Chapter 152: I like it so much that I can't help myself

at home. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Su Yongming connected to WIFI, ordered a takeout for himself with his mobile phone, and then walked around the house here and there, and the familiarity gradually returned.

Every inch of the wall and every inch of the floor in this house is connected with a fragment of the past, and all the fragments are strung together to form most of Su Yongming's past life in this earth world.

Su Yongming sat on the sofa, his eyes half-closed, and let those memories flood into his heart, until the little brother who delivered food knocked on the door and alarmed him.

Then he turned on the TV, grabbed a beer from the fridge, and ate and drank slowly.

……

Yunzhou. The company has not yet built a canteen, and now they are looking for food at lunchtime. Li Shanshan and Gillian went to a small restaurant with a good reputation nearby, and the two ordered three dishes and one soup. The dishes were good, but Li Shanshan was unpleasant to eat, and put down the dishes and chopsticks after a few bites.

At this time, Yongming should have returned home. Don't know what he's doing? Will he talk to his parents about her? Between gains and losses, Li Shanshan wondered if it would be a mistake for her not to go to Crane Dance City with Su Yongming. She bit her lip slightly, and there was a hint of fragility in her eyes.

Gillian was swiping the news on her phone while eating, and it took a while to notice Li Shanshan's absent-mindedness. "What's wrong with you?"

"Nothing." Li Shanshan lowered her head, not wanting to show her weakness and uneasiness in front of this subordinate and best friend.

"Hehe," Gillian saw that her words were insincere, "only by believing in you can you have ghosts." ”

After Gillian finished eating and settling the account, the two got up silently and went back to the company. Halfway through, Gillian suddenly said: "Mr. Li, I have a stomachache, is it okay to take leave in the afternoon?" ”

Li Shanshan was a little surprised, Gillian never used such a lame excuse to avoid work, what happened today?

But thinking that there was really nothing to do with Gillian in the afternoon, he nodded: "Then you go back and rest first." ”

Gillian grabbed her arm and dragged her in the opposite direction, "You also have a stomachache, make a phone call, don't go in the afternoon." ”

I don't know I have a stomachache? Li Shanshan couldn't cry or laugh, and frowned slightly: "There are a few things I have to deal with." ”

"You!" Gillian smiled and said, "When you go to Yanjing in two days, you want to meet Yongming's parents and cousin's family, you can't go empty-handed, right?" If you don't buy it today, you still want to buy it tomorrow? Don't forget that you can't miss tomorrow's end-of-month wrap-up meeting. ”

"Hey!" Li Shanshan sighed faintly. This meeting is also an important reason why she refused to go to Su Yongming's house this time.

But in fact, even the big boss Su Yongming didn't come to the meeting, so what did it matter if she just found an excuse to advance or postpone the meeting!

If Su Yongming must resolutely invite her, maybe she will go!

But Su Yongming was not so resolute, and invited again, but she refused and didn't mention it again.

So! What kind of position is she in his heart?

"Let's go, then." Li Shanshan said.

The two got into a taxi, and Li Shanshan looked out the window and fell into deep thought.

She is becoming more and more confused about Su Yongming's thoughts about her. In other words, in this relationship, she is becoming more and more insecure.

When Su Yongming was her subordinate before, although he never confessed, at least that intention was clear. It was precisely in daily life that those moisturizing and silent affection made her slowly open her heart and gradually become full of affection for him.

But if it goes on like this, he doesn't confess, and she spends all her energy on her career, it is likely that the two will end before they have even started.

Then, after Su Yongming resigned, he had an adventure, won the lottery jackpot, and the whole person also changed a lot, becoming more active and more strategic. Then there was the certainty of their relationship.

But she really has no experience in love, she doesn't know what to do in love, what kind of rhythm it should be. Although I have read some books, read posts on the Internet, and listened to Gillian teach her experience, after all, theory is not equal to practice.

During this time, she felt that Su Yongming seemed to have a lot of estrangement from herself. Obviously, the relationship has been established, but the time spent together is decreasing; Obviously, they should get closer and closer, and even say nothing, until the last two people are one with their minds and bodies. But why did she always feel that she had a lot of words to say in front of Su Yongming, and Su Yongming wanted to speak many times.

Obviously, two people start a company together, to become bigger and stronger, and work together in a common cause; But why didn't Yongming show up all day, mysteriously not knowing what he was busy with - although he himself said that he was guarding against the bad guys who wanted to kill him, but who knew how much was true and how false it was here.

Did he fail to do something well, so that Yongming gradually lost his enthusiasm for this relationship? Or is it a natural phenomenon in love? Even...... There is a saying that when a man is rich, he becomes bad, is it that Yongming has another woman outside......

"What are you thinking?" Gillian suddenly interrupted Li Shanshan's reverie.

"I didn't think about anything." Li Shanshan said with a smile.

When they arrived at their destination, the two got out of the car and walked into the mall. Seeing the dazzling array of goods, Gillian's eyes lit up, take a look here, try there. Li Shanshan was still absent-minded, and her mind was like paste.

Gillian also saw that she didn't have much thought, so she simply took matters into her own hands and helped her pick out a few gifts for Su Yongming's parents, aunts and Su Xiaoya. Li Shanshan was noncommittal, and swiped the card casually.

When she was a little tired from shopping, Gillian pulled Li Shanshan to sit down on a row of benches to rest, and said earnestly: "You, this is too heavy and light on friends." Isn't your man just going to leave for two days, and you're so soulless. ”

Li Shanshan smiled reluctantly: "I didn't think about him." ”

"Trick the devil. It's not like I've never been in a relationship. Tell me, what were you thinking all afternoon? In there sighs. ”

"How can I sigh," Li Shanshan thought for a while and said cautiously, "I'm wondering if I won't go to Yanjing." ”

"Why?"

"That's it...... It is...... I still don't think it's appropriate," Li Shanshan frowned a little, "I always feel that he doesn't like me so much, so he ran to his house so much, if it doesn't work out at that time, how embarrassing it is." ”

Gillian burst out laughing. She gently nudged Li Shanshan: "Look around." ”

"What are you looking at?" Li Shanshan asked strangely.

"Look at the eyes of the men around you."

Li Shanshan already has bright eyes and bright teeth, excellent appearance, and a refined temperament that has been trained at the top of the company. Sitting here at this time, but with a sad face, the pitiful posture of the little daughter suddenly attracted the attention of many passers-by.

There is appreciation, amazement, greed, lust in those eyes......

Li Shanshan tightened her neckline: "What's the matter?" ”

"Su Yongming is a normal man, so he must like you," Gillian said in the tone of a love veteran, "And, I bet, he likes you very much, he likes you very much, and he can't extricate himself." ”

Although there is no logic in these words, Li Shanshan is very comfortable listening to it, as if she is soaking in a hot spring, and the pores on her body are opened.