Zhou Xiaohan remembered that she saw a comment in that time and space that wrote Fan Shengmei in "Ode to Joy". Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Maybe it's because of the birth class, many girls around me are more like Fan Shengmei, including myself.

I clearly remember that Fan Xiaomei in "Ode to Joy" talked about the marriage market, and when she talked about a man with millions of assets and a house and a car, she said with a sad face: "This kind of man generally only has young and beautiful little fresh meat just out of school, but if you really talk about marriage, you have to be Bai Fumei, who is the right person, like me, I can't even think about it." ”

I was cleaning the rental house and I was just listening to the sound when I suddenly got stinged.

What stung me was not the phrase of youth and beauty, but the right person.

This is the right person, how much it hurts to struggle at the bottom, hoping to improve her class through marriage, but her heart is higher than the sky, and her life is thinner than paper.

Ode to Joy and his entourage, went to a private villa, Qu Xiaoxuan parachuted, deliberately embarrassed Fan Xiaomei, and arrogantly exposed the fact that she rented a group in public.

On the way to work the next day with Andy, Guan Juer talked about class, Guan Guan said, "Although everyone is equal, this society is divided into classes, and ignoring classes will only hit a wall." How much courage does one have to ignore these objectively existing classes. ”

Striving in the metropolis of Beijing, we feel the existence of class all the time.

You work overtime on Saturdays and Sundays, and often stay up late at night for work, which can't match the relationship that the second generation of officials bring to the company.

You study hard, work hard, and think that through education and struggle, you can change your destiny.

In fact, the reality in front of you is that a year's salary is only enough to buy four square meters of a house in the suburbs of Beijing, and it is not worth the cost of a one-night KTV for the rich second generation.

Fan Xiaomei is smart and beautiful, in terms of appearance and emotional intelligence, she does not lose to Qu Xiaoxuan everywhere, but in the face of life, she has to bow to class and reality. This kind of bowing is just a kind of surrender to fate, but she is not allowed to be looked down upon by others.

Yishu said, "A truly temperamental lady never shows off everything she has, she never tells people what books she reads, where she has been, how many clothes she has, what jewelry she has bought, because she has no inferiority complex." ”

In fact, most girls from poor backgrounds enter a class slightly higher than themselves, and low self-esteem will make her involuntarily learn to use vanity and disguise to protect herself.

I can understand Fan Xiaomei's vanity, because there are too many people in this society who will only define you as a person through your skin.

I do have such girls around me. There are girls who hide their poverty when they are in love, and in the end they would rather break up than be exposed.

There are also girls who have been living in a rental house, but with tens of thousands of bags and tens of thousands of brand-name bags every day to squeeze the subway, calculating how to repay in the crowd.

They all have their own vanity and care, but it would be too one-sided for you to question their character because of this.

Human nature is so complex, she can be vain and righteous, inferior and proud, and contradictions are never antagonistic in the face of human nature.

Every time I see Fan Xiaomei, I will think of my beautiful boss Miss Zhang, who is sophisticated.

Miss Zhang, 33 years old, single. Although the appearance is still young and beautiful, standing next to the new force of the post-95s in the workplace, you have to sigh that no matter how beautiful your face is, it can't compare to the youthful atmosphere of young people.

When I first met her, I was amazed. She often talks about her experience studying in the UK. talked about working as a tutor in the upper class of England at that time and participating in the feast of the nobles of the upper class.

Talking about the experience of being born in a military compound when I was a child, I bit my nanny's nose because I didn't like nannies.

When it comes to music, I like to listen to Tchaikovsky and talk about classical music that everyone doesn't understand.

No matter what the holiday, she will receive a large bouquet of red roses, signed "Mr. Li".

We always call her Miss Zhang in private, because she looks like Zhang Ziyi. You must know that in her life, her small chin is enough to make many men swoon for her. But in the workplace, when there is a real conflict of interest, no man will treat her as a woman.

I've always wondered why she doesn't enjoy life with such an excellent background, and she has to fight with all kinds of men in the workplace.

Her desperate efforts are not Andy's kind of hard work that has no life except work and devotes herself to work, but is more like an "old oilman" in the office, so I say she is more like Fan Xiaomei.

She is familiar with all kinds of office techniques and knows how to use the fastest way to get the most out of it.

She knows that "the office is just a community of interests, as long as everything is proposed, as much as possible in the office crowd to reach a consensus of interests, the development of things is often rushing towards the road of common promotion, on the contrary, do not be the first proposer, absolutely thankless." ”

I always thought she was a senior white rich beauty, a high-quality single leftover girl; Until she was exposed to all disguises by a black-bellied man because of a conflict of interest at work.

The man had been working in the workplace for eight years, and he had been under Miss Zhang's hands and could not be promoted.

Let's call him Lao Hei, Lao Hei took advantage of the middle of the night to steal Miss Zhang's computer hard drive, and the whole company that spread her news knew about it, thinking that she could be squeezed out in this way.

So we know that Miss Zhang was indeed born in the army compound, but she was kicked out at a very young age, because her father straightened the junior and no longer cared about her and her mother.

Ms. Zhang still lives with her mother in a rented house in Beijing, and part of her monthly salary is used to pay rent and part of it is used to support her mother.

Studying in the UK is also a non-existent thing. And only in the previous unit. Short-term training in the UK for a few months.

The roses she received on her birthday and the roses she received on Tanabata were all given to herself, and in fact it should have been a long time, and no one sent her flowers anymore.

Her former boyfriend was a Goldman Sachs investment bank executive who was more than a decade older than her, and they talked for six years, and in the end, the man married the right woman. As an old lover, the man introduced her to our so-called well-known listed company as a small leader, which can be regarded as compensating her for her six years of youth.

In order to earn more money, she took advantage of her position on weekdays to work at another company, and she had to go to work one day a week.

So, at that time, she would take one day off a week, saying that she was sick. There are various reasons for getting sick, sometimes fever, sometimes diarrhea, and sometimes cervical spine problems.

The day after Lao Hei publicized her affairs to the whole company, Miss Zhang walked into the office with a cervical spine physiotherapy device around her neck.

Because she happened to take a day off yesterday, saying that there was a problem with the cervical spine.

She said seemingly casually: "Alas, my neck, it's really uncomfortable." ”

And the whole people in our office were watching her jokes, and Lao Hei deliberately asked: "It is estimated that it is very serious, I have brought physiotherapy instruments here"

Miss Zhang's eyes were like silk, and she smiled and agreed.

At that moment, I was so sad that I didn't know where my discomfort was coming from, and there was an embarrassment that filled my body.

It was ridiculous and sad to see a beautiful woman appear in the office with a cervical spine physiotherapy device.

Because everyone knew that she was faking her illness, but she didn't know it.

Later, Lao Hei was fired from the company for stealing the private information of the company's personnel, and Miss Zhang was also retained for review because she worked part-time during work.

But she would still appear in front of everyone with a calm expression, as if everyone didn't know about her, as if nothing had ever happened.

People who have been using disguise to protect themselves will not collapse as imagined after all the disguises have been dismantled.

Because her vanity does not allow her to collapse, she is not allowed to show the slightest grievance to others to see jokes.

Although, everyone is watching her jokes.

This kind of strength may be because of too much suffering in life, and it doesn't matter if you come to this layer again.