Chapter Eighty-Five: Existence

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Towards evening, Princess Elizabeth finally woke up.

But she didn't get up.

She had a splitting headache, weakness, and sweat.

Before waking up, she felt as if she had been having nightmares, and as if she had been dreaming of spring, only to feel that she had fallen into an endless abyss, imprisoned and unable to move.

The moment she woke up, she seemed to have completely broken free from the shackles, but she could barely remember the contents of the dream.

But she quickly remembered what had happened last night.

"Is that a dream too?"

She wished she had confused dreams with reality, but the sensations of her body and her sanity told her that she had really done too much to her best friend, whom she had treated as a sister since childhood.

All kinds of complex emotions came to her heart at the same time, and she was finally expelled by her hatred for herself.

"I ...... What a despicable and shameless person. ”

She clenched her fists.

Nails penetrate the skin of the palms of both hands.

She just lay on the bed and raised her right hand, looking at the blood flowing down her palm and arm from the wound pierced by her nails, and suddenly she felt a sense of happiness.

It seemed that this would make her feel better.

Two rays of white light shot through, each covering her slender hands.

The wound heals.

The princess looked in the direction of the white light and found Jane sitting in the corner of the room, with a steaming cup of black tea in her hand.

Seeing the princess come over, she smiled and raised her glass.

Elizabeth knew that a series of weak actions since she woke up had been seen by the other party.

She sat up, restrained her look of remorse, and reverted to what a calm and dignified imperial princess should be.

"Your Highness Jane, did you treat me?"

"Yes."

Jane kept a gentle and harmless smile and said softly, "Miss Qil is still waiting outside, do you want to summon her?" ”

Elizabeth was visibly unsettled, and she nodded slightly.

"I'll call her. Later, when you're calming down, I'll let her come in for me. I still have some things for Your Highness to know. ”

Elizabeth's eyes still didn't seem to be focused, and she just nodded subconsciously.

Jane didn't say anything more, she got up and bowed her knees slightly and left the room.

Not a little while. As Elizabeth's confidant, Secretary Yulie Chill opened the door and hurried to the princess's bed.

"Your Highness, is there anything wrong with you right now?"

Elizabeth shook her head and looked up at her devoted sister.

found that this future archmage who had always given advice to himself with a wisdom bead in his hand also looked like a master of the six gods at this time. The long light brown hair, which has never been messy, is also a little messy at this time, and it looks really anxious about himself.

Her heart warmed and said, "It's okay, bother." What about Helen? ”

"Miss BrontΓ« has promised me that she will not utter a word, and that the events of last night will not be known to anyone except the three of us, and will not affect your reputation in the slightest......"

Elizabeth interrupted her with a wave of her hand, "You know it's not something I want to ask. ”

She spoke in a higher voice and a little more harshly.

Yuri bowed her head.

"Miss BrontΓ«, she, has left. She looked like she was hurt both physically and mentally, and ......"

"And?"

"Walk very resolutely. Didn't come to see you when I left. Didn't even glance at your room. ”

Yuri's voice was low, and there was something imperceptible about the strangeness in her tone.

"Does she hate me?"

Elizabeth closed her eyes softly, and said slowly in a gloomy tone: "That's right, it's okay that I'm a dirty monster, as long as I know this, and hide it well and bury it in my heart, no one will ever know." But I have tarnished such a flawless gem as her, and for whatever reason, she should hate me. When she calms down for a while, I'll go and apologize......"

The clerk seemed to have discovered something in this sentence. I couldn't help but blurt out: "You...... Always knew you liked girls? ”

Her Royal Highness opened her eyes and turned her head, revealing a weak smile: "There is no need to hide it from you now. I...... I probably knew it when I was eight years old. I don't know if I was born to like women or if I became like this because I met her......"

"Eight? She? Did anything happen at that time? ”

"What, are you scared too?"

The princess did not answer, but asked rhetorically.

"I'm not afraid ......"

Hardly thought about it. The three words rushed out of Yuri's mouth, but she didn't continue.

Seeing that the clerk looked like she wanted to speak and stopped, Elizabeth smiled again: "That's right, knowing my true face, it's normal to be afraid." I remember very well that if it weren't for the presence of His Highness Jane. The effect of her magic is unexpectedly strong, and I'm afraid even you won't be able to escape. ”

The clerk's usually serious pretty face turned red this time, and the ghost sent her to the gods, and she rushed out again: "No...... It's okay! ”

As soon as she said it, she felt regretful, but the next words slipped out of her mouth uncontrollably: "As long as Your Highness needs it, please use me...... I...... I'm fine, and I won't complain. ”

Really.

The clerk saw Her Royal Highness the Princess's stunned look.

Is it still too early to say?

"Thank you."

After a while, Elizabeth laughed again.

But compared to the smile without any smile just now, Her Royal Highness the Princess's smile this time is much more beautiful: "You said me like a nymphomaniac who only thinks about ****, in fact, if you don't get cursed, not anyone's body can do this kind of thing." ”

"You...... Are you saying that I don't have the posture to be pampered by you? ”

"Of course not, Miss Kir, you seem to me to be a very attractive intellectual beauty."

The clerk's face turned red again: "That...... Why ......"

"If it was you and not Helen last night, I'd just 'use' you, right? Actually, until last night, I had always regarded Helen as a sister. What can I say......"

Her Royal Highness seemed to be recalling something, and after a while she said slowly: "Every little girl has a lover in her heart, that kind of dreamlike, flawless companion. Until the cruel life tells her that the kind of person that does not exist in reality, she has also reached the age when she should get married, needs to survive, needs someone to accompany her, and even needs a political marriage, or the little girl has become a very old young woman, and she can't wait any longer, she will accommodate a mediocre man in reality. ”

Her Royal Highness the Princess turned her face and smiled again: "It's just that I'm lucky." When I was eight years old, I was lucky enough to know the person I had in mind...... It's real in reality. Over the years, I have been quietly looking for her through various means. ”

After speaking, she seemed a little embarrassed, and said, "Thank you for listening, I have never tried to say these things to anyone." The black elf who cast a curse on me was hateful, but it also gave me a taste of what it means to be ...... Carefree. Of course, I'm still going to get revenge. ”

Seeing that the clerk was silent, she asked again, "Sure enough, you still can't understand a monster like me?" ”

"Naturally, I understand, my Highness."

The clerk shook her head vigorously, she stared closely at Her Royal Highness's beautiful face that was a little shy at this time, and silently said fiercely in her heart: "The perfect lover in your dreams is indeed real. ”

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