Chapter 37: There Is Never Eternal Love

At night, the three of Sayaka, who had hastily eaten dinner near the bathhouse, returned to the apartment.

Originally, the three people who wanted to make more preparations discussed together, but saw that Xiaoyuan looked tired,

I had to stop talking about it tomorrow, and each went back to the house to rest, Kyoko looked up at the wall clock,

At half past seven in the evening, well, what an obedient and good boy......

The apartment that Sayaka rents is only two bedrooms.

When the three of them divided the room, Madoka, who wanted to squeeze the guest room with Kyoko, was dragged away by