"I don't understand Ms. Ruan's words. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" Yuan Youliao asked with a frown.

Ruan Yifan waved his hand and said, "Forget it, let's talk about something you can understand." ”

As she spoke, Ruan Yifan opened the canvas bag she had brought from the studio before, she took out a whole stack of books, straightened them out, and pushed them in front of Yuan Youliao.

"What are these?" Yuan Youliao picked up one of the books and flipped through it, and soon he got the answer from the content.

"Is it a diary?" Yuan Youliao raised his head and looked at Ruan Yifan and asked.

Ruan Yifan nodded: "Yes, this is my sister Ruan Yifei's description of her real life over the years. ”

Yuan Youliao didn't speak, because in Ruan Yifei's diary, he saw a lot of gloomy and gray shouts, in the face of all kinds of sexlessness, lovelessness, indifference, hostility, and even profiteering in life, Yuan Youliao could feel a woman's despair and helplessness from just between the lines.

"Why didn't your sister get a divorce?" As a bystander, Yuan Youliao threw out this question very easily.

"She doesn't dare?"

"Why don't you dare?"

Ruan Yifei's negation made Yuan Youliao feel incredible.

"Because she was deceived by a greedy and vain man before, and she was also made to have a big belly and gave birth to a child. Suddenly, there was finally an empathetic, gentle and considerate man with an extraordinary temperament who was willing to marry her regardless of her previous suspicions, and she was too late to be happy, how could she think that the man just wanted to use her as a cover to cover up his different orientations? By the time she realized what was going on, the pressure of public opinion had left her without the courage to be herself. All she can do is be strong and forbearing, trying to change, struggling to fail, gradually compromise, silently accepting, breaking down and giving up, and ending her life. ”

After listening to Ruan Yifan's speech, Yuan Youliao was silent for a long time.

"I'm sorry." He finally spoke.

"What?" Ruan Yifan raised his eyelids and glanced at Yuan Youliao.

"Although I am a journalist covering social news, today I suddenly feel that I have deeply hurt you."

Ruan Yifan sneered and asked, "Why?" ”

"Because I am a man who rejoices in his achievements, but I do not see the need of those who are really struggling in pain."

Ruan Yifan shook his head and said very indifferently: "Greed is our nature, I don't blame you, because I am also the same species as you." ”

Yuan Youliao looked up at Ruan Yifan, he didn't speak, silently took out his cigarette case, thought about it, and put it back in his pocket.

"Can you give me a cigarette?" Ruan Yifan asked.

"Of course." As he spoke, Yuan Youliao immediately stood up, took out a cigarette and handed it to Ruan Yifan.

The flame of the lighter was lit, and under the warm orange light, Ruan Yifan's gaze became particularly cold.

Bounced off the cigarette ash that was accidentally scattered on his body, Ruan Yifan glanced at the stack of diaries and said, "You can help me keep it first, I think, if I go to the human police station, maybe they won't help me keep it well." I'm afraid I'll lose it. ”

Yuan Youliao nodded heavily, he put the notebook in his direction again, and said, "Okay." ”

After that, the room became silent again.

After thinking about it for a long time, Yuan Youliao still expressed the doubts in his heart: "So, was Wei Ziran killed by you?" ”

Ruan Yifan smiled: "So many people in the school have seen him commit suicide by jumping off the building by himself, my superpower can only transfer Ruan Yifei's emotions before committing suicide to Wei Ziran, as for facing the same feelings, whether everyone will make the same behavior and action, no one can control it." That's an inner feedback response. ”

Yuan Youliao nodded: "Well, so you came to let Wei Ziran feel the same pain your sister is facing, right?" ”

Ruan Yifan shook his head: "No, at first, I came to Svethan Planet because I made an appointment with my sister to climb Himekens, but when I arrived at the agreed hotel, I found that my sister suddenly changed her itinerary and set off first to a mountaineering base we had been to." When I got there, I found that she had swallowed sleeping pills and ended her life. She left me with only a brief farewell letter and these diaries in her backpack. ”

"So you covered up Ruan Yifei's time of death and pretended to be her identity, you want to come back for revenge, right?"

Faced with Yuan Youliao's relentless pursuit, Ruan Yifan could only smile helplessly.

