Chapter 119: It doesn't matter what others think
"You see she's very fast, I've lost her many times before. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" Ye Moyan pouted and said unwillingly.
"Sister Ye, do you still have time to play tennis? Aren't you the president of the student council? Zhang Xiaoliang has always admired Ye Moyan, she seems to be able to do anything, she can do anything.
"I resigned, I resigned half a year ago." Ye Moyan was still watching the game vigorously.
But when I thought about it, I didn't quite think about it: "How do you know that I used to be the president of the student council?" Ye Moyan cast a strange look, she couldn't understand why this little girl who was on the same side knew her past.
"Hmm, I guess? Don't ask. I don't know how to answer, can you tell me why you quit? Zhang Xiaoliang didn't know how to pretend to understand and looked at the tennis game in front of him.
This collegiate women's match was intense, and the players on both sides had a certain level of curvature in terms of pumping, serving, and mastering the ball. This game is full of highlights. It's a pity that Zhang Xiaoliang's mind is not on the game.
"A lot has happened. A friend suddenly disappeared. So I didn't do it anymore. Ye Moyan's tone was a little sentimental, disappointed and sad.
"Is that person important to you?" Zhang Xiaoliang speculated whether this person was himself.
"Very important." Ye Moyan turned her head and smiled. "Because I know it's important, it's my sadness that he doesn't say goodbye." Ye Moyan's eyes were no longer focused on the game.
The light in Zhang Xiaoliang's eyes flickered, was she talking about me?
"Come, you seem to be very lost just now, let me tell you a story." Ye Moyan took Zhang Xiaoliang out of the noisy tennis court and sat down in the shade of a small tree.
The morning sun is not too dazzling, and the warmth is soothing.
"Once upon a time, there was a little beggar who came from the countryside to beg, he was always very simple, and he didn't speak when others bullied him. It's all silent. So when others say he's stupid, he doesn't refute it. However, because of his innocence, there was an old grandmother who accepted the little boy. The little boy worked in his grandmother's bun shop. The little boy works hard every day. Until one day he found that the money he had saved could not repay his grandmother, who had nurtured him, he began to work three jobs a day, selling steamed buns in the morning, washing dishes in the restaurant at noon until the afternoon, and working in other restaurants in the evening. In his world, there are only two options for working to make up for sleep every day, and work to make up for sleep. But he never complained, he worked hard, and sometimes I felt like he was a machine. No feelings, no thoughts. Just to live for the sake of living. Ye Moyan picked a leaf and aimed it at the sun.
"I work in the same restaurant as him. At that time, I was not as cheerful as I am now, and I was also facing a lot of unhappiness because of my family situation, and I was always complaining. So all that time, I was so immersed in complaining that I wouldn't talk to anyone. I'm also depressed when I go to work. But not until I met him. My complaining stopped. ”
Zhang Xiaoliang listened to Ye Moyan, who he had never seen before, and his heart fluctuated.
"You know, whenever I laugh, he always stares at me." Ye Moyan said happily, like a little girl showing off a diamond. "I don't know if he likes me or not, but it doesn't matter, the important thing is that from that day on, I knew that there was a boy who envied me. Whether it's my appearance or anything else, the moment I suddenly got noticed at that time, I decided to show my best self in his eyes every time. That's when I suddenly felt like I was becoming important. ”
Ye Moyan looked up at the sky while talking about the bitter past. The blue of the sky was as peaceful as her heart. She didn't care about the past anymore.
"Because some people care about themselves, they feel valued, so they try to be the best version of themselves. No other thoughts, just hard work. It's as simple as that. I've gone from being a non-talkative girl to being cheerful. Ye Moyan's tone was very flat.
"Every day, I told myself to do better, and I became the president of the student council inadvertently, and I inadvertently participated in many activities. also inadvertently became the person he envied. No, it should be the envy of the majority. The two of us have not been in love, but we have inadvertently encouraged each other and made us pay attention to each other. ”
"How do you know he doesn't like you?" Listening to Ye Moyan's self-report, Zhang Xiaoliang asked nervously. "Or just you think he doesn't like you. But how do you know what he thinks? ”
Ye Moyan shook his hand quickly, "How is it possible, if he really likes me, then why did he choose to leave?" ”
Ye Moyan turned her head and didn't look at Zhang Xiaoliang, Zhang Xiaoliang could only see the back of looking at the sky with his hands on the ground.
