It's going to be on the shelves, it's going to be on the shelves!!

Very emotional, it's finally going to be on the shelves after so long!

The update time is one and a half months, and the number of words is 320,000, which is all on the surface. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

But in fact, it has been three months since I wrote this book, and the number of words I have written is nearly 500,000, and those differences are all private.

I'm a newcomer.,I don't have much experience.,I didn't have any plans when I wrote.,I wrote it with a little impulse in my heart at the beginning.。

At first, I didn't dare to publish it, so I wrote it every day, and then I thought hard about it.

Will anyone like it?

Is it acceptable to write like this?

Will anyone be disgusted by writing like this?

Will people write like this without substitution and no feeling?

Are people tired of watching too much of this kind of plot?

Will people think of me, the author, as a stupid and mentally retarded designer?

All kinds of thoughts, all kinds of worries, very entangled before writing, and difficult to decide after writing, it's really very difficult!

Often, after a few days of writing, I have a new idea, and then I delete and rewrite the previous one, and I am not satisfied with the rewriting, and I want to delete and write again, and the manuscript alone is deleted and rewritten, and there are more than 100,000 words.

I also know that this is the reason why I don't have self-confidence, but where can I get confidence as a new writer?

I don't have a readership, I don't know how to promote it, I don't know how many people can notice my work in hundreds of thousands of books, and even if they are lucky enough to be seen by a few people, people don't necessarily like my books.

With so many questions, I really don't have much confidence!

In the early stage, I kept struggling to write, write, delete and delete, but when I played with it, I found that my mind was mushy, and the initial ideas began to be confused.

Later, I was ruthless, don't think about anything, and quickly pull it down!

If I continue to dwell on it, I guess I won't have the courage to publish it, and I won't have the momentum to continue writing.

Then I posted it ruthlessly, found a picture on the Internet, and then used a tool to make a cover, which is what everyone sees now.

After uploading and publishing, all kinds of tensions, code words can't settle down, every few minutes will be refreshed to click on the recommendation and collection, is to especially hope that some readers can like it.

Unfortunately, it doesn't taste good!

There are very few people who like it, so I pay special attention to every book friend, and I also care very much about the book review opinions of every book friend.

Praise me for being happy for a long time, scold me for not being able to eat for a day, and I immediately want to change the plot if I put forward an opinion.

Hey, after the book is posted, it is even more uncertain than when it was not posted, and sometimes I can't figure out the direction.

Later, I realized that although my readers are very few compared to others, there are quite a few people.

It's hard to reconcile people, some like this and some like that, no matter who I preference, I will lose another part of the people.

I thought, this is my book, I'd better write my own thoughts, everyone likes it, and if you don't like it, you can't help it. If I write according to the reader's idea, then don't I have to write a copy for each reader?

Tsk, I really don't have that ability, and I can't write my own ideas well......

Then, I grew up a little, I insisted on writing my thoughts, and I would not be easily abducted by the suggestions of book friends, hehe!

Then, seventy or eighty thousand words before signing the contract, two inconspicuous little recommendations, I have been running naked for half a month before I put it on the shelves, compared with others, tsk, don't think about other people's treatment.

It's normal to be treated by no one, because no one's grades, my data is too miserable, and there is nothing to complain about.

I can't do this update.,It's already handicapped.,When I write, I look forward and backward all kinds of entanglements.,Sitting for hours every day to squeeze out two chapters.,Compared with others, it's like the gap between a snail car and a thousand miles.。

I can't compare with others in all aspects, and I don't compare with others, so I don't care about writing my own books, and what about other loves.

But, although I'm a scumbag, I also have readers!!

Although my data is miserable, although I have low self-esteem and don't even have the face to join the author group, although I am ashamed and dare not talk to the editor-in-charge, I really have hundreds of readers to support it!

Hundreds of people, if you want to pull them all together, then you can sweep through and tie up a few little sisters at any school you go, okay?

There are so many spicy people, even if you go anywhere, you can occupy a street and be chic and happy, right?

Thinking about it this way, tsk, hundreds of brothers and sisters are standing behind us, and we are still quite awesome!

Let's not compare with those who are more bullish, their cows are theirs, let's just nest up and live our own little life, okay?

What a list or something, if we don't have that strength, we won't compete with them!

What kind of monthly pass or something, we can't be on the list anyway, if we have it, we will put on it and pretend to be faced, and we won't force it if we don't have it.

I don't fight for anything, and I don't have any big ambitions, I hope you can give a little when it's convenient for you, and you can be content to subscribe to my genuine version to eat!

Code words are really a waste of time and energy, everyone is mortal, life is limited, I just want not to work in vain, I hope your subscription can let me buy some firewood, rice, oil and salt to live a good life!

I am very, very grateful to my brothers and sisters for their support along the way, and I hope that everyone will continue to support and encourage me after it is put on the shelves, and I sincerely ask you not to starve me to death! /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

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In addition to subscribing, others are also crying and begging!!

Although we don't have anything to fight, how can it be put on the shelves, and there are a few monthly passes that can also decorate the façade!

There are also recommendation votes, too, and in the future, even if we don't have a chance to recommend this book, we can have a chance to show our face on various lists!

The more people who show their faces and know about us, the more opportunities there will be to join new brothers!

Now we have hundreds of brothers, if we can have tens of thousands in the future, then we will be even more chic!

Ahem, there is a reward or something, the local tyrant brothers can buy a pack of cigarettes to smoke if they leak a little bit in hand, I am really looking forward to it!

We don't fight for anything, but we really want to do everything!!

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