Chapter 1: Rebirth
It was pitch black in front of me, and there was a noisy whimper in my ears, one after another...... It slammed into her heart, and she seemed to be sunk in an icy lake, and the heavy water poured in from all directions, overwhelming her breathlessly. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Everything in her life came to her face like a marquee, and she flipped through it frame by frame, only to lament that her life was both ridiculous and pitiful.
Squinting slightly, there was a faint dark light in the gap between her eyes, and there were really whimpering in her ears, Mu Yanchun only felt a dull pain in her brain, and for a while, it seemed that someone was drilling her brain hard, and she opened her eyes suddenly.
The top of her head is a diamond-patterned bed net, light and elegant, she is a little familiar, but with a trace of uncertain strangeness, looking sideways, the blue silk is embroidered with gold and silver thread with the noble and proud green calyx plum, that is...... That is the family crest of their Mu family, when she was a child, her mother told her over and over again that "steadfastness and nobility, Ling Han lingers fragrant", which is the backbone of their Mu family.
How many years had she been, and she hadn't seen this familiar embroidery again.
Could it be that God opened his eyes and took pity on her ill-fated and bleak evening scene, so he allowed her to take another look at this familiar scene?
This green silk was embroidered by her mother for her when she was only 14 years old, and her mother told her that this silk "looks like the reason of ice cream, touches it like the skin of a beauty", is the tribute given by His Majesty back then, the world is willing to pay hard work to stay up in March to embroider a tent for her, just because she is worried that she will be disturbed by insects and flies, except for her mother, there is no second person.
Mu Yanchun held his arms and wanted to sit up, but his arm hurt, and he slammed softly on the edge of the bed, making a small noise, and the crying outside stopped suddenly. Mu Yanchun only felt that his eyes lit up, and the layers of green silk were lifted, and then he was tightly hugged in his arms.
"My young lady...... Don't scare us like that! If you leave, you will leave us with the old and the young, and you can teach us how to live in the future. Even if you don't care about your own body, you still have to remember the hard work of your wife......"
Mu Yanchun looked up, and in front of him was a grandmother with a fairly neat face and an extraordinarily plain dress who looked like she was in her forties, her eyes were red, and she was looking at her anxiously.
"Mama Gu......" Mu Yanchun looked at her in a daze, was she really dead? Otherwise, how could I see Mama Gu?
That year, she married into the palace of Xianwang, without the slightest defense, she was hurt by someone and pinched the handle, Gu Mama was killed by a live cane in front of her in order to save her, she was raised in the palm of her hand by her mother since she was a child, where has she seen such a battle, so she suffered a serious illness for more than half a month, and it is precisely because of this serious illness that she fell into the root of the disease, and the Ying brother who gave birth was a lame man and died early.
Gu Mama saw the girl's empty dead eyes, and her heart ached, just as she wanted to speak, she heard a commotion outside the door, she was worried about disturbing the girl, and hurriedly comforted a few words, so she opened the soft curtain and walked out, "Agarwood, Yingxue, you don't want to do things in your aunt's room, what are you doing in our Shulan Courtyard?" ”
Although she is exhausted, after all, Mama Gu has been a housekeeper for so many years, and this power is naturally not comparable to ordinary girls. Just one sentence made those little girls who were slightly contemptuous bow their heads weakly.
"Yo! Mama Gu, you are so angry! When this kind of thing happens, our second lady doesn't feel good, isn't this ...... The second lady was so sad that she accidentally moved the fetus, and the doctor said that she had to eat snow mountain bird's nest, but the bird's nest in our house is only the best for the second lady, so I hope the second lady can get a share. ”
Some people were not afraid of Mama Gu at all, and said proudly: "After all, what ...... What our second lady is carrying in her belly is also the younger brother of the second lady, isn't it? ”
"Agarwood, you are so bold!" When Mama Gu saw her villainous face, she immediately turned pale with anger, if it weren't for the attitude of the second room, how could this little girl who was usually submissive to her dare to be so presumptuous?
This second room really thinks that she has gained power, and from now on this backyard is in her hands?
Mu Yanchun listened to the conversation outside, staggered up, and stepped on the ground as if she was stepping on cotton...... The days when my mother just left?
She fell softly onto the couch, looked at her white and slender fingers, slightly distracted, the words of the maid outside became more and more unkind, just listening to Mama Gu's voice, she could imagine how angry Mama Gu was in her heart.
Mu Yanchun withdrew his gaze and whispered to the maid beside him: "Ying'er, I have a terrible headache, you go and call those people outside." ”
The goose-faced maid glanced at Mu Yanchun, and when she saw that she had a white face, her heart was also up and down, and she hurriedly stepped out in small steps.
In the middle of the night, a group of talents stood in front of her neatly, led by a charming maid with thin lips and thin eyes, looking at the bracelet on her wrist and the gold-covered hairpin on her head, she knew that she was very much loved by her master. Standing behind her and pretending to be docile, but the one who glanced left and right with her two eyes and looked at the precious objects in this room was Yingxue. They were followed by some inferior servants who came to carry the sundries.
