Chapter Ninety-Five: Character Flaws

Hearing Zhou Beichen's words, Qin Qin frowned and pondered, and a trace of worry hung on the immature baby's face. Pen Γ— fun Γ— Pavilion www. biquge。 info She knew that Zhou Beichen was right, since she entered the end of the world, she has been doing things according to her own preferences, and when she is soft-hearted, she will save people to help, and it is obvious when she sees who is not pleasing to the eye. This character is called straightforward when it sounds good, and it is simply not brainy when it is ugly.

If it is placed before the end of the world, Qin Qin will naturally have a lot of time to learn and grow, even if she runs into walls everywhere and takes some detours after entering the society, life will teach a naΓ―ve little girl how to go on sooner or later. But now it's different, the last days are different from the past, there is no time and no opportunity to allow Qin Qin to be willful. If she can't grow into a qualified captain in a short period of time, not only herself, but the whole team may be in danger.

Qin Qin took a deep breath, suppressed the chaotic thoughts in her heart, and said to everyone seriously: "Zhou Beichen was right just now, I was too willful, I always relied on my personal feelings to make decisions, but I forgot that I also represented a team. In the future, if there is something I don't think about, please be sure to bring it up in person and tell me directly, I really don't want to put our team in danger because of my emotional decisions. ”

Several of the veteran team members were silent and did not speak. Qin Qin is indeed a very good girl, innocent and kind, she has created the warmth of home for the team, and now she is becoming more and more brave, and she can take the initiative to rush to the front when fighting, which can be regarded as a good captain. But her shortcomings are also obvious, her character is really not suitable for living in the last days. If it weren't for good luck and Zhou Beichen's protection, I'm afraid it would be difficult to get to where I am today.

It's just that Qin Qin is the captain of the team after all, and many things must be decided by himself. Just like what happened today, anyone with a discerning eye could see that the other party's intentions were wrong, but only Qin Qin showed it on his face. It's nothing if it's just a jealous and hateful temperament, although it offends people, it's not a big deal. But Qin Qin happened to be soft-hearted, and she couldn't stand a few words of pleading from the other party. How good is this for the team members, should she be persuaded not to offend people casually, or should she be persuaded not to be easily good-natured?

The quietness of the team members made Qin Qin very embarrassed, she felt that her cheeks were gradually getting hot, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

Just as Zhou Beichen was about to open his mouth, Mei Xiuwen and Lin Ziyao stood up almost at the same time.

They glanced at each other, as if they understood each other's thoughts in an instant, Lin Ziyao made a gesture and motioned for Mei Xiuwen to speak first.

Mei Xiuwen was silent for a few seconds, as if organizing the language. After a while, he looked directly at Qin Qin and said in a deep voice, "Captain, I just want to say one word. If it weren't for your willfulness, because of your innocence and kindness, I'm afraid I would have starved to death at the base a long time ago! I don't care what shortcomings you have, whether your personality is not calm enough and easy to offend people, I only know that you are my captain, so I will unconditionally support all your decisions! ”

Mei Xiuwen's words made Qin Qin feel both guilty and grateful. She worked so hard to be kind to Mei Xiuwen, it is really difficult to explain it with a momentary kindness, most of it is for his future achievements. But Mei Xiuwen didn't know this, he simply thought that Qin Qin was just out of kindness, so he decided to loyally support all her decisions, which made Qin Qin blush even more with shame.

Lin Ziyao suddenly diverted the topic: "Brother Xiuwen, don't you know how to count?" You just said two sentences, right? ”

Everyone paused for a moment, remembering what Mei Xiuwen had just said, and couldn't help laughing.

