"Why do you think I'm asking you such an embarrassing question?

"Do you think I'm going to be able to say something like that without mind?

"Do you think I'm not going to know that these words will make you angry and ruin the atmosphere?

"Why can't you think about why I can't ask you questions directly!"

The two hands were still intertwined, and the girl was held tightly by the boy and could not break free. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's too late to say that, right? Why didn't you say it on the first "date" in your life, why didn't you say it on the evening of the day before your 14th birthday, why didn't you say it by the old banyan tree on the shore of the central lake a few days ago!

Until I have decided to throw away all my old baggage and start a new life, I come to hold my hand again, this is really too cunning, right?

"Of course it's because ......" After a high-pitched continuous question, the young man's voice gradually lowered himself.

"That's because of ......, of course," the girl unconsciously opened her lips slightly, repeating the sentence even more quietly.

"Of course it's because you've always been an idiot!" Without prior agreement, the two tacitly chose to suppress first and then promote, and after a short silence, a neutral voice erupted from their chests, making the same accusation to each other.

After listening to this accusation, which was exactly what she said, the girl lowered her head deeply from the table, and for the first time, she raised her face slightly.

Her eyes were full of surprise and incredulity, and of course, inexplicable feelings and tears.

The short gap between the girl's mind was firmly grasped by the young man, and when the girl choked back her tears and had no time to care, the young man continued to say what he wanted to say, "Whether you are wronged or wronged, it's obviously me first!" Why are you so excited? ”

In this kind of situation, it is impossible to do it deliberately, but the boy follows his heart and says the sentence that best fits the current atmosphere.

Perhaps it is because human emotions and language, in the most extreme emotions, are connected without borders.

It was a little different from what he had imagined just now, and the surprise in the girl's eyes was clouded with another layer of surprise, and it was very incredible to add it to the incredible.

But the boy was still saying what he wanted to say.

"What kind of girl just loves to make trouble, what kind of girl just loves to turn over old accounts! It's just a 14th birthday, why does gender awareness suddenly start to be so strong! ”

"You ......" The girl's clenched hands began to tremble a little, this guy actually brought up the incident himself!

"What makes up for the vacancy that I have no brothers and sisters, what kind of life is like a circle! Obviously you used me as a substitute for some kind of happy use, right?

"Why did you alienate me for no reason, why did you suddenly feel like a different person overnight!

"I'm the one who has been wronged, right? I'm the one who was wronged, right? It was me six years ago, right? You're still so grumpy, you're really taking me for an idiot, right? ”

"What do you mean by that? What do you mean! Listening to the young man's more and more outrageous speeches, a hot anger burned on the girl's chest, "What grievances have you suffered?" Who have you been wronged by? What the hell are you talking nonsense! ”

"Isn't it you who is the first to move the center of the circle farther and farther away!"

The girl's mouth opened wide, and the tears in her eyes had already evaporated from the churning of anger, leaving only a red mess.

14 years old, birthday, center of the circle.

She thought back to that evening, and she was like today, burying her head, gritting her teeth, choking back tears, and saying things that were much stronger than now.

Then the following day, she spent one of the most painful birthdays in her life.

And then the center of the circle naturally began to deviate.

"Is a mere 14th birthday that important? Is gender awareness in adolescence more important than all of me? ”

"You ......"

"You know how important you were to me at that time? How many nights have I tossed and turned for this, you know? It's so sad that it's all because I'm alienated by you!

"After all these years until today, we slowly look like intimate childhood sweethearts again, but do you dare to have a clear conscience and dare to say frankly that there is no gap between us!"

"That's all...... It's all because of your idiotic behavior! Unilaterally endured the biased accusations of the teenager, and it happened to be the thing she cared about the most and was most indignant, and the girl finally broke through the limit of her patience.

Because what she was going to say next would take all her strength, the girl buried her head again, bent slightly to lower her center of gravity, and stacked all her weight on the knobs she was forced to clench.

"Do you know how idiotic you were at the time? Do you know what you did to a little girl who is not yet 14 years old! Do you know how many years this invisible wound has torn her apart? Then your so-called pain and unwillingness are completely your own doing! How can you have the face to say these things that you have been wronged! ”

"You admit it, right? You admit it! You admit that I am miserable and unwilling, right? It's all because of you and I that I'm like this! I don't care what happened before, but you should sincerely apologize to me first! ”

"How could it be that I apologize? How could it be that I came to apologize! Why do you still know nothing about the mistakes you made in the first place, and still refuse to admit to that ugly evil deed? ”

"That's because...... That's because ......'s young man's momentum has been discouraged for the first time, and perhaps after so many years, with his growth and tempering of the years, he has gradually become different from the teenager when he was 14 years old, and he has begun to vaguely understand something.

"Isn't your heart empty? Scared, right? Until now, I finally regretted it, right? The girl pursued the boy, wanting to vent the anger that had also been building up for years.

"No, it's not." The muscles of the boy's arms were beginning to be faintly visible under his clothes, which were driven by the exertion of his hands.

"It hurts, it hurts...... Are you an idiot? The girl felt the boy's mood deeply, because he was no longer so gentle and careful because of the outburst of extreme emotions, and he forgot that his palm was still clenched in his ground, and any irrational venting would harm the person who was once extremely important in his mouth.

"It's not like that, a 14-year-old, no! How can a teenager who has not yet reached the age of 14 know his full feelings with complete clarity! What he asks you, what he asks you, what he tells you, why do you believe it word for word? (To be continued.) )