Mu Yanchun stared at the agarwood led by him, and didn't speak for a long time, staring at the agarwood all over his body, and then slowly narrowed his eyebrows.
It's really like a dream, she hasn't seen the agarwood dressed up for many years, she remembers that after Roche had a body, this maid didn't know what means to climb onto her father's bed, and was later regarded by Roche as a thorn in the eye and a thorn in the flesh, and the scenery lasted only five years, and he was beaten to death by Roche because of his crime.
But that was after she got married, and now that I think about it, it seems as if I was still in a dream.
She looked at her hands as white as jade, such slender and white hands, she almost couldn't remember that she still didn't know the time of the spring water, her hands in her memory were so yellow and dry, like the hands of an eighty or ninety-year-old man, she had been thinking about the palace for so many years, and she was already decaying and withered at the age of thirty.
Which one is the dream?
Everything here is so real, frighteningly real. If it's really a dream, why not let her go back to before her mother died? At the very least, let her see her mother one last time.
"Second Miss, our wife asked the slave maid to ask you for some snow mountain bird's nest, if you are still sad about the eldest lady's affairs, then the slave maid will not bother you, just go and get it yourself." Agarwood smiled and saluted her.
“…… Second lady? Agarwood's words broke her thoughts, Mu Yanchun raised her eyes and glanced at her, but instead didn't speak to her, but leaned over and looked to the side, "Mama Gu, Xu has been feeling unwell recently, I can't remember clearly, why don't I remember that there is a second lady in our house?" ”
Mama Gu reacted quickly in the end, and answered unhurriedly, "Where is the second lady?" It's just an aunt who came in through the side door. ”
"If you bring in from the side door, you can also call Mrs. Although our family is not as good as those powerful families in Beijing, in the end, we have inherited the title, and we are also one of the largest families in Boling. If outsiders know that our house is so unruly, you have to chew some tongue roots, Gu Mama, do you think this is the reason? ”
The thrush boiled tea on the side, Mu Yanchun smelled the fragrance of the tea and was very clear, and then looked at the white face of Agarwood Qing for a while, she didn't pay much attention, "Thrush, what kind of tea is this boiling?" ”
"Miss, this is the pre-rain tea that the Su family asked for from Lanshan Temple, the ancestors sent it a few days ago, and it tastes the most nourishing, I added fennel and star anise, Miss, can you taste it?" The thrush's voice is crisp and sweet, like a bird chirping.
Mu Yanchun took the tea and didn't even throw a look at the agarwood.
Agarwood was first choked by the master and the grandmother singing and harmonizing, and then was left to the side and left a faceless, her heart couldn't stand it for a long time, she could speak with a clever mouth, I don't know how much the second lady likes, where can I stand this kind of anger, and immediately shook Mu Yanchun's face, "Second Miss, this second lady was called out by the master himself, if you feel uncomfortable, go and tell the master!" What kind of ability is it to put music on us? ”
Mu Yanchun's heart ached faintly, she originally thought that she didn't care about it, but now that she heard it with her own ears, her heart was still as uncomfortable as a knife.
In the ordinary noble family, the most taboo thing in the house is four words - discord in the house. Not to mention their Jing'an Hou Mansion, when the father carried the sedan chair eight times, the scenery carried the mother into the door infinitely, and there was also a happy time of harmony with the piano, when they were in love, the mother's stubbornness and high was the fun, and the father said that he loved her the cold appearance of cutting candles in front of the green window; When the enthusiasm dissipated, all her reserve and stubbornness became a pretentious gesture in his eyes.
The father's neglect and silence made the mother more and more haggard, she personally carried him into one concubine after another, watched one after another flower-like beauties step into the back house, and finally died for him.
The master of agarwood, Luo Shi, is his father's favorite aunt, she was born slender and delicate, and has the beautiful appearance of a Jiangnan woman, Wu Nong's soft words are drunk with people's hearts, her favorite is a variety of maintenance methods, and her body is more important than anything else, although she is already the mother of two children, but her skin is more tender than a girl.
Roche blew a soft breeze at the base of his father's ear, and he listened to her everything.
"There is a smell of medicine in this house, how good is the girl's homely smoked in it!" The sound of footsteps gradually approached from the door, and when Mu Yanchun heard this voice, his whole body froze, and he could barely hold the tea cup in his hand.
She put down the teacup, struggled to get up, and saw the middle-aged man with a majestic appearance and a dignified atmosphere walked in, as soon as he came in, his eyes swept towards Mu Yanchun, and he moved away very quickly, and instructed the maid on the side to open the screen window to disperse the smell of medicine, and then sat on the soft chair above, and saw that she was about to kneel down and salute with a white face, although he had a trace of anger in his heart, but in the end, it was his own daughter, or asked the maid to help her sit down.
The first sentence after sitting down was not to Mu Yanchun, but glanced at the people in the room, saw Agarwood, and frowned suddenly, "Agarwood, the second lady is not in good health now, you don't go to Xiangjun's courtyard to serve the master, what are you doing in the second lady's room?" ”