"Do you like him, then?" Zhang Xiaoliang felt that his brain was pumping, and he actually asked such a question.
However, he once liked Ye Moyan, and he still cared a lot about whether the person he liked liked liked him.
Now that Zhang Xiaoliang's face has become female, he can easily ask the questions he wants to ask.
"What do you say?"
Ye Moyan turned her head, and there was sadness between her eyebrows.
"Well, don't talk about it. Little sister, the reason why I am talking to you so much is just to ask you. Are you ... Ye Moyan suddenly changed her words, and Zhang Xiaoliang's heart tightened.
"Do you know Zhang Xiaoliang?"
Zhang Xiaoliang thought that Ye Moyan recognized him. Taken aback.
"No, I don't know, we just met, how can I know someone you know?" Zhang Xiaoliang shirked.
"Huh? So why are you so nervous? Ye Moyan is not blind, Zhang Xiaoliang is not very good at lying, every time he lies, his eyes will unconsciously look to the right, plus Zhang Xiaoliang is now weak-hearted, and his face is flushed.
"Me. I? I don't have anything. It may be that the weather is too hot, hehehe" Zhang Xiaoliang was still a little nervous in the face of the question of the person he liked.
"Huh?" Ye Moyan cast a suspicious look, "Forget it, if you don't say it, I can't help it." Are you feeling better right now? ”
"Huh?" Unconsciously, Zhang Xiaoliang realized that he was no longer thinking about the split personality. "That's why you stopped me on the road?"
"It's not all, when you opened your face, it was a person who saw you and knew that you were in a bad mood, thinking about something terrible, obviously such a cute face, it can still make people look at it. What the hell are you thinking? Ye Moyan touched Zhang Xiaoliang's head, in her eyes, Zhang Xiaoliang was a little girl.
"No, nothing." Zhang Xiaoliang was reluctant to say. It is useless to speak out about this ability to conflict with the basic ideas of the secular world.
"Are female junior high school students so reluctant to open up their hearts to others? But sister, I have told you a lot of things. You actually don't give face to your sister so much. Hmph, ignore you! Ye Moyan patted her ass and stood up and prepared to leave.
But Zhang Xiaoliang is not a real girl.
As a person who has seen a lot of the world, he will not understand Ye Moyan's mentality.
Zhang Xiaoliang waved his hand, "Sister Ye, goodbye." ”
Ye Moyan's figure about to leave suddenly stopped. "Hey, you're not cute at all. Leave me alone! ”
Ye Moyan didn't turn around, "However, a boy doesn't need to be so cute." Isn't that right? ”
"What are you talking about? I, how can I not understand..? Zhang Xiaoliang stood behind her and panicked.
"If you don't want to confess, forget it. However, if you have any worries next time, don't choose to say goodbye beforehand. Wouldn't it be nice to say no to the people around you who care about you? Why don't you trust me to help you? Ye Moyan's tone was the same as before. It's the same as when Zhang Xiaoliang was a boy.
"I'm sorry, I still have something to do. I, I'll go first. Zhang Xiaoliang pressed his head and swallowed. Don't dare to look at the back in front of you anymore. It would not be very good for Zhang Xiaoliang to stay any longer.
"Then never again." Ye Moyan raised her hand, but still didn't turn around. "When you learned to be independent, I also learned to be independent, when you learned to envy, I also learned to envy, and now you have learned to know me. Then we can only be passers-by in the future. Who told you to choose to run away first? ”
Ye Moyan said this sadly. No one thought that she would be so lonely when she was lively and cheerful.
"How did you find me?"
Zhang Xiaoliang always thought that this appearance could not be linked to Zhang Xiaoliang who was originally a man.
"The same look, the same posture that lies, even the same name for me. How could it not be you? ”
The air seems to condense time.
Zhang Xiaoliang once observed her, and similarly, Ye Moyan also observed Zhang Xiaoliang, and the two had an understanding of each other. As a girl, Ye Moyan is obviously more meticulous.
"I'm sorry. If only I had a chance. I'll be sure to tell you everything. ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, is it useful?" Ye Moyan finally couldn't hold back her tears and turned around.
However, Zhang Xiaoliang is gone.
"I'm sorry for the use, but where are you now?" Ye Moyan cried and walked back along the original road.