"It's not so much revenge as I'm here to find out. I wonder why the whole thing has developed into such a tragedy that someone needs to end their lives to give up, and I want to know what is going on. In fact, Wei Ziran lives in the teacher's single dormitory arranged by the school all the year round, and he doesn't care about my sister's life or death at all, and I don't need any pretense when I come back to inquire about the situation. But since everyone is willing to treat me as Ruan Yifei, then why shouldn't I? Maybe through my sister's identity, through her perspective, I can see more of the truth. ”

Yuan Youliao nodded, he admitted that Ruan Yifan had done it.

To all but their sisters, she really had insight into everything. Maybe this is really the best way for her to experience her sister's situation firsthand.

"Although I am sorry for your sister's suicide. But I still have a feeling that if it were you, many things might have different results. ”

Ruan Yifan couldn't help but smile indifferently when he looked at Yuan Youliao's serious expression, and said: "If you start from this topic, as an academic researcher, I can really say a lot. However, to put it simply, I still think that when it comes to the issue of the same wife, we still put too much emphasis on individual adaptability and habitually ignore the important influence of the environment. As individuals shaped in the same cultural environment, although our differences can occasionally change the direction of events, if we want to have a qualitative change in the whole, we still need multi-party cooperation to bring about it. ”

Yuan Youliao agrees with Ruan Yifan's remarks, and he knows that as an important supporter of collaboration, Ruan Yifan definitely did not call himself in alone to simply discuss the case of Ruan Yifei's suicide.

From Ruan Yifan's calm and calm eyes, Yuan Youliao suddenly felt a little like a bastard who didn't do his job. He felt that with Ruan Yifan's consciousness and thoughts, he didn't bother to bother with such trivial things as ordinary people like them, and he instantly felt that he was a little narrow-minded about the stupid question of whether Ruan Yifan was simply revenge for revenge.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and Fan Meng walked in first.

Of course, for his whole process of monitoring, Fan Meng did not show much desire to participate in the discussion, but only mentioned softly: "The time is up." The police car from the Interstellar Police Station has arrived. ”

Ruan Yifan nodded, stood up and wanted to say goodbye and leave.

At this time, Yuan Youliao seemed to remember something, and suddenly said: "Ms. Ruan, I have learned a lot from talking to you. No wonder even the people of Nieo are willing to come to you for advice. ”

Ruan Yifan's face sank for a moment, but he immediately smiled perfunctorily again and said, "Goodbye." ”

Chapter Seventy-One

"What do you mean, I don't understand it." Yuan Youliao asked with a frown.

Ruan Yifan waved his hand and said, "Forget it, let's talk about something you can understand." ”

As she spoke, Ruan Yifan opened the canvas bag she had brought from the studio before, she took out a stack of books, straightened them out, and pushed them in front of Yuan Youliao.

"What are these?" Yuan Youliao picked up a notebook and flipped through it, and soon he got the answer from the content.

"Is it a diary?" Yuan Youliao raised his head and looked at Ruan Yifan and asked.

Ruan Yifan nodded: "Yes, this is my sister Ruan Yifei's description of her real life over the years. ”

Yuan Youliao didn't speak, because in Ruan Yifei's diary, he saw a lot of gloomy and gray shouts, in the face of all kinds of sexlessness, lovelessness, indifference, hostility, and even profiteering in life, Yuan Youliao could feel a woman's despair and helplessness from just between the lines.

"Why didn't your sister get a divorce?"

"She doesn't dare?"

"Why don't you dare?"

"Because she was deceived by a greedy and vain man before, and she was also made to have a big belly and gave birth to a child. Suddenly, there was finally an empathetic, gentle and considerate, and extraordinary temperament man who was willing to marry her regardless of her previous suspicions, and she was too late to be happy, how could she think that the man just wanted to use her as a cover for his different orientations? By the time she realized what was going on, the pressure of public opinion had left her without the courage to be herself. All she can do is be strong and forbearing, trying to change, struggling to fail, gradually compromise, silently accepting, breaking down and giving up, and understanding life. ”

After listening to Ruan Yifan's speech, Yuan Youliao was silent for a long time.

"I'm sorry." He finally spoke.

"What?"

"Although I am a reporter covering the news of the association, today I suddenly feel that I have deeply hurt you."

"Why?"

"Because I am a man who rejoices in his achievements, but I do not see the need of those who are really struggling in pain."

Ruan Yifan smiled and shook his head: "Greed is our nature, I don't blame you, because I am also the same person as you." ”

Yuan Youliao looked up at Ruan Yifan, he didn't speak, silently took out his cigarette case, thought about it, and put it back in his pocket.

