Chapter 462: Extra, Heart Knot
The quiet and familiar breath exhaled on Tang Yue's face, making her heart tense and her body stiffened. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Ah Yue, Ah Yue......"
Feng Junyao kissed her forehead and cheek carefully, and *gently called, expressing what he had missed all these years.
In the days of separation, he dreamed every night and hugged her like now, but every time he woke up, it was a dream.
This time she was so real, and the faint scent of medicine was still as familiar as ever.
It's good that they can be together again.
Feng Junyao quietly hugged her, feeling her presence.
At this time, Tang Yue woke up from the confusion and found that he was lying in Feng Junyao's arms, and his heart couldn't help but beat like thunder.
Both excited and annoyed, why was she so careless, he was so sober and obviously waiting for her to take the bait.
Tang Yue pushed his chest and wanted to sit up, but he was tightly imprisoned in his arms by Feng Junyao, afraid of hurting him and not daring to use force.
"Ah Yue, my leg hurts."
Sure enough, as soon as he said this, Tang Yue didn't dare to struggle, stabilized his mind and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "You get up first." ”
"Don't." At this moment, Feng Junyao was like a scoundrel child, clinging to his beloved things, for fear that he would run away as soon as he let go.
"I'll let you go and run away."
His quiet voice hit Tang Yue's heart and couldn't help but tremble, and the hand placed on his side gently wrapped around his waist, listening to his powerful heartbeat, "I don't run." ”
After getting her assurance, Feng Junyao let go a little, and struggled to sit up on the * side, but even so, his other arm still held her waist and refused to let go.
He freed up his other hand to press on his head to open the mechanism of the Night Pearl in the house.
"Don't turn it on." Tang Yue saw his behavior and hurriedly grabbed his arm, and shook his head in a panic, "Yao, don't turn on the lights." ”
She can't even look directly at her ghostly appearance, how can she let him see it.
Feng Junyao felt her excitement, and her heart felt inexplicably distressed.
He slowly withdrew his hand, holding her face and pulling it into the distance between the two, he could see at night, and he could still see her face clearly.
took her hand and put it on his heart, and said solemnly: "Ah Yue, no matter what you become, no woman can compare to me here." ”
It's too late for him to love her, how could he have other thoughts.
Tang Yue lowered his eyes slightly, and the hand holding his arm still didn't let go.
Even though she knew that he wouldn't dislike her, she didn't want him to see her like this.
It was ugly enough, but now there was a scar on her cheek, and she didn't want him to see it at all until it recovered.
Seeing her like this, Feng Junyao was a little helpless and more distressed, and rubbed her chin on her forehead, "Okay, I'll see you when you want me to meet." ”
At this time, he can't force her, otherwise he will be forced to leave in a hurry, with his current situation, she can hide anywhere, and he won't be able to catch her.
grabbed Tang Yue's hand and slowly put it on his lap, looked down at her gently, "Ah Yue, you see that my legs are disabled, and I am a waste, you don't dislike it, compared to you, I am far behind, in fact, we are half a catty, and we just made up a pair." ”
The playful words did not make Tang Yue happy, but made him feel a lot more distressed.
There are a lot of broken pieces under his spine, and there are several major injuries elsewhere, if it weren't for the mirage, let alone standing, it would be a problem to survive.
He must have suffered a lot of sins over the years.
Finding his leg pressed against his leg, he hurriedly moved away, sat up and pressed on his leg, "Do you feel it?" ”
"Hmm." Feng Junyao grabbed her hand and said with a narrow smile, "Ah Yue, you can feel more if you touch it a few more times." ”
This tasteful words made Tang Yue's face suddenly red, and he raised his eyes and glanced at him fiercely, "The older you get, the more unserious you are." ”
Feng Junyao grabbed her hand and kissed it, and smiled evilly: "Being a husband is only not serious to you." ”
Tang Yue: "......"
This guy is getting more and more shameless, but after he makes such a fuss, the dullness in his heart has been dispelled a lot.