Lin Ziyao saw that the atmosphere was relaxed, so he continued to speak: "Captain Qin, it stands to reason that I am the latest newcomer to join, so I really shouldn't talk casually. However, I think your self-criticism today is actually very unreasonable. ”

Qin Qin asked with some confusion, "What do you mean by this?" ”

Lin Ziyao patted his forehead and made an expression of weakness to complain. "Please, you're our captain! No matter how you think of this position in your heart, maybe you think of yourself as a parent, maybe as a team leader, but in the normal concept, the captain is the leader of a team, and everyone in the team should obey your orders unconditionally. If a captain makes a decision, but the team members ignore it and instead ask various questions, then the team is not far from being disbanded. ”

Qin Qin hesitated and spoke: "I understand what you mean, as a captain, you should indeed order and prohibit it. But I know that my personality is not mature enough, and I always deal with things in a hurry. If I hadn't been reminded, I was afraid I would have done something wrong. ”

Lin Ziyao said firmly: "If you make mistakes, you will make mistakes, and only by making mistakes can people grow faster." You are the captain and you can consult each of us before making a decision, but once you have made a decision, all of us must follow it, which is the basic quality of a successful team. ”

Qin Qin snorted a little moved, she was grateful for Lin Ziyao's trust and support, but she didn't know how to answer. Speaking from the bottom of her heart, she really hopes that everyone can give her more advice and stop her from occasionally making mistakes at critical moments. But Lin Ziyao is also right, there are no rules.

It's like playing a game, although she is a life player, she has also followed people to play a copy. She knew that the captain had to say absolutely nothing when commanding, even if the command was not right, and the regiment would be wiped out, no one would be allowed to disobey the command and express his personal opinions casually.

But the reality is not so simple after all, there is only one life, and it is never possible to come back to life like in the game. Everyone can afford to lose in the game, but in reality, they can't afford to lose at all. She really sees everyone as friends and family, so she is even more reluctant to bring danger to the team for her own reasons. Maybe he is not suitable to be this captain, Qin Qin suddenly thought of this.

Looking at Qin Qin, who looked depressed, Zhou Beichen asked in a deep voice: "Qin Qin, since you are so worried, then I want to ask you." What are some of the wrong decisions you've made? Are there any serious consequences? ”

Qin Qin was stunned for a moment, seriously thought about it for a moment, hesitated and shook his head and said, "It doesn't seem to be yet." It's just that sometimes it's not rational and a little emotional. ”

Zhou Beichen spread his hands and said: "Then what are you worried about, as if you are ready to resign at any time." You haven't made any big mistakes, don't you think it's too early to say this? ”

Seeing that Qin Qin just wanted to open her mouth to say something, Zhou Beichen interrupted her again: "I know your thoughts, you are because you have discovered the shortcomings of your character, and you are afraid that you will make some wrong decisions in the future, so I hope everyone can remind you more." Qin Qin, to put it bluntly, you are still too unconfident. You don't have to be so nervous, you've done a good job as captain. You are responsible for our food, clothing, shelter and transportation, and you can encourage us to bravely come out and fight the zombies at critical moments, whether it is specific matters or spiritual guidance, you have done a good job. You really don't need to push yourself too hard, we'll help you grow up. ”

"That's right, Brother Zhou is right. Captain, don't be so strict with yourself, or why am I embarrassed to be lazy? Lu Letian's giggling voice followed Zhou Beichen.

"Xiaoqin, listen to Beichen, take your time, we will help you, don't always put the burden on yourself." Yang Lan stepped forward, patted Qin Qin's shoulder gently, and encouraged her.

Dou Le and Zhao Qi didn't say much, first stretched out their thumbs to Qin Qin, and then the two of them took a step forward, stretched out their right hands and put them together one by one.

Lin Ziyao reacted the fastest, standing on tiptoe and putting his right hand on it.

Then one by one, the seven members of the team folded their right hands together, and then turned their heads to look at Qin Qin.

Qin Qin only felt that her nose was sour, and she could barely control her tears. She looked up at the sky, and the clear blue sky was so high and beautiful, as if it was showing off the clean colors that had never been seen before. Qin Qin tried her best to suppress the agitation in her heart, she walked forward quickly, put her hand on the top, and pressed it hard with everyone. At the same time, she whispered in her heart: "Thank you, let's work together!" ”