"Start the second phase of training?" The big man was stunned for a moment, and then said excitedly: "General, brothers are waiting for your words!" ”

The so-called second stage of training is actually to increase the difficulty of all training items, if the original training item difficulty is one, then the second stage of training difficulty is five!

It's five times stronger than before! Of course, it is naturally nothing for them who often receive the second stage of training, but it is impossible for Dou Qiang and Hu Han, so for them, Lan Xue also plans to train separately, so as not to delay the high-intensity training of the big men, nor to let Dou Qiang and them fall behind. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 As for that Murong Qing, she chose to put it aside for the time being.

It's night, the moon and stars are scarce, the plain white snow reflects the cold moonlight, and in the distance is a large tent with bright lights, but here, it is extraordinarily quiet.

Lying on the snow, looking at the starry sky, Lan Xue's heart was extraordinarily quiet, and she was looking at it attentively, when she suddenly heard the sound of footsteps, and then heard Murong Qing's voice ringing in her ears.

"Those brothers of yours are all bustling, why are you running here alone and quiet?" As he spoke, he also sat down beside Lan Xue, and reached out to touch the snow that had become much harder: "The snow here is very white, very cold, and very hard. ”

"After a long time, it will naturally become hard, just like the human heart, many things will change once they have been experienced." Lan Xue looked at the sky and said softly.

"What about you? Has your heart hardened too? Looking at Lan Xue's side face, Murong Qing asked softly.

Lan Xue retracted her gaze, turned her head to look at Murong Qing, and said lightly: "At least now I won't scream anymore when I see dead people, and I won't be scared anymore, I can even step on their corpses and walk over, do you think I'm hard hearted like this?" ”

Murong Qing looked at Lan Xue in a daze, and then sighed for a while: "Actually, I don't understand until now, why did you join the army in the first place, what did you think?" You are a girl, you are really angry, and you ran away from home, but there are many things you can do, why do you want to join the army? I can't figure it out. ”

Regarding Murong Qing's doubts, Lan Xue smiled faintly and said: "A lot of things have happened, and now that I think about it, it may be my impulse, but even so, what happened cannot be changed, I have accepted my current identity, and this is enough." ”

"But I..."

Lan Xue turned her head to look at the sky, looked at the starry sky, and suddenly said softly, "I'll tell you a story." ”

"Story?"

"Hmm. One... Tale. ”

"Once upon a time there was a girl, although she was a girl, but she did not look like a girl, she did not like piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, did not like knitting female red, on the contrary, she liked to read military books, like to dance knives and guns, and therefore, she and her father often quarreled, once, the girl quarreled with her father very fiercely, and the girl ran away from home in a fit of anger."

"The girl left the house and cried a lot, she thought, I am afraid that no one in this world will understand herself, will care about herself, she is a little disheartened, she even has the urge to die."

"And then?" Murong Qing looked at Lan Xue and asked softly.

Later, the girl wandered alone outside for seven or eight days, and almost spent all the money on her, and just when she was desperate, she saw soldiers recruiting, and at that time she thought that this might be a kind of hope, first, to keep her away from there, and second, to make her change again. At least, you don't have to be so tired. ”

So she bought a man's dress with the little money she had left, and she joined the army and slipped into the barracks. When she arrived at the barracks, she realized how naïve her thoughts were, it was simply not a place where people could stay, she had to train every day, and if she didn't train, she wouldn't be given food, and the barracks were very bitter, so bitter that she wanted to give up and escape. ”

However, when she saw that the men who were with her were gritting their teeth and holding on, she suddenly felt why she wanted to leave, although she was a woman, she would definitely not be worse than their men, so she gritted her teeth and persevered.

"But she must be in pain!" Murong Qing said a little uncomfortable.

"Well, she's in pain, women's bodies are originally weaker than men's, so for that kind of training, she always can't do it at the beginning, and she always drags everyone back, and she is often ridiculed for being a soft-footed shrimp at that time."

"But the more this is the case, the more unconvinced she becomes, she wants to show the men who laugh at him how she is better than them, better than them!"

"So, day after day of monotonous and boring days began, that year, for her, it was simply the darkest year, that year she suffered a lot, but she also strengthened her heart, that is, to live, to become stronger, to become stronger than anyone else!"

So she did it, and the next year, she rose to prominence in a big war, slowly climbed up from a small soldier, higher and higher, farther and farther, and finally she killed nearly 100 people in a big war, such an achievement made her a general of the first army, and no one dared to underestimate her again! No one dares! ”

"But isn't the girl afraid? Isn't that a scene frightening with blood all over the place? ”

Lan Xue smiled faintly and said, "I'm afraid, of course I'm afraid, the night I saw a dead person for the first time, and the night I saw blood all over the ground, the girl vomited all night, but... Seeing that there was a lot of blood, there was only red left in her eyes, maybe it was numbness, but she also slowly changed in the baptism of blood. Because I want to live, I can only keep working hard and keep making myself stronger. ”

"Maybe becoming a soldier is not her original intention, but since she has done it, she will do her best, so that she will be worthy of herself and those who trust you! Because... The idea that your identity is always a reminder that your life may not be yours, that you can live, you can save more people, this idea may be scary, but it is also a motivation! ”

"But she never regretted it?"

"Regrets?" Lan Xue stood up, patted the snow on her body, and said with a light smile: "If she regrets it, she won't live until now!" ”

"Alright, that's all for the story, I'm going to have a drink with another general who was born and died with me!"

After speaking, Lan Xue took steps and walked into the distance.

The night is getting thicker, the air is filled with the smell of cold, sitting on the snow, Murong Qing's eyes are full of pity, this woman has to pretend to be strong at this moment, won't this kind of pain that is desperately hidden hurt?

You woman, you stupid woman! How do you call me not to love you!

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