"Can you give me a cigarette?" Ruan Yifan asked.

"Of course." As he spoke, Yuan Youliao immediately glued up, took out a cigarette and handed it to Ruan Yifan.

The flame of the lighter was lit, and under the warm orange light, Ruan Yifan's gaze became particularly cold.

Bounced off the cigarette ash that was accidentally scattered on his body, Ruan Yifan glanced at the stack of diaries and said, "You can help me keep it first, I want to go to the human police station, maybe they won't help me keep it." I'm afraid I'll lose it. ”

Yuan Youliao nodded heavily, he put the notebook in his direction again, and said, "Okay." ”

After that, the room became silent again.

After thinking about it for a long time, Yuan Youliao still expressed the doubts in his heart: "So, was Wei Ziran killed by you?" ”

Ruan Yifan smiled: "So many people in the school have seen him commit suicide by jumping off the building by himself, my superpower can only transfer Ruan Yifei's emotions before committing suicide to Wei Ziran, as for facing the same feelings, whether everyone will make the same behavior and action, no one can control it." That's an inner feedback response. ”

Yuan Youliao nodded: "Well, so you came to let Wei Ziran feel the same pain your sister is facing, right?" ”

Ruan Yifan shook his head: "No, at first, I came to Svethan Planet because I made an appointment with my sister to climb Himekens, but when I arrived at the agreed hotel, I found that my sister suddenly changed her itinerary and set off first to a mountaineering base we had been to. When I got there, I found that she had swallowed sleeping pills and ended her life. She wrote me a short farewell letter and these diaries in her backpack. ”

"So you covered up Ruan Yifei's time of death and pretended to be her identity, you want to come back for revenge, right?"

Faced with Yuan Youliao's relentless pursuit, Ruan Yifan could only smile helplessly.

"It's not so much revenge as I'm here to find out. I wonder why the whole thing has developed into such a tragedy that someone needs to end their lives to give up, and I want to know what is going on. In fact, Wei Ziran lives in the school teacher's dormitory all the year round, and he doesn't care about my sister's life or death at all, and he doesn't need any pretense to come back to inquire about the situation. But since everyone is willing to treat me as Ruan Yifei, then why shouldn't I? Maybe through my sister's identity, I can see more of the truth. ”

Yuan Youliao nodded, he admitted that Ruan Yifan had done it. To all but their sisters, she really had insight into everything. Learning like this is really the best way for her to experience her sister's situation firsthand.

"Although your sister is sorry for your sister's suicide. But I still have a feeling that if it were you, many things might have different results. ”

Ruan Yifan couldn't help but smile when he looked at Yuan Youliao's serious expression, and said: "If you start from this topic, as an academic researcher, I can really say a lot. However, to put it simply, I still think that we put too much emphasis on individual adaptability and habitually ignore the important influence of the larger environment. As individuals shaped in the same cultural environment, although our differences can occasionally change the direction of events, if we want to have a qualitative change in the whole, we still need multi-party cooperation to bring about it. ”

Yuan Youliao agrees with Ruan Yifan's remarks, and he knows that as an important supporter of collaboration, Ruan Yifan definitely did not call himself in alone to simply discuss the case of Ruan Yifei's suicide.

From Ruan Yifan's calm and calm eyes, Yuan Youliao suddenly felt a little like a bastard who didn't do his job. He felt that with Ruan Yifan's consciousness and thoughts, he didn't bother to bother with such trivial things as ordinary people like them, and he instantly felt that he was a little narrow-minded about the stupid question of whether Ruan Yifan was simply revenge for revenge.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and Fan Meng walked in first.

Of course, he didn't show much desire to participate in the discussion about his full monitoring, but only whispered: "It's time." The police car from the Interstellar Police Station has arrived. ”

Ruan Yifan nodded, stood up and wanted to say goodbye and leave.

At this time, Yuan Youliao seemed to remember something, and suddenly said: "Ms. Ruan, I have learned a lot from talking to you. It's no wonder that even the people of the planet Nieo are willing to come to you for advice. ”

Ruan Yifan's face sank for a moment, but he immediately smiled perfunctorily again and said, "Goodbye." ”

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Today, a friend specially asked me if I had pushed my own novel on Baidu Tieba.

Haha, although I would love to admit it, it is true that I haven't promoted it yet.

From the screenshot sent by a friend, I saw that it was a book friend who had left a message before: the clouds of autumn leaves.

Thank you, I feel full of energy 2333333333...... (To be continued.) )