86. The story has no ending

An Mu walked over, approached her, stopped in front of another window, and then looked at her, looking at her side face looking out of the window, quiet as a sculpture. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info。。。

He looked at her for a long time, and then opened his mouth first

"Hi there!"

She turned around slowly, the expression on her face was a little cold, like a rainy day in autumn. She looked at him, up and down, and finally her gaze rested on his face, and she tilted her head, and there seemed to be a mist in her eyes, wet, before she spoke

"Oh, that's you?"

"Well, it's me, what a coincidence, you're there too?"

"Yes, you like to come here when HK is fine, what about you? Also coming often? ”

"Well, sort of, since the last ...... Hehe, since last time, I have liked this place, I have been here many times, but I haven't seen you. He thought back and forth about how to speak more fluently, but the more he reasoned, the more chaotic it became.

"Sit down, what to drink? I invite you. ”

"No, that, I, I'm leaving tonight, let me invite you, sort of, sort of goodbye."

"Hehe, then I'm going to ask you more, and treat it as a practice for you."

An Mu didn't speak again, and sat down in the seat opposite her. On the wooden table, a slender glass bottle is inserted into a small white flower that cannot be named.

"How are you?"

He asked, with his head bowed and his coffee cup in both hands, as if it was cold. "It's almost there."

He didn't expect her answer to be like this, he didn't understand the meaning of the sentence, as if it meant a lot, and as if there was nothing.

He couldn't see the emotion in her expression, she was smiling all the time, her eyelashes blinking and her eyes crooked, just like she had laughed at the beach that day.

"Actually, I'm here to wait for you."

"Wait for me?"

"Well, I'm waiting for you. Actually, I've been looking for you since that day, by the sea, at the Left Bank bar, and in the summer, but you're not there. ”

He made a lot of determination, he wanted to make a desperate bet and tell her all the damp words that had accumulated in his heart, and he was afraid that he would never have the opportunity to find a home for those things in his heart.

"That day, I saw you for the first time on the Left Bank, just like you today, in an off-white dress, the plain silver band on your index finger was very bright, you turned your face sideways, you kept watching the singer sing, your eyelashes were long, your eyes were lonely, you drank a lot, but you were not drunk. Actually, I was going to find an excuse to stand in front of you, to ask you for a drink, or to give you a song, but I don't know what I was worried about, anyway, I didn't get up. That day, I didn't sleep all night, like a demon, I wanted to see you. ”

He swallowed his saliva as he said this, and he seemed nervous, his Adam's apple bulging up and falling, as if the passage was too crowded.

"And then, will we meet?"

"Yes, yes. On the beach of Clear Water Bay, you sing "duet", it's magical, it's really magical, I can still meet you, we sit together, talk so much, we eat together, walk and stop together, and drink coffee together in the slow summer. After that day, I imagined every day how nice it would be if there would be such a day, such a beautiful time, even if I didn't say anything, just sit with you and listen to a song, have a glass of wine, or do nothing. ”

She refilled him with a cup of coffee, and looked at his flushed face with excitement, and felt a strange feeling in her heart.

"Do you think I'm crazy and talking nonsense?" He asked suddenly, worriedly.

She shook her head, still smiling, and there was a kind of calmness and warmth in her smile.

She said

"I have also done stupid things for such a person, and when I was not ready, I gave up everything I had because of my trust in him, I thought it was love, so I did not hesitate, like a moth, knowing that it was the pain of burning, but I also had to run. I came to this strange city from a familiar country, but I didn't know that everything was just my delusion, and after I woke up, I was left alone. ”

As she spoke, she suddenly smiled, and her crooked eyes were full of warmth.

"So, what about you now?"

"Now, I just want to do my job, after all, all I have left is it."

"Can you let me work with you too? I don't know yet, but I'm sure I'll be able to help you in some way. ”

"I'm not the one who can be with you, and even we're not people of the same world, you're just curious about me. But curiosity, not love. ”

She picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip. "So what? We may meet many people in our lives, we may have moved many hearts, and for a moment, we think it is love, how can you be sure that the feelings you have for me in the Left Bank are not the result of your curiosity, or that it is not the result of your hormonal oversecretion, love, is not established by just a momentary feeling. An Muxi, love, is not such a romantic thing as we imagined, it is not a heartbeat after a meeting. ”

"And what do you think love looks like?"

"It's a very long-term thing, so long that we are tired of seeing each other, and we have become dead ashes, but we can still rekindle in dead ashes. That's the love I want. ”

An Mu was stunned, he didn't understand the meaning of her words, and even more couldn't understand the smile when she said these words, as if he and her were really far away. When he came back to his senses, he found that the opposite position was empty, and on the table, there was a page on the table, which read: Waiting, searching and meeting may be a way of love, but I believe that only the meeting of two hearts can produce love. Anmu, maybe your heart is clear, but unfortunately, I just woke up.

……

When An Mu thought of this, he somehow laughed, in the past, Wen Qing's self happened to meet Jessica, who was separated from Wen Qing, so it was a tragedy.

Still, that's not bad, isn't it?

At least, I can stay by Jessica's side as a friend, although I feel distressed and uncomfortable to see her show affection occasionally.

But what can you do, the person you like didn't choose you, and you can't forget it, you don't want to leave, so you can only stay by her side in such an alternative way.

Maybe in the eyes of others, An Mu's behavior is undoubtedly a fool, so what does it have to do with it? It's good to be happy, people live for a lifetime, why bother with rumors.

Quan Ningyi naturally knew about An Mu's existence, but he didn't forcefully ask Jessica to keep her distance from An Mu, he knew that this would only be counterproductive.

And all along, An Mu really only exists as a friend, this perfect and impeccable man, except for a little bit of Wenqing's fault, his charm is probably something that few people can resist.