"You get on your stomach, I'll look at your spine." Tang Yue withdrew from his arms, and then, holding him, gently put him down on the *.
Feng Junyao knew that she was going to check her body, so she didn't say anything and lay there obediently.
"Have you been in the Ana clan for three years?" Tang Yue lifted his clothes up, revealing his smooth and thin waist.
It is obvious that several pieces of the spine above are out of place, and they have not been corrected in time to cause this appearance.
If someone else encounters this situation, he is afraid that he will have to lie on * all year round, and he can still sit, which requires a lot of courage and endurance, and he can sit up with the pain on his body.
"Knowing that there are not many days left, I went to the South China Sea alone, lived by the sea for two days, who knew that there was a small tsunami, directly swept me into the sea, and when I woke up, people were already in the palace of the Ana tribe, I heard them say that I slept for a year, after waking up, my body could not sit up, I could only lie on the *, this lying was almost another year, and later, I slowly tried to sit up, and sat for a quarter of an hour to a few hours every day, during which I made a deal with King Ana, I helped him get rid of the civil strife, and he wanted to send me back to LingfengI helped King Ana to eradicate the civil strife, and he fulfilled his promise to send me back. ”
Feng Junyao briefly said the three years of experience, and only he knew the suffering.
When he first woke up, his body couldn't move, and as long as he moved, it would involve the bones and muscles of his body, and the feeling was like death.
Every time he tried to sit up, he failed each time, and his bones broke several times, but he managed to sit up at his insistence, and although it hurt, it was much better than lying there.
Tang Yue knew that he had avoided many things, but from his twisted spine, he could guess how much he had suffered.
I only felt that my eyes were swollen, my heart was distressed, and tears also dripped down and hit his waist.
Feeling the warmth on her waist, Feng Junyao hurriedly turned around, and sure enough, she saw the residual tears on her cheeks.
"Ah Yue, this little sin I suffered is nothing compared to you, so do I have to learn from you to cry your nose." Pretending to be relaxed made Tang Yue feel a lot better.
"You cry and see, anyway, the bear is sleeping, don't be afraid of being embarrassed."
"Stinky girl, you're making fun of your husband."
As he spoke, Feng Junyao scratched her ribs punitively.
"Don't make a fuss." Tang Yue dodged back and forth, and the cloth covered with his hair was accidentally rubbed off, and the silver threads inside slipped out like a waterfall.
The silver threads on his head were especially obvious in the dark night, and Tang Yue, who was dodging, looked at the white hair hanging down in front of him, and instinctively hugged his head.
"You don't want to look." At this moment, Tang Yue couldn't wait to find a crack to hide.
She just wants to show him her perfect side, and now she is the most embarrassing moment in her life, and she doesn't want him to see it.
Seeing her like this, Feng Junyao only felt that her heart was like a knife, and she reached out and hugged Tang Yue into her arms, "Ah Yue, you are really beautiful, you are very beautiful with white hair, I like it very much." ”
No matter what she becomes, he likes it and is the only one in his heart.
His words successfully made Tang Yue still, but she still lowered her head, looking at her white hair and still feeling very uncomfortable.
"Ah Yue, come and tell me how you have come over the years."
Feng Junyao twisted her body and brought them face to face, "To be honest, I want to know everything about you. ”
He wanted to know how she had come over the years, she must have been more miserable than he was when she became the way she was now, and the knot in her heart might be opened if she said it.
This girl is now in a dead corner, no matter what he says, she doesn't dare to face her appearance, only by slowly opening her heart knot can she completely face the reality and regain the confident Tang Yue before.
Tang Yue pursed her lower lip, she really didn't want to mention the past, but seeing the expectations in his eyes, she actually had a confession in her heart.
She has been suppressing herself all these years, sometimes she just feels that her brain is about to explode, and suicidal thoughts often appear in her mind.
Many times she picked up a knife and cut her wrist, the kind of cut flesh, blood flowed out from the veins, the pain caused by the bleeding made her dull heart feel a lot more comfortable, sometimes she just wanted to close her eyes and wait for the moment when the blood ran out, but every time at that time, his voice would appear in her ears, calling her to let her live, and then she gave up the idea of suicide.
