Chapter 195: Exquisite Love (11)
"All I know is that he loves me. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info" Rufeng said.
Xu Chuansui didn't seem to want to defend anymore, and began to be silent, who made Rufeng insist that he loved her.
And Yu Chusheng has already thought clearly about the causes and consequences of the matter.
Yu Chusheng sighed and said slowly: "Rufeng, Xu Chuansui has nothing to do with you, he doesn't love you, everything is your own imagination." ”
Yu Chusheng came to his mind suddenly. There is a disorder in psychology called thinking content disorder, and there is a symptom in it called delusions.
In fact, many people know about victim paranoia, because this kind of delusion is very common, but there is another delusion, because it is not common, Yu Chusheng did not think about it for a while.
Delusional.
It is also a delusion in which the patient firmly believes that someone loves him, and no matter what others say, he will think that that person loves him, and perhaps loves himself hopelessly.
In addition, what Rufeng showed was not only a delusion.
There are also relationship delusions.
People who have nothing to do with herself, she will stubbornly think that others have a relationship with her through certain scenes, or her own imagination.
Just like at this moment, the relationship between Xu Chuansui and her is actually very rusty, they haven't met a few times in total, and they met because of Miss Wan'er, but she stubbornly thinks that Xu Chuansui not only has a relationship with her, but the two of them are still that kind of intimate relationship.
Yu Chusheng finally figured out why Rufeng had such an expression on his face after seeing Xu Chuan last night.
is like a girl who is just beginning to fall in love, when she sees the person she loves, her expression is shy, her eyes are hot, and she wants to hide but wants him to look at herself.
Xu Chuansui nodded and agreed with Yu Chusheng's words: "Yes, I have nothing to do with her, if I have anything to do with it, it is also because she is Miss Wan'er's mother......"
Rufeng didn't believe it. She firmly believed that Xu Chuansui loved her, so her emotions became a little excited again, she jumped in front of Xu Chuansui, reached out and grabbed his sleeve, her eyes were scarlet: "How can you do this!" How can you do that! You said you loved me and said you were going to take me away! ”
Yu Chusheng still ruthlessly pierced Rufeng's self-deception: "Xu Chuansui is not going to take you away, but to take your daughter, Miss Wan'er, Rufeng, wake up." ”
However, Rufeng still looked crazy, shaking her head frantically and shedding tears crazily.
Yu Chusheng suddenly thought of Su Qianshan. Rufeng said that she forgot what Xu Chuansui's name was, could it be that she transferred her love for Su Qianshan to Xu Chuansui?
That's why she is so firm in believing that Xu Chuansui loves her.
Because she didn't know who Su Qianshan was, and she didn't know who Xu Chuansui was. It's just that Xu Chuansui happened to appear during her illness, which caused her delusions.
But she clearly did not forget it subconsciously, otherwise, she would not have left a mountain on the deceased.
With such a conjecture, Yu Chusheng asked tentatively: "Do you remember Su Qianshan?" ”
In an instant, Rufeng quieted down, she ran very fast, ran to the door, leaning against the door, like a wounded little beast.
She kept shaking her head, her lips were trembling, her eyes were blank, and her neatly combed green silk was messed up.
It was a neat shirt, and there were also blood and stains on it, as well as water stains wet with tears.
Miss Wan'er opened her mouth lightly and shouted: "Mother......" and couldn't say anything anymore.
Yu Chusheng continued: "Su Qianshan's betrayal left a shadow on Rufeng, these pains have been accumulating in her heart, accumulating, she has a mad disease, she will go crazy from time to time, and there are few normal times. ”
Miss Wan'er nodded.
What exactly is love? Yu Chusheng couldn't figure it out, if you love, you love well, you should be together, why should there be so many other incidents, why should you separate when you love, and let each other hurt if you love.
Maybe the betrayal is not unforgettable, what is really unforgettable is the fiery relationship between the two people before the betrayal, Yu Chusheng thought.
Rufeng's body seemed to be paralyzed, and the door she was leaning against moved slightly.
And Yu Chusheng continued: "Then she met Xu Chuansui. Xu Chuansui and Miss Wan'er fell in love with each other, Xu Chuansui wanted to redeem Miss Wan'er and leave, and Miss Wan'er also took Xu Chuansui to see Rufeng, maybe it was Su Rushan in memory and Xu Chuansui in front of him overlapped. ”
Zhang Er said in a timely manner: "So Rufeng is delusional that Xu Chuansui loves her?" ”
Yu Chusheng nodded and replied, "Not bad." And the longer it passes, the more firmly she believes that Xu Chuansui loves her. During this time, Miss Wan'er has been pleading with the old bustard to let Xu Chuansui redeem her, and Rufeng also knows about this. She remembered the past again, Su Qianshan also said that he wanted to redeem her, and the process should be similar, but they were all resisted, which stimulated Rufeng. ”
Zhang Er cooperated with Yu Chusheng a few times, perhaps because he knew Yu Chusheng's routine in handling cases, and then her words said: "So she started killing people." She felt that the men who came to Huayue Tower should be like Su Qianshan, so she wanted to kill them. "Probably so.
Yu Chusheng added: "Rufeng is too afraid of betrayal, but she longs for sincerity. The murderer's needs will be reflected in the corpse, and she digs out the hearts of the dead and hides them because she wants to be sincere. And that mountain character, Rufeng just deceived herself and thought that she had forgotten Su Qianshan, but in fact, he had always been in her heart. She carved the word mountain on the corpse to remember him, and also believed that they were hers and Su Qianshan was hers. ”
And Rufeng sewed the skin on her chest with a needle and thread, because she hoped that their hearts would always belong to her.
It's like a dream made up by Rufeng herself, in this dream, she has people who love her, and people who will never betray her.
In this dream, she didn't remember Su Qianshan, but she remembered that there was a man who once loved her, and she loved her deeply.
She was so addicted to her own delusions that she didn't dare to wake up, and she didn't want to wake up, so she indirectly went crazy once.
Yu Chusheng walked to Rufeng's side, patted her shoulder gently, and his voice was equally soft: "Rufeng, it's time to wake up, there is no Su Qianshan here, you can accept punishment because he made a mistake and killed an innocent life by mistake." ”
After the words fell, Zhang Er had already ordered the officials to evacuate the crowd and brought an iron handkerchief for Rufeng.
Miss Wan'er stayed where she was and cried out sadly: "Mother! "Maybe Rufeng also has a great influence on Miss Wan'er.
How much courage does it take for a dusty woman to give birth to a daughter alone, and to support her by selling herself in the Qinglou.
Rufeng was escorted by the officials, and her expression gradually returned to normal, she walked past Miss Wan'er, did not look back, but walked away in despair.
After walking far away, she finally turned around, with a tear-stained face, with a long-standing vulnerability, and said, "Go ahead." ”
Go for your happiness.