, Su Yingying is too lazy to refuse one by one, or give hints of rejection, but is more accustomed to using direct contempt to cut off the other party's thoughts.

I can't talk about looking down on each other, I just disdain, and I've never considered early love.

In Fuqu Township Middle School, I really can't find a student who can make Su Yingying treat her as an equal in her heart.

Because she was better than any of her classmates.

Looking at the four words written by Su Yingying, Chen Zimo was immediately stunned, as if he had been stabbed through by a sharp dagger in his heart, and then pulled it out, bringing out a large piece of blood, making him dizzy and weak due to blood loss, and his heart ached......

Yes, thinking about it day and night, racking my brains, and thinking about it for a long time to write those words, it is purely wishful thinking.

Those things that are said, people and things that are spoken......

It has nothing to do with Su Yingying.

It's really irrelevant.

It's all!

Chen Zimo, who came back to his senses, smiled bitterly, endured the heartache, picked up the book and made a serious look. However, the crush at the beginning of his love was hit hard before he confessed, and such emotional hurt and pain made him unable to calm down to study, and he was in a trance for the whole four classes in the morning.

During the recess, his classmates came around to see his new clothes, laughing and joking with him, and he loved to ignore them.

Not in the mood.

When the fourth class was about to end, Su Yingying looked at Chen Zimo, who was in a trance and his eyes were red, and finally felt a trace of sympathy and wrote him a note: "Students, focus on learning." Thinking too much hurts others and hurts yourself. ā€

Gently pushing the note over, Su Yingying found that Chen Zimo immediately showed a look of surprise and excitement and long-awaited anticipation, after seeing the content on the note, Chen Zimo's expression was embarrassed, and his eyes were lost with a little relief.

He quickly replied, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything else. ā€

Su Yingying smiled, noncommittal.

Because Chen Zimo, who has always been in tattered clothes, is wearing brand new clothes that are much better than most of his classmates are wearing today, and he is riding a new bicycle to school, and he is no longer walking as maverick as before, so naturally, from the moment he entered the classroom in the morning, many students will inadvertently pay more attention to and look at Chen Zimo in the morning.

As a result, the exchange of notes between him and Su Yingying was noticed by too many classmates, and it also became the focus of everyone's private discussion just after the start of school.

Afternoon.

Because of emotional injury, Chen Zimo, who was inevitably in a poor mental state, was late for the first time since he entered junior high school.

So he didn't know that a piece of news had spread throughout the class and even the whole school - Su Yingying's mother, the principal Cheng Kexin, was no longer the principal of Fuqu Township Middle School, and it seemed that she had been transferred to a key middle school in the county as the principal.

Between the second class, Chen Zimo went to the toilet and came back, and before he sat down, he heard a group of classmates joking from the back of the classroom:

"Self-silence, come to the back and talk, don't stick to the desk all day long."

"It's not enough to be at the same table every day? I ran to the toilet and ran back, and I couldn't think about it after a while, right? ā€

"I can't bear to change it, that's the principal's daughter!"

"The first beauty in the school, this relationship ...... Gee! ā€

"I said, on the first day of school, Chen Zimo put on new clothes and rode a new bicycle, like a groom official, it turned out to be for love, and he did not hesitate to risk his blood...... Be silent, don't spend all the money, be reluctant to eat when you go home, and drink cold water? ā€

"Impossible, how powerful his father is, he was a rich man at the beginning, although he has been in prison for a few years, he must have left a lot of money......"

"It doesn't matter if you don't have money, there is the principal's daughter, and it is said that our school flower father is an official in the county, not bad money! Chen Zimo got the school flower, what are the new clothes and new bicycles? I had to buy him a car when I got back. ā€

"Hahaha......"

……

Chen Zimo followed the sound and looked, but saw that it was a group of people led by Feng Jiang, and even Liu Bin and Tian Zhiliang, who were afraid of no longer provoking Chen Zimo because of Liu Chao's appearance last year, also joined in the ridicule of Chen Zimo.

Moreover, he also made an extremely bad joke on Su Yingying.

This is strange.