Crush is a grand fantasy. The protagonist www.biquge.info of this fantasy is often himself, and the male/female protagonist is often the object of his liking.

This fantasy is also absurd, because they are all determined by self-righteousness, and determination brings bitterness, bitterness brings sweetness, and sweetness brings bitterness.

Sometimes feelings are really like the ups and downs of the tide, which makes people want to stop, so there is a proverb that the authorities are obsessed with bystanders.

Ah Xin and Xiao Zhuang got a little closer, and I felt very uncomfortable.

In the past six months, I have had few conversations with Xiao Zhuang, which also makes me very uncomfortable.

And I'm not very good at expressing things, some things I don't dare to do, I can't even do simple words, I just blindly wait, swallowing the bitter juice myself.

In the third week of my return to school, Ah Xin and Xiao Glasses had a bit of a conflict and did not speak, so Ah Xin shifted the object of conversation to Xiao Zhuang.

Very often, as soon as I look up, I can see Ah Xin looking back and chatting with Xiaozhuang, and I feel very lost.

But I can't blame Ah Xin for anything, because after all, he doesn't have any thoughts, just chatting.

But it still makes me super upset.

The class changed rows every two weeks, and this time Xiaoyu changed to the front of me, and his table was just an empty table, and Yida, who was sitting there, had already gone to take the spring college entrance examination.

When I was studying at home, I took the opportunity to do the front, and Xiaoyu often looked at me and let go of the chatterbox to talk, talking endlessly, talking endlessly.

In his desk was a thick notebook that he had taken since junior high school, even though he had written two-thirds of it in his senior year. It is not an exaggeration to say that the words inside it are three to four millimeters, and a piece of paper can write more than 1,000 words, which is comparable to a book from heaven.

At the beginning, the first piece of paper in this "Book of Heaven" was written in flower script with the four big characters of reversing the future.

I asked him what it meant to reverse the future.

Xiaoyu said his three plans.

The first is that he plans to take the college entrance examination. So far, there are still half a year and more than 230 days to reach the end of high school, the college entrance examination. Students who choose to learn this path will encounter many obstacles on this road, the first level is the high school entrance examination, and half of the people are brushed off, and the second level is the college entrance examination, and half of the people are brushed off, which can be described as a dangerous road. And Xiaoyu has already walked such a long way, there is no way back, so he can only fight hard.

The second is that he wants to lose weight, Xiaoyu weighed two hundred pounds in high school, and his figure is not very tall but he is very tall when he lies down. In order to become taller and skinny, he decided to go for a run with me every night (although it was over after a few days). But after going to college, he started to lose weight, and when I saw him a few days ago during the Spring Festival, I suspect that what I saw was a light rain in a parallel world, and his body was really a third smaller in comparison.

The third is that he wants to catch up with the little glasses, and the time he set for himself for this plan at that time was a very long number, so in order not to affect the plot later, I will sell it first.

Three plans are far away, but at least there is this plan, there is a clear path.

The things during this period are very miscellaneous, and I can't remember too much, so I wrote very fragmented, so let's make up for a little bit.