Zhao Hui lives in the factory, whether he is a SH local or not, I forgot. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info doesn't seem to have mentioned it, but he goes to his sister's house every Sunday. I know that.

One time when he came back from his sister's house, he called me and said, "I said to my sister: 'I'm in a relationship online. ＇”

"What did your sister say?" I asked shyly.

"My sister laughed at me and said don't be deceived." He replied.

"What do you think?" I had a bad premonition.

"I believe in you, you come to SH." He replied without hesitation.

Listening to his words, my heart was sweet. It feels like you're being needed. "Maybe it's love." I thought to myself.

Since then, I feel that the sun is shining every day, and the air is filled with the fragrance of love. Walking on the road, sometimes I laugh unconsciously. I fell into the magic of the love I had created for myself. Always thinking about what he's doing now, huh? Do you miss me? I fell in love with an image that had been formed in my heart for a long time, and projected all the advantages of my ideal lover onto Zhao Hui, and I felt that his every move, every smile and smile was very cute. Two people can't be together all the time.

The mutual attraction of the souls, the entanglement of each other, and the tease of the two of us are in love day and night.

Unfortunately, good life is always very short-lived. By the time I felt like I was in a hot period of love, he might have been tired of such days and began to rarely log on to QQ. If he doesn't log in to QQ for two days in a row, I will be in a trance, fantasizing that Zhao Hui is the lover who loves me the most. He must be busy with work and don't have time to surf the Internet. I left him a message on QQ, recording my daily thoughts, and sometimes writing about my day's life and feelings like writing an essay. Sometimes he replied to me, sometimes he didn't reply for days.

After going on like this for a while, my sanity returned. I think my love flew away. I can't indulge like this anymore, he may find a girl who is more suitable for him, and he doesn't want me to be sad, so he won't open QQ, let me know the difficulties and retreat.

I turned off that QQ and reapplied for a new QQ to start a new life of my own. But the original QQ was only closed for a day, and I regretted it, I couldn't bear him. pulled all the netizens on the original QQ into the new QQ. Other netizens asked me, what are you tossing so for? I don't know why. There is him in the original QQ, and I have no desire to chat. But in the new QQ group, because there is no him, I have no desire to chat. In short, I'm conflicted. The contradiction confuses me. I often think, don't you need to say that you are breaking up in online dating? Is it really good to be cold treated? Maybe I don't really know him, maybe I'm in a relationship with my own fantasies.

The unreality of online dating is like fireworks, or meteors, which are short-lived and beautiful and cannot last long. The damage of online dating is huge, and I don't believe in love anymore.

I didn't feel sad about the month I fell out of love, but my weight dropped from 120 pounds to less than 100 pounds. In order to stop thinking about him, I began to talk about going to the mainland. I started by looking for a job online, and there were very few jobs available online. My initial plan was to look for a job at BJ or TJ. It can be seen on the Internet that the price of renting a house is too expensive. I don't dare to go, SH is a place I deliberately avoided, and I won't consider it in the Yangtze River Delta area. In the end, the elder brother clapped his hand and said, "You go to Guangzhou, my cousin is in Guangzhou, and he can take care of you after you go." At that time, I thought: as long as I leave HN and don't get close to SH, it doesn't matter where I go. In this way, I was put on a plane to Guangzhou by my brother. At that time, there was no such thing as online booking of air tickets, and they were all bought at the airport. The ticket from HN to Guangzhou seemed to be more than 400 yuan, and I took out 1,000 yuan and asked the airport conductor to buy me 500 yuan insurance, which scared the conductor, and she insisted that she could only sell insurance for 175 yuan at most. I guess she thought I was cheating on the insurance and was worried that I would commit suicide on the plane, but in fact, she thought too much, I just thought that if the plane had an accident, my brother and parents would suddenly become millionaires. Before getting on the plane, I called my brother and told him that I had bought an insurance of 175 yuan, and the beneficiary wrote that he would compensate 1 million yuan if something went wrong, and I would give half of it to my parents. With the dream of making 1 million, I boarded the plane. Probably I was the one with the most insurance on this plane, so I got extra attention from the flight attendants. One will come and ask me if I want water, another will ask me if I want food, and one will ask me if I need help. During the 45-minute flight, I was stunned by the flight attendant. After getting off the plane, I was dizzy and sighed: It's a pity, nothing happened, 1 million is gone.

The old-fashioned Guangzhou airport is very small, but there are a lot of people coming and going. After leaving the airport, I searched for a long time to find my cousin, and he said that he was afraid that I would not find him, so he stayed at the exit and did not dare to move the place. In such a small place, how could he not be found in an untouched place, he lied to the ghost. I pouted and ignored him.

He explained vigorously: "Why have you lost so much weight, I can't even recognize it, so I didn't dare to say hello to you."

"If you are fat yourself, you want others to be fat too. You must be late, don't explain. "I'm not polite to expose him.

"Seriously, how did you lose weight?" The cousin was very curious.

I won't tell him if I beat him to death, because he lost his weight because he fell out of love. Talking nonsense to him: "I don't sit within half an hour after eating every day, I just walk back and forth, or clean up the room, I can't sit anyway, and I lose weight."

"Really?" It's as simple as that?" The cousin was deeply skeptical.

"It's really better than pearls, you know I'm so lazy, it's impossible for me to exercise, that's how I lost weight." I fooled him.

"Then our company is on the 12th floor, I walk down from the 12th floor after eating every day, and it is estimated that it will take half an hour to walk up again, so I should be able to reduce my stomach, right?" My cousin asked me excitedly.

"Absolutely, try it today!" I encouraged him to come.

"Alas, I guess my stomach can be reduced, but I climbed the stairs after eating, and the problem of stomach prolapse is really hard to say." I thought to myself.

"Cousin, it's not my sister who fooled you, who told you to hit the muzzle of the gun when I was in a bad mood, I just made fun of you by the way." I apologized to my cousin in shame. As for the question of his inaudibility, it is not something for me to consider.