She is a doctor, so she naturally knows that her situation is severe depression, and her heart knot has not been opened.
Now I am glad that she was not controlled by depression and was recovered in time on the verge of death.
Tang Yue took a deep breath, sorted out his thoughts in his mind, and said slowly: "After the bear fell into the cliff, I was the only bear in my eyes that didn't take care of you, and I remembered you when I saw the letter you left, and at that moment I realized that I had lost everything. ”
Three years ago, the moment she saw the letter, she only felt that it was a great sin to live.
When Feng Junyao heard this, his heart was hit hard, and he couldn't breathe in pain.
She said it lightly, but the words 'lost everything' meant that she had lost hope in life.
Lowered his eyes and looked at her distressedly, his fingers gently rubbed on her cheeks, feeling her presence: "Ah Yue, did you guess me when you saw the letter three years ago, I can't live." ”
She must have guessed, otherwise she wouldn't have said so desperately, her hair ...... It doesn't turn white either.
When the bear left, she was sad and sad, but she was not yet hopeless, and his departure was the source of her despair.
At that time, he knew that he would not survive, and he was afraid that she would despair and go to extremes, so he left a letter saying that he could not face her and found a place to repent for the bear.
Her intelligence was beyond his expectations, even if she didn't know that Bai Feng had stabbed him in the heart, she still guessed it.
Listening to Dark Er, after seeing the letter he left, she locked herself in the house, and one pass was seven days, and when she came out, her hair was full of green silk and turned into gorgeous hair.
The biggest ingredient in her becoming like this is him, the bear fell off the cliff and the chance of survival is zero, at this time he should have accompanied her, slowly dissolving the grief in her heart, but he chose to leave at this time, adding a few more to her heart that had originally put aside a hole, and directly knocked her hope of survival into the abyss.
If he knew that Mirage could slowly recover his injured body, he would never have thought of leaving her and accompanying her through the most difficult period.
But the facts are the facts, he didn't know that the mirage had this function, at that time he thought that he couldn't live, and just wanted to give her hope of living, but he ignored her superhuman wisdom.
Feng Junyao felt very dull when she thought of this, and hugged her waist tightly, "Ah Yue, it's my negligence." ”
Tang Yue put his head on his chest, wrapped one hand around his waist, and said softly: "You are also for my good, but if you encounter unsolvable problems in the future, will you face them with me, because we are husband and wife, and we are a whole." ”
She didn't want to live alone, like the walking dead.
Feng Junyao lowered his head and pecked her lightly on the lips, with firmness in his eyes, "No, I will never leave you and Little Bear in the future." ”
He will not leave them no matter life or death, life is short, don't dare to face it because of fear, fortunately they only missed three years, not a lifetime, and it can be remedied, if he can't come out again when he arrives on the Blue Island, it will be a lifetime of mistakes.
Now I feel lucky when I think about it, three years ago I only felt ruined, but at this moment, he felt that their family was really lucky, it was a miracle that he could survive, but he didn't expect the bear to survive, this is simply a miracle of miracles, this is God favoring them, so they have to live well in the future, and live every day with their hearts.
"Although I guessed that you might not be alive, I still didn't want to believe it, I sent someone to look for you every day, and when I couldn't find you, I told myself that you were still alive, and I wanted to live well, so I survived."
Tang Yue said it very easily, but only she knew the taste of surviving.
The two hugged each other and told each other what had happened in the past three years, of course, Tang Yue also asked about Princess Ana, and Feng Junyao also told her his attitude towards Princess Ana one by one, during which Tang Yue couldn't help laughing.
Soon it was late at night, Feng Junyao felt that his head was getting heavier and heavier, and soon fell asleep.
This is the most comfortable sleep Feng Junyao has slept in three years.
When he woke up, he reached out to fish for the people around him, but he didn't expect it to be empty, he woke up violently and saw that there was no one around him.
"Ah Yue......"