On the day of the end of the college entrance examination, the sun was very bright, probably because there was a little fog, and the sky was full of warm golden light. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

It may be that the day in my memory was beautiful, so there are many things I can write about here on that day.

There is an asphalt road between the dormitory and the cafeteria, and two rows of plane trees are neatly planted along the roadside.

At that time, it was already summer, and it had already grown new green leaves, which were fluttering with a small wind, like an old man beckoning.

This day is about to be separated.

Say goodbye to my classmates, to my roommates, to the school I have so much to miss.

It is also a farewell to three years of youth.

But before I say goodbye to these three years, I still have to muster up the courage to do something that I didn't think I could do on my own.

Xiao Zhuang is indeed very beautiful, and I used to look at it from a distance, but now I walk with her.

Just now, Sister Yu was waiting for Xiaozhuang, but it seemed that she was half-pushed and half-pulled away by Brother Chao, and she didn't see her face.

I've walked this way to the playground countless times, whether it's taking MP3s to PE class, walking in a red Adidas, or skipping class with my glasses to watch the sky in the playground.

But today it's with Xiaozhuang, just the two of us.

After the college entrance examination, everyone hurried back to the classroom, packed up their books and prepared to go home, and naturally there was no one in other places.

Yesterday I was worried that if the head teacher was still waiting for all of us in front of the door after the college entrance examination, it would be really difficult to go with Xiaozhuang, but fortunately the teacher was not there.

The playground is also empty, the plastic track exudes a slight burning smell, but the green grass is in good spirits.

We walked to the middle of the playground and I felt like the playground was such a nice place again.

"You say, I'll listen." Xiao Zhuang looked at me with a smile.

I pursed my lips, "While this may be a flaw on our hard-won friendship, I feel like it's a bit of a shame that I didn't say it." ”

"It's okay." Xiao Zhuang smiled again, his eyes still resting on me.

"I want to say... I was stunned for a moment, and a lot of things passed through my mind in an instant, and the resulting emotional convergence finally slowly emanated in my vocal cords, "I like you." ”

I used to say this in a dream, but the moment I said it, I felt that my world had changed, it had become very quiet, silent, blank. No noise, no irritability, no confusion

"Of course, I'm not forcing you to do anything, I just want you to remember that in your youth there was a person named Ah Meng, who once liked you." I said with a smile, I didn't want to omit words, and I didn't want to worry about Xiao Zhuang's choice, approval or rejection.

Because when I said the words 'I like you', the youth I left in this high school has come to an end.

I've always had a lot of low self-esteem about love.

I don't dare to express it, I dare not develop it, and I dare not affect the lives of the people I love.

So I can only leave regrets, or get hurt, and I can only secretly heartache myself.

I thought a long time ago that the relationship between me and Xiaozhuang could only be a one-man show directed and acted by me alone, and I was alone in the amorous show, so in the end, I would never have an intersection with her, and she might occasionally hear my name and only feel familiar but not know who it was.

If I were a person like the head of the house, I wouldn't be like me, because they would be afraid, and the courage generated by fear would lead them to desperately grasp it.

But I never had the courage to be born out of fear, so I had to slowly lose my memories.

In the end, it was this feeling that made me know that without courage, there is no memory, so I began to be afraid of nothing, so I reached out and grabbed it, because I was too afraid of regret, and opened my eyes and looked directly at the girl in front of me.

This is from the initial weak passivity to the courageous initiative.

This change is a good parting gift for me, it can leave a symbol in my life that will not be erased with time.

So for Xiaozhuang's feelings, I think it's more grateful.

Thank you for being able to stand here and listen to what I have to say, thank you for being able to bring me memories without regrets, and thank you for giving me a challenge and leaving a very precious memory for my youth.

Thank you for appearing in my youth.

Whatever the outcome, I'm grateful to you.

The sun was shining, the wind was blowing slightly, and the lawn and the willows not far away made a rustling sound.

The school building in the distance was beautifully lit by the dim light, and the campus was finally transformed into its most beautiful appearance at the time of parting.