Someone just asked, it's almost the New Year, can you stop writing?

I said no. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

The earth doesn't explode, and the baby doesn't take a holiday!

The universe doesn't restart, the baby doesn't rest!

In the wind, in the rain, in the fog, in the haze, I'm here!

Azure is waiting for smoke and rain, and I'm waiting for you!

There are two professions that do not have a year round and no holidays, one is a writer and the other is a doctor, and unfortunately, I have both of them.

There are some things that I have been holding back for a year and want to talk about them.

It's been almost two months since I opened the book, but I've been writing for far more than two months.

Someone asked, don't you write books just for a manuscript fee?

I don't deny that, I'm realistic, and I'm short of money.

That day, there was a girl in the dormitory who sighed after brushing Taobao, "If my father didn't have to support me, I would definitely save a lot of money, but if this is the case, then it is estimated that my father will have no motivation to make money." ", put me in envy.

After I went to college, I earned all my living expenses, scholarships, selling snacks, carving stamps, drawing, writing books, I did everything.

Writing a book is actually far from being as profitable as I imagined, and it can even be said to be a loss of money, when I first wrote a book, I didn't even earn back the courier fee for sending the contract, and then it was better, but it was also hovering on the verge of starvation.

But I persevered.

Many readers will scold after reading the book, "What the hell is this written!" Many authors have told me, "You'd better study medicine hard, we'd rather have a good doctor than a good writer." Even the editor will say, "Sister, you are so old, why bother to write a book?" ”

I thought about it.

Most of the time, there is no manuscript fee.,Update more than 100,000 words a month.,Contribute all the time that others take to watch dramas, play games, eat and drink in front of the computer.,And then occasionally I get two or three hundred a month and I'm so happy.,What am I trying to do?

Later I understood.

I just wanted to write.

Maybe my words aren't mature enough.

Maybe my creativity wasn't amazing enough.

Maybe I really don't have the talent.

However, I just wanted to write the story in my heart.

I'm stupid, I'm stupid, I know all of this, but I'm working hard, this book, every idea, every plot, every sentence, every knowledge point, I write very seriously, I flip through textbooks, turn over notes, check information, check literature, maybe there are loopholes, but compared with other medical texts, in terms of professionalism, there is still a certain degree of self-confidence.

I've been arguing with my parents for the past few days, and they keep wanting me to give up codewords and study hard.

In the past six months, I have hesitated many times, put down the pen several times, but finally picked it up.

I can't put it down.

I can't let go of writing, I can't let go of the story in my heart, and I can't let go of you.

From the beginning to the present, there are many people who have been with me.

Your messages, your recommendation votes, and your tips can all be seen in the background.

Every time I am so sad and desperate that I cry, when I look at you, I think, maybe the situation is not so bad, help me up, I can still write.

I'll write it down.

2016，2017，2018，2019......

Thank you for your support.

Really, thank you.

It's almost the new year, I wish you all success in the new year~

I may have a small wish, I hope you can continue to accompany me in the new year and share that story with me.

Happy New Year.

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