Chapter 001: The sun is warm
If the memory is a mottled old photo, obscure and blurry, but it gives people a bitter and sweet taste, then at this moment, for Luoyang, his memory is completely blank. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
He was catching up on sleep in the classroom a second ago, but now he woke up in a small rental room full of wine bottles and the air smelled of smoke and must.
The rental house was very dilapidated, and very small, no more than thirty square meters at most, the walls were already yellow, the dim light shone on a few pieces of scattered and dilapidated furniture, a sofa with cotton wool exposed, covered with cobwebs in front of a fourteen-inch black and white television set that was obviously a legacy of the eighties, and in the middle of the room there was a table with a little unsteady standing, on which was placed half a bottle of undrunk beer, and there were several pools of moldy vomit on the ground.
The first word that came to Luoyang's mind was kidnapping, after all, his family was also wealthy, and before coming here, he was holding his mobile phone and discussing with his parents about going to get a driver's license and buy a car after graduating from high school.
But it's not as simple as kidnapping, after all, there is no one else in this room except himself, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like kidnapping, what's more, kidnapping, how can you restrain people and be free, you are too free, you can go whenever you want.
He frowned and walked towards the bathroom, but when he got to the bathroom mirror, he was so frightened by the mirror that he was about to scream.
Inside the mirror is a sleepy-eyed, disheveled, sloppy man with a beard, and between his eyebrows and eyes, he can vaguely see that he is seven or eight points similar to himself, but he is much older, and his body is much thicker, but fortunately, he does not have a beer belly.
This haggard-looking man is himself?
However, the reality did not have time to give himself a chance to think too much, and a knock on the door pulled the confused Luoyang back to reality.
Luoyang hurriedly opened the door and opened the creaky wooden door, but the strong sunlight that spilled in from the outside made Luoyang a little unaccustomed to reaching out to block the sun, which is a sign that he has not seen the sun for a long time, obviously, this body has not seen the sun for a while.
After his eyes got used to the intensity of the light, he saw clearly the person in front of him, it was a long-haired woman in formal clothes, the woman was very beautiful, giving Luoyang an extremely familiar feeling, and in the woman's hand was holding a little girl with pigtails and a frightened face.
The woman didn't want to deal with Luoyang, she looked at Luoyang, who was full of alcohol, frowned and said, "Luoluo is out of school, I'll bring it back for you." ”
Luoyang's mind didn't turn around for a while, looking at the little girl who was obviously afraid of herself, her mind was blank, this is her own daughter? Yourself, which is, back many years later? Otherwise, how could I have a daughter?
Soon, Luoyang also found scattered fragments of this woman from his memory, this woman, between her eyebrows and eyes, is very similar to the class flower she has been chasing in high school, Jiang Yue.
It's just that in the three years of high school, the other party has been ignoring her pursuit, and even directly threatened that she would never have a chance, how could she be here?
"Jiang Yue?" Luoyang said tentatively, he was a little unsure.
Jiang Yue frowned, and looked at Luoyang with disgust, "Xiao Luoluo, I have already taken her to dinner, you should pay attention, don't beat the child in the future." ”
Spanking a child?
Luoyang looked at the little girl carved in pink, and he also came back to his senses a little, and after saying thank you to Jiang Yue, he pulled the little girl and closed the door.
Before closing the door, Luoyang saw the stunned in Jiang Yue's eyes, and it seemed that saying thank you by herself was very strange to her.
After closing the door, the little girl named Xiao Luoluo shrank her head, hugged her schoolbag and nestled on the bed, looking at Luoyang with a very frightened mood.
Luoyang thought about what to say to this Jiang Yue when he grew up, but he didn't even know what happened to him, it was better not to talk at this time, just now, Jiang Yue did not deny that he was Jiang Yue, and his body was also very revealing, and he had a daughter inexplicably, he was not a fool, and he slowly understood what was going on.
At this time, he noticed the calendar hanging in the room, and he ran to the calendar, and when he saw clearly the Monday, June 11, 2022, the day of the month of Wuwu in the year of Wuxu, he was almost a little conscious.
Yourself, ten years later?
In other words, now that my body is actually married, and I even have children, it is the little girl in front of me who is afraid of herself.
