Luoyang at this moment is painful, pain is simply not obtained, lost and cannot be shaken off, in many cases, the heaviest and most depressing part of a period of pain is the feeling that it cannot be shaken off. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

This heaviness is actually an exaggeration of the known predicament, and thinking about the pain for a long time will weaken our ability to fight back.

So to live happily even in times of despair, as if there was something to be happy about in this stupid world.

Luoyang wiped his eyes, stopped his tears, and he went around in one direction, anyway, he had time, and he didn't even have to go to the company before the lunch break.

There will be a day when we meet, but it's not now, the current self, ashamed of my mother's love for me, such a self, even Luoyang itself feels disgusted, a person who has nothing, gives up on life, and even beats his own children, with no income.

In Luoyang's previous view, although this kind of person existed, it could not be himself anyway, but when he really arrived at this body, he knew that he would also become such a person.

It is precisely because of this that he feels that he has no face to face his mother, and years of love in exchange for this kind of ending, presumably it is difficult for her to accept it.

Luoyang had thought about going home before, after all, he could hear from his father's tone on the phone, he was angry, but it was only limited to being angry, tiger poison does not eat children, who is willing to let their children suffer outside?

With this tangled heart, Luoyang wandered outside for two hours, and when he was sure that his mother should be no longer at the door of the company, he sneaked towards the company.

Low self-esteem makes him unable to face his parents calmly, and he has no way to straighten his body and behave, he always feels that there is an invisible finger poking his backbone, telling his incompetence.

Luoyang soon discovered that there is a saying that is very true, that is, when you tell a lie, you will need more lies to fulfill the original lie.

When dragging his tired body home, this time Jiang Yue did not say a word to him as before, but looked at him curiously and asked, "How is your work today?" ”

Although he felt that his lying behavior was very wrong, Luoyang still stubbornly continued to speak, nothing more than that the seniors in the company took care of themselves, and the new job happened to be what they were good at, so it was not difficult to do it at all.

In short, in the beautiful lie he weaved himself, everything is happy, sunny, everything is thriving, life has hope again, and life is moving towards light.

He chose to conceal that he was targeted by Aunt Chen, concealed the stunned, disdainful and sarcastic eyes of other employees in the company when they looked at him, and also concealed that he met his mother when he went out today but did not dare to recognize him.

All the darkness was buried by him, and he tried to weave a lame and beautiful dream, and in the end, even he felt that this life was really good, and if the life was really as he thought, it would be too good.

When did I start to become so satisfied?

After speaking, Jiang Yue looked at Luoyang and nodded, "Come on, life will be better!" ”

After speaking, Jiang Yue wanted to leave, and at this time, Luoyang couldn't help but say, "This, I have been taken care of by you a lot these days, or I'll treat you to a meal!" ”

"I just brought Luo Luo to my house to eat, so let's do it, tomorrow is Sunday, you can buy vegetables and come to my house, if I remember correctly, your cooking is quite delicious." Jiang Yue pursed her lips and laughed, "It's been a while since I ate your cooking." ”

As soon as he said this, he stumped Luoyang, he has always been a rich and noble life with clothes to reach out for food and open his mouth, and his ten fingers do not touch the spring water, where will he cook food.

However, the reason why Jiang Yue said this, Luoyang almost understood, probably because he learned to cook in order to pursue Jiang Yue later!

Thinking of this, Luoyang couldn't help frowning, he didn't quite understand what was going on, obviously Jiang Yue seemed to have a good impression of himself, otherwise he wouldn't take care of himself so much, why didn't he be with Jiang Yue in the first place, but chose a person who was extremely strange to his current self?

What has happened in the past ten years, and who is the woman called Qi Luoluo? Why did he marry her later, and what happened, he fell to the point where his family was bankrupt and even his father didn't recognize him, why did he divorce Qi Luoluo again, what happened.

All of this has become a mystery, Luoyang didn't dare to ask too much, that would only expose him, so he could only knock on the side in the next time to see if he could learn some news.

Luo Luo turned his head to look at Luo Luo, stretched out his hand and touched Luo Luo's head, now it is this little girl who supports herself to continue to work hard, otherwise Luo ** didn't know where she got the motivation to endure so much suffering, and even sold her dignity in exchange for this money.

Jiang Yue, who walked out of Luoyang's house, suddenly laughed, this little fool, in order not to worry about himself, he really tried his best, in fact, if he wants to make a comeback, he can go to those previous partners, those who know his ability will definitely give him a chance to make a comeback, not to mention anything else, if Hu Yang knows that he is here, he will rush over as soon as possible.

It seems that he still hasn't been able to get out of that knot, indeed, something so big has happened, who can really get out!

Jiang Yue sighed and clenched his fists, but the face of the woman who was gentle as water back then but was as cold as a machine now appeared in his mind.

At the beginning, I believed in you, so I let him take care of you, and you promised me to take good care of him, but as a result, is this how you take care of him?

She took a deep breath and erased the woman's face from her mind, but smiled softly, "It's okay, I can't be by his side in his happiest time, but at least, I can accompany him out of this most difficult road." ”

She couldn't help but think of the young man who was smiling as bright as the sun, wearing an apron and a thin but reliable figure busy in the kitchen.

Of course, Jiang Yue knew how much he spent on the pots of porridge he stewed after his appendicitis surgery, and how many blisters he had on his hands.

Since the past can't go back, then, try to seize the future!

She nodded vigorously and walked towards the sun.

Because it's almost the weekend, the kindergarten also assigns homework to the children, although it is not too much, but it is also something that allows children to consolidate their learning.

When Luoyang came out of the shower, he happened to see Luo Luo was immersed in hard reading, and his little face was extremely serious, and he only noticed the pen in Luo Luo's hand at this time, which was a small pencil that had been shortened and could not be shorter, and the pencil case was still the iron pencil case before, and it was not replaced with the multi-functional pencil case he bought.

"Luo Luo, didn't Dad buy you a new pencil and pencil case yesterday? Why don't you use it. The school bag is still the same as before. Luoyang asked with some curiosity.

"This one can still be used." Luo Luo said with a natural face, "If the pencil case is not broken, the pencil case that Dad bought is the most beautiful, and Luo Luo broke it." ”

Luoyang took a deep breath, stretched out his hand and touched Luo Luo's head, sat next to Luo Luo, and used a pencil sharpener to cut out the pencil in his hand little by little, and then took out the worn-out pencil from Luo Luo's hand, "Use it, use it and Dad will buy it for you again, Dad has money now." ”

"But......," Lolo wanted to say something.

Luoyang thought that Luo Luo was reluctant to change to a new one, although he felt sorry for Luo Luo's premature sensibility, although his current life was still very poor, but Luo Yang still felt that since he had started a new life, he should change to a new one, and directly threw the pen and pencil case into the trash, and put the new pen and paper and new schoolbag by Luo Luo's side.

"That schoolbag was bought by my mother for Luo Luo." Luo Luo looked at the schoolbag in the trash can, and suddenly said, "Luo Luo hasn't seen his mother for a long time, Luo Luo has forgotten what his mother looks like, if he loses his schoolbag, Luo Luo will really forget his mother's ......"

Just when I wanted to see what Luo Luo wrote, Luoyang's movements suddenly froze......

He turned his head to look at the shabby stationery in the trash can, these things, which Qi Luoluo bought?

But I don't know why, I feel bitter and astringent in my heart.

It's uncomfortable, but it doesn't seem to be particularly uncomfortable.

Inexplicable feeling.