Chapter 180: It's just the beginning

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Her thoughts have been entangled for a long time, if it weren't for the fact that the intercostal space had already felt a trace of pain because of Lin Yun'er's continuous tightness, maybe the statement would have kept saying "I'm sorry" apologetically in her ear.

Slowly put her hands on Lin Yun'er's shoulders, so that her body was slightly separated from herself, and stated that when she met Lin Yun'er's eyes, they were already full of mist.

Emotions are more complicated......

The statement smiled dryly, although it was not good-looking, but after all, he still pulled the corners of his mouth, "I feel that I have enough ability now, but I didn't expect that I still made a mistake......"

Seeing such a far-fetched smile on the statement, Lin Yun'er silently raised her head slightly to prevent tears from flowing down her eyes. After a while, he continued to pretend to be cold and said, "Do you know what you did wrong?" Again, his eyes were unwavering against the statement.

The statement straightened his face, put away his ugly far-fetched smile, "I'm worried again......"

Gently leaning on the statement's shoulder, Lin Yun'er forcibly wanted to reprimand the statement for "making this kind of mistake that everyone worries more than once", and sighed softly, "This is not the first time......

"Yes...... who wanted to state actually nodded, "Every time I think that everyone may know their situation firsthand, so I take nothing for granted and don't communicate, and every time it's after everyone is busy, I think I've handled everything by myself, and I apologize for never taking it to heart." ”

Such straightforward words made Lin Yuner stunned for a while.

did not explain after Lin Yun'er cautiously knocked on the side as before, and stated that she actually said her problem directly.

didn't notice Lin Yun'er's astonishment, and said to herself: "More than once, I feel that I have a certain ability, I can shelter everyone from the wind and rain, and I can share everyone's worries, but I always subconsciously ignore the feelings of others, just do what I think will help others, and never think about what consequences this will bring to others." ”

"This kind of me, every time because I have good intentions, I am not blamed after causing trouble to others." The statement paused, and gently looked at Lin Yun'er on his shoulder, "Is that right?" ”

Lin Yun'er suddenly felt that she didn't know what to say, so she could only subconsciously nodded. Perhaps, it is......

In the face of Lin Yun'er's response, the statement seemed to be very happy, with the look of being right, without the slightest sense of loss that gave enthusiastic help, but did not achieve results.

"Bang Dong always said this by my side, and wanted to change my mentality more than once. It's a pity that at that time, I didn't think so......" The statement seemed to sigh, at least the sound of the air speeding up in a trance was heard by Lin Yun'er on his shoulder.

"Sometimes that's exactly what happened, right? People may really have to go through some things before they really mature and transform, and they begin to want to change themselves from the inside out, and have the ability to change themselves.

It's true, when I really face and get through the setbacks, I feel that my mentality will not be so blind anymore......"

The smile that was as bright as ever appeared on the statement face, but this time it made Lin Yun'er feel more secure in her heart, and she felt that the people around her now were really reliable.

"I've always wanted to be like Jun Song and Bang Dong: Jun Song is always blindly optimistic and doesn't worry about anything, but he can really make people feel at ease from the inside out with his behavior; Bang Dong can not only take charge of himself, but also solve everyone who sometimes feels uneasy... They really make people feel safe! ”

"I want to be a person who feels so secure...... he said, but the smile on his face faded......

"More than once, I feel that I am already capable, and when I pass on those help to others that people are a little "unbearable", isn't it because I think that I have reached the level of Junsong and Bangdong? ”

"Sometimes...... There will always be something to go through before you can really understand yourself, and you will really understand the ...... of yourself that you have never understood before" The originally dim eyes lit up again.

While facing those responsibilities that should not have been borne by him alone, this boy who seems to be clear on the outside, but has a little evasiveness and weakness on the inside, may also be starting to really grow, right?

Maybe at the beginning he promised to return to the stage alone and take on the propaganda task of the whole team, but this boy had to do it as a last resort under too many expectations and hopes, but when he really stood on the stage that he had stepped on more than once, and there were not too many differences, when he faced the audience who was not friendly and even disgusted with him, this boy who was afraid of setbacks and wanted to escape in the face of the unknown that he would face alone, how could it not be under the black sea of silence, Experiencing an involuntary metamorphosis?

The situation, which was even more difficult than the difficulties envisaged in the escape cause, did not crush this "weak" boy who was alone on the empty stage, but became a catalyst for the transformation of the statement in the slightly hoarse singing voice that poured all his energy into it!

The person who seemed to be very strong in the team, temporarily separated from the team, and wanted to retreat after experiencing difficulties and setbacks, had already disappeared from the heart of the statement when he stepped on that stage and really faced the silent crowd of more than 50,000 people in the audience.

"But maybe it's too carried away, right?" The statement smiled brightly, "I actually made a mistake subconsciously again, and once again I didn't care about the feelings of others......

Lin Yun'er wanted to say something, but was interrupted by the statement.

"Bang Dong has admonished me more than once, but when he turns his head, he still seems to be a little impulsive?" Although the words are questioning, the tone of the statement is full of affirmation.

"I feel like I can already take charge of myself, so maybe I'm a little anxious for quick success, I'm as confident as before, but I unconsciously make everyone worry......"

The deeper the apology in the statement's eyes, as if recalling the consequences of being too blindly optimistic more than once in the past like today, his eyebrows and eyes were hazy, and he gently leaned his head on Lin Yun'er's shoulder.

"Yun Na ......"

"If you say something too many times, won't it seem very insincere?"

Although he asked like this, he immediately gave himself the answer without slowing down.

"I'm sorry ......"

Gently, slowly, the statement once again hugged Lin Yun'er in his arms......

……

It took a long time for Lin Yun'er to get out of the astonishment caused by the statement one sentence after another, but she unconsciously buried her head deep in the statement arms, wanting to wipe away the sparkle in her eyes silently.

It turns out that unconsciously, the statement has begun to have an embrace that people can hold on to with peace of mind......

It is precisely because she has been with each other since she was still shy and immature in her statement that Lin Yuner is even more moved by such a step-by-step change.

It's never done overnight.

The little follower who follows him closely - the partner who walks side by side with him - the best friend who has been able to lend a helping hand to him - the boyfriend who can lean on the shoulder. Until now...... A partner who can really give himself comfort and care for himself.

It is precisely because she has never thought of giving up that Lin Yun'er's heart of wanting and stating that she has been going on has already become a seed unconsciously, quietly planted in her heart.

There was too much friction to nourish this seed; The frustrations experienced are the nourishment of this seed; And the experience of being shared in its own right, for better or worse, is the sunshine that this seed needs.

Rooting, germinating, growing...... Maybe you didn't pay attention to it at first, but inadvertently, it has already flourished.

……

The big stone that has been suppressed in my heart for a long time has long been put down unconsciously, maybe I haven't thought too much about it in my heart. Lin Yun'er has temporarily let go of all her troubles and troubles, and just wants to lean on the statement in her arms.

Let the time slip away quietly...... This feeling is also the first time that people are so reassuring...