How can it be?
The first thing in Luoyang's mind was to deny this fact, at least, he could be sure that the conditions in his family were still very good, and he would not let himself fall to the point where he is today in just ten years.
But soon, he recognized the fact from a document on the table, it was a divorce agreement, Party A was a name that he didn't know at all, extremely unfamiliar, and Party B's name was himself, and the signature in the signature column below was the signature he had used since his freshman year of high school.
Look at the time, this divorce agreement was signed a month ago, obviously, this body is himself, although I don't know what happened specifically, causing myself to fall into such a fate in just ten years, but Luoyang is very clear, according to the trajectory of time, ten years later, he is really like this.
He touched his head a little irritably, and at this time, the girl named Xiao Luoluo also said crisply, "Dad, the landlord came to collect the rent this morning, and it was Aunt Jiang Yue's money." ”
"Well, Daddy got it." Luo Yang nodded, but his thoughts flew up.
It's really Jiang Yue, although I don't know why at the age of eighteen, when his conditions were superior, Jiang Yue chose to hate himself, and at the age of twenty, when he was down, Jiang Yue chose to help himself, but Luoyang knew that his future seemed to be heading in a direction that he didn't want to go to, fortunately, he didn't deviate too much, at least, at the most depressed time, his eighteen-year-old self reached the twenty-year-old self's mind.
It's better to call and ask your parents first, I don't know if something happened to them.
Luoyang looked for a long time in the room, and then found a mobile phone stained with vomit on the sofa, fortunately, there was still electricity, Luoyang wiped the mobile phone with his clothes, and then found his father's number in the mobile phone, so many years, his father's number has not changed.
The phone was dialed three times but it didn't work, just when Luoyang felt scared, did something happen, it was finally dialed, the voice on the other end of the phone was still familiar, Luoyang felt that his throat was a little dry, "Dad, I'm Luoyang, how are you doing?" ”
"Are you looking for me for money again? You're too embarrassed to ask me for money! As soon as the voice fell, the other end of the phone hung up, leaving only Luoyang, who was stunned.
He couldn't understand what he, in the past ten years, had he done? So much so that his father, who has always loved him very much, said such a thing.
Luoyang was a little puzzled, but now obviously, there were more important things waiting for him, he glanced at the scared little girl, but he felt a little pity in his heart, what happened to make him start to beat a child who was only five or six years old, this child is still his own daughter.
"Little Lolo?" Luo Yang said tentatively.
The little girl named Little Luo Luo obviously shrank back, and her dark eyes showed not worship for her father, but on the contrary, fear.
Luoyang smiled bitterly, "Dad will never beat you again in the future!" ”
"Really?" Little Luo Luo was skeptical.
Luo Yang nodded vigorously, stretched out his little thumb and said, "Hang yourself on the hook, for a hundred years, don't change!" ”
Little Lolo burst into tears and laughed.
Although he didn't know what was going on, it was obvious that Luoyang knew that he shouldn't be stunned, and this dirty room full of musty smells made him, a person with a slight cleanliness habit, very unbearable.
First of all, the first thing is to clean up the discarded wine bottles, as well as the cigarette butts that are messed up in the house, and the vomit in the woven bag, and put them all outside.
If these things are not removed, the smell of alcohol, smoke and musty at home will not be dispersed no matter what, Luoyang himself can't accept it, but secondly, he really can't bear to let that cute little girl live in such a dirty environment.
Then, when I saw Luoyang, who was holding a bucket and holding a rag, pouring laundry detergent into the bucket, and began to clean the room on a large scale, Xiao Luoluo's eyes were full of curiosity, it was obvious that such a father was something she had never seen before!
Three hours later, Luoyang exhaled lightly, opened the window covered with newspapers, the sunlight poured in through the window, the musty smell in the house, the faint fragrance of washing powder, and the rich smell of smoke were diluted by the fragrant air, and the dirty, dull, and lifeless room began to be full of vitality.
Luoyang, who was sweaty, looked out the window at the end of the dusk, and the afterglow of the sunset shone on the remaining clouds in large swaths, burning like flames.
But I don't know why, Luoyang at this moment feels like he has been reborn.