The temporary location of the three teams was finally selected in a second-floor supermarket two blocks away from the southern suburbs base. This supermarket was emptied early because it was relatively close to the base, and the environment inside was quite clean, and there was no rancid smell of zombies, so it was a good place to live. Qin Qin led people to check up and down to make sure that there were no zombies hiding, and the supermarket was surrounded by the spiritual zombies besieging the base, so they took away most of the zombies wandering on the streets, so there was no problem in terms of safety.

The dinner of the day was a simple porridge, with Zhang Ming and his team contributing rice and coal, and Qin Qin and his team contributing two buckets of drinking water and some dried meat. Qin Qin was hindered by the existence of the other two teams, so it was naturally difficult to open a small stove for her teammates on the spot, so she took the initiative to put her team on the first floor to keep vigil today, in fact, she wanted to wait for the two teams to sleep before stuffing her teammates with some snacks to satisfy their hunger.

"Captain Qin, both of our teams have reasons why we have to stay, but I don't know what your team's plans are. In fact, if you don't want to take the risk, it's a good idea to find other bases now. After all, the southern suburbs base is indeed a little difficult to handle, the zombie who commanded the attack can even use the tiger away from the mountain, and there are so many zombies that can be controlled by itself, I am afraid that the base side will not last long. After dinner, Feng Hao from Zhang Ming's team came to the first floor, as the military advisor of the team, the purpose of this trip was probably to replace Zhang Ming to ask Qin Qin and their team's plans.

Qin Qin glanced at Feng Hao, who had a sincere expression, and then looked at his teammates. Feng Hao's question just now did not avoid people, and everyone must have heard it. In Qin Qin's inquiring gaze, except for Lu Letian, who avoided his gaze early, the others either responded with affirmative expressions or shrugged their shoulders indifferently.

Qin Qin sighed slightly, she really couldn't understand how Lu Letian suddenly became like this, obviously a few months ago, she dared to die with the zombies. Could it be that the series of dangerous battles in the past two months has gradually made him lose his courage, so he is no longer willing to risk fighting zombies? But where can the world really be avoided today, and his blind retreat like this may not have any good results.

"Captain Qin?" Feng Hao saw that Qin Qin hadn't spoken for a long time, so he couldn't help but remind him again.

"Huh? Oh, sorry, I was a little distracted. Qin Qin smiled apologetically and continued, "Our team, let's stay here for the time being." After all, there is no danger now, so there is really no need to leave in a hurry. Even if we stay and can't change anything, we can help the base kill a few more zombies besieging them, which can be regarded as doing our best. ”

Feng Hao saw that Qin Qin was not in high spirits, and after chatting politely, he said goodbye and left. After Qin Qin arranged the order of duty for her teammates, she walked to the window with her sleeping bag and sat down, she quietly looked at the half-moon in the sky, and the expression on her face was stunned.

"What do you think?" Zhou Beichen walked to Qin Qin's side lightly, stretched out his hand to take her into his arms, and then asked softly.

"It's nothing, I just think people are just as fickle as the moon. It was clear that a few days ago it was as good as a plate, but now it is only half left, and after a few days, the bright moonlight will no longer be visible. Qin Qin spread out his palms and quietly looked at the moonlight falling on his palms.

Zhou Beichen looked at Qin Qin's lost appearance and couldn't help but hug her a little tighter. "This month's moon is gone, and there is still next month, and the moon's cloudiness is beyond your control, what the are you doing?"

"I just can't figure it out." Qin Qin broke free from Zhou Beichen's embrace and asked solemnly, "Why did he become like this?" I still vividly remember the oath he made when he was in Huaya Hospital, although I never wanted him to die with the zombies, and I always took care of him because he was an ordinary person during the battle. But how could he become so timid and cowardly, and say those sour words because he was jealous that others had awakened, didn't he think about how others would feel when they heard it, Xiuwen was not yet an adult. Beichen, he has changed, and he has become something I don't even recognize. ”

Looking at Qin Qin, who had a gloomy expression, Zhou Beichen sighed, he had seen a lot of such changes in his previous life. But even if Qin Qin's character is much stronger now, I'm afraid that she has never experienced these things and can't see enough. "You've only seen him change, but do you know what he's been through?" Zhou Beichen asked suddenly.

Qin Qin raised his head a little suspiciously, but did not answer.

"In that honeycomb coal processing plant, he was shot in the chest by Wang Ying, if it weren't for your special food and Su Yi's presence, he would probably have died. In the previous winter, Yang Lan and Mei Xiuwen awakened one after another, and now only he and Zhao Qi are ordinary people in the entire team. More than a month ago, we suddenly encountered a spiritual zombie on Victory Street, and he was the only one among all who was clumsy, and he delayed a lot of time, and almost put you and Dou Le in danger. You said that after so many difficulties, how can he still maintain his original mentality? Zhou Beichen calmly analyzed.

But he wasn't the only one who was badly injured that time. He made an unintentional mistake during the trip to Victory Street, and no one blamed him at all. And whether you can awaken or not depends on the will of God, and I have never despised anyone who has not awakened, you look at Zhao Qi, haven't you always been peaceful and comfortable? Qin Qin frowned and retorted.

"So he can't figure it out himself, so why should you punish yourself for other people's mistakes?" Zhou Beichen scratched Qin Qin's nose and asked with a smile.

"This ......" Qin Qin was speechless for a while, but her originally depressed mood was relieved a lot.

"Qinqin, you and I are not saviors. If we are lucky enough to receive the gift of God, we must cherish the blessings, and do not feel that we are different because of this, and take the initiative to bear responsibilities that do not belong to you. If you are still soft-hearted, we can try to help others without harming our own interests. If you can see clearly, you must understand what it means to have a clear conscience. You don't owe anyone anything, and you can't save everyone. You can treat the players as if they were family, and you should do your best to help them when they are in trouble. But if your family can't think of it themselves, don't blame yourself for it, just have a clear conscience in everything. Zhou Beichen pulled Qin Qin's little face and said seriously.

"Do you have a clear conscience?" Qin Qin muttered these words, and was out of his mind for a while.

"It's not early, you can rest quickly, I'll take care of you at night, you can sleep well, you will be busy tomorrow." Zhou Beichen pulled Qin Qin back to the corner where the girls in the team were laying the floor, helped her lay out the sleeping bag with his own hands, and watched her get in.

"Good night, good dreams." Zhou Beichen said softly.