Chapter 168: Can I Regain Hope?
When Sasha Minato cleaned herself up, the Sakura Country trio rushed to the company together, saying that it was all together, but it was better to say that "Momo" was pulling the other two in the direction of the company. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Momo, whose real name is Momo Hirai, is a native of Sakura and Minami Minato, who were brought to South Korea from Sakura Country by JYP together - Minai Minami is a little later, and she only came to JYP last year. Because they are of the same age and have a very compatible personality, the relationship is very good.
Hirai Tao is the hardest practicing of the three, and her hard-working degree is comparable to Yu Dingyan and the senior in Class A, and the first two days of a rare full day off, she only cares about practicing and does not go out with Minato Sasha and them - Yu Dingyan also went to the amusement park.
"By the way, yesterday ...... Mr. Li, the director of the trainee department, asked me to go to the president's office after this morning's practice. On the way to the company, Hirai Tao remembered something and casually asked the two people beside him.
Sasha Minato, who was still not very energetic, stared instead, and immediately looked excited when he heard Hirai Momo's words, "Me too!" Although the head of the room told me to keep it a secret, I was still going to tell you, and I was about to speak! ”
"Sasha, you too?" Hirai Momo was stunned, and then looked at Minami Nai on the other side, "What about Mina?" ”
"Me too!" Seeing that the three of them were informed, Mingjing Nan inexplicably felt that something good would happen, so he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, "Director Li also told me to go after finishing the morning practice." ”
"What will it be like for the president to tell us?" Sasha Minato had already vaguely guessed some possibility, so she couldn't help but look at the two of them with a smile, "Could it be ... ”
"Could it be ... Momo Hirai, who has a good heart, is also excited, "Could it be...... ”
"Debut!?" The three of them said in unison, then looked at each other and smiled, and couldn't help but high-five each other for this tacit understanding between them.
However, the happiness only lasted for a while, and the three of them also knew that this subconscious idea was not realistic, so they poured cold water on themselves first, and Sasha Minatozaki, who was smiling the most, quickly restrained her smile, "But ... It shouldn't be likely, the strength of a few of us, except for Momo, can't be seen at all. ”
Najing Minami, who has practiced the shortest, also agreed, "I've been in the company for less than a year, and I can't even speak Korean." ”
"Our strength is really insufficient, compared to the trainees of Class A, not to mention the predecessors of Dingyan who were once in the preparation for their debut." Hirai Momo, whose strength is the most outstanding among the three, did not indulge in speculation, in fact, they just casually mentioned an unrealistic possibility to make themselves happy.
"Have you mentioned this to anyone?" Sasha Minato asked Momo Hirai, who was completely a person who didn't have a bit of a castle, and although the head of the room had told him not to tell anyone, Sasha Minato couldn't reassure him.
"Nope." Hirai Tao shook her head honestly, she was just simple, and she wasn't stupid, otherwise she wouldn't have spoken in the absence of anyone else - there was a fourth person in the dormitory, "The head of the room said that you must not tell anyone ... That's why I'll just tell you. ”
"That's good." Najing Nan on the side looked at her, "Let's not go together after the practice is over, it's not good to be seen by the president, although he has a good temper, but maybe he will be angry." ”
"Uh-huh, got it." Momo Hirai smiled at them, "Let's practice seriously today!" ”
"Hmm... The other two girls nodded to Momo Hirai, also with smiles on their faces.
......
A month ago.
"CC you ... Are you going to leave too" Yu Dingyan looked at a girl in the bedroom who was packing her luggage, hesitated for a moment, and then couldn't help but say.
The other party is not only her roommate, but also a member who was once included in the debut plan "6mix" together, and the two were originally going to debut together as a group, and even took promotional videos and concept photos, and even put them on the Internet to make a debut warm-up.
However, everything disappeared with the departure of captain Lena.
Due to some personal reasons, the other party chose to leave, and this time, JYP's girl group plan was postponed indefinitely, and the remaining five people who remained in the company were also re-sent to the trainees, and continued to live a dark life in front of them, but they couldn't find a way out.
The dawn was once in front of Yu Dingyan's eyes, but she couldn't move forward even a little bit with all her might, and watched all hopes be dashed.
She spent four years at JYP, 14 to 18 years old, an age of infinite possibilities, but spent four full years in the underground practice room where she never saw the light of day, and the best years of her life were poured into it, so much so that she felt reluctant to give up when she couldn't help but give up.
It may not be too bad to be at the bottom all the time, but when you can finally see the light, it can feel especially sad to be pushed down again. Those wonderful things that are within reach make Yu Dingyan hate it even more, and all this may be fate.
The glamorous may belong only to the glamorous idols in JYP's headquarters, but there is nothing that has also poured almost everything into it.
And now, the people who fought side by side with her finally can't bear this hardship anymore and plan to get rid of the torment of being a trainee. Obviously, it was someone else who chose to leave, but Yu Dingyan felt stunned.
The person with his back to Yu Dingyan froze slightly, and only after a while continued to put all the important things into his suitcase, his flat tone was as usual, "Yes... Dingyan, I have to go, it's really time to go. ”
"Why?" In fact, Yu Dingyan knew it, but he still couldn't help asking.
"Because there's really no hope." The other party said it naturally, but the words made people sincerely feel desperate. If there is really no hope, no one will be willing to abandon their hard work for several years and choose to give up.
"Also to ...... Yu Dingyan looked at her back, as if he felt that all the efforts he had been working on had become irrelevant. The sweat and tears that have been shed have lost a good time, and in the end, it may just be useless.
I have lost so much, but I can't seem to gain anything. Yu Dingyan couldn't help but think like this, so he also began to say some depressing words, "If you can't see hope, there's really no reason to stay here anymore." ”
Hearing her say this, the other party turned around and said, "I don't want to either, I'm sorry...... ”
Of course, she said sorry because she felt sorry, after all, although her behavior was reasonable, it was somewhat an unacceptable betrayal for friends who had suffered together. If you give up something that you hold on to, how uncomfortable should it be for those who still stay?
"CC" didn't know that she had felt such emotions with Yu Dingyan - it wasn't because of the sudden departure of her teammates, maybe they had already debuted as JYP's new girl group.
"It's okay." Yu Dingyan, who was in a trance, smiled and comforted her, "It's okay, CC, you didn't do anything wrong at all, you didn't, neither did Lena, the life of a trainee doesn't mean all this, and becoming an idol doesn't mean everything." ”
So, should I give up too?
Yu Dingyan couldn't help but think.