Today, I heard the news of Benxi's death, and I feel that a post-90s generation has left us like this. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Maybe some people don't understand the feelings of our generation for Benxi, I would like to say here:

I heard it for the first time when I was in high school, and now I am about to graduate from college, and when I hear that ethereal and glutinous voice for the first time, it really seems to open a new window in the boring high school! Let me initially experience the beauty of the world, and those who have gone to high school also know that high school is depressing! And I was still a good baby at that time, I secretly bought an MP4, and then secretly listened to that beautiful singing voice, which accompanied me countless days and moons!

Tonight, my roommate's birthday, a group of brothers and us were at the wine table, chatting, and talking about grandparents! Think back to those rebellious times, those days with my grandparents! Thinking about the first sentence of every phone call with my grandparents, they always say:

"We are at home and in good health! You don't have to worry! You're in a strange city, don't think about us all the time! When it's cold, pay attention to wear more! Usually, no matter how good the meal is, you have to eat more! ”

And I met a little idol who thought that the post-90s generation left us so suddenly, thinking that my grandmother is already in her eighties, my grandfather will be eighty next year, and my grandmother is almost ninety years old! How much more time can I spend with them?

Once young and frivolous, once did not understand right and wrong, with the growth of his age and experience, slowly left us, and slowly understood the painstaking efforts of his parents and elders!

I still remember my grandparents and grandmothers, who coaxed themselves to be happy when they were children, saw their faces crying and were more anxious than their parents, and saw their naughty and doting eyes。。。。。。

Thinking that one day they will gradually drift away from themselves! I simply can't afford this outburst of emotion! Unthinkable!

I am not ready, and I will never be, that they will eventually leave me!

Since junior high school, I haven't cried, I've always believed that men have tears and don't flick, I really cried tonight, yes, I cried at the wine table, in front of my brothers! Crying is presumptuous! Like a baby who is not in the arms of his parents, he cries helplessly! The crying was very thorough and presumptuous! The next sentence came to mind: It's just not to the sad place!

With the last bit of strength, I stopped the emotional outburst in my heart! Quietly wipe your already blurred eyes brightly! Seeing that my brothers may also think of their elders, those eyes with teary eyes, I smiled, smiled very happily!

Fortunately, my grandparents and grandmothers are still alive, and fortunately, I still have the opportunity to honor you! Luckily, I can try to make up for my mischievous wantonness!

Whoever says an inch is careless, and he will be rewarded with three springs!

Now I can't wait to fly to your side! Luckily, I'm going winter vacation soon, and I'm going back to you soon!

A thank you can't repay them at all! But I still want to say to them sincerely: thank you! I love you!

Drunk a lot of fake liquor today。。。。。。 There may be many deficiencies in words, please forgive the readers!

Here, Koyanagi is listening to Benxi's "Xiao Ming is a Painter".

Condolences to Benxi who has left us today!

Salute to all of our elders!

We must know: the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait!