When I wrote this testimonial, I actually had so much to say in my heart that I didn't know where to start. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Today, I meditate on my notebook, thinking about the various attempts, efforts, failures, and comforts of writing books this year, and finally I finally felt that maybe I was just a failed and clumsy author, saying inappropriate things at the wrong time. I always want to blend in with everyone, deliberately speak lightly, and pretend not to care. In fact, how much I want to have a lively comment area, a group of book friends, every day when I go to work, I have to swipe through the comment area page every too long, for fear that I don't see a message, or reply late, and snub people's hearts.

However, in my clumsiness, these efforts and attempts to liven up the atmosphere have paid off. I love people who greet me in book reviews from time to time, and the occasional single check-in will make me happy for a long time, thinking that I am not alone after all, and that someone is willing to go with me.

People have been complaining about my frequent changes in the title of my book lately, but in fact, this may be a sign of my inner turmoil. I am a very lucky person, I am literate, I am in college, and I have a warm family. I never thought that a book full of confidence, it took me a year, in the case of constant discouragement, persistence, and reluctance to walk, I persevered for 1.15 million words, and finally got affirmed and was able to sign the contract, and now when I am 1.19 million words, it is on the shelves, which is bumpy, and now I think about it, although it is like trekking in the dark mud, difficult and hopeless, it is another sweet memory - no matter what, after all, we have come to this day.

Once, when I was more than 200,000 words, more than 500,000 words, and more than 700,000 words, I promised you that even if the worst result is just a waste of time and no income, I will insist on writing it to 3 million words. Now, it looks like I've made it to the ground in mud. Someday, if I see you, I won't feel guilty.

When you are young, you will always fall, and there will always be friends who are willing to reach out to help, which is a precious thing that has really precipitated in life. I would like to thank the readers who have always supported me in coming here, and for the affirmation, encouragement, and comfort they have given me when I was most lonely and desperate. I've spent most of the year in despair, with little entertainment other than work and writing. Now that I think of those days, if there was no enlightenment and consolation from a book friend who started with the word 'long', I don't know if this book would be today. Although this book friend may no longer be reading this book now, or maybe my words have disappointed her, I remember your help, thank you for your tireless gentle persuasion, and I just want to say 'thank you' to you here. Since you are gone, then I will no longer disturb it, and I can only silently wish you and your family happiness.

Then, I would like to thank the editor-in-charge, Pooh, and my editor-in-chief, who, despite the fact that my novel had so much to offer, gave me the opportunity to get it on the shelves, and I was so happy that I got the first recommendation in my book. After seeing the short station, I was really ecstatic. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to prove myself, and I will go the extra mile to hopefully not disappoint readers and editors.

The last point is to ask everyone to make a first order tomorrow. As I said before, those who have money will have a money field, and those who don't have money will have a personal field. My mind is very chaotic, and I really don't know what to say next. In any case, the result is good or bad, thank you for the companionship of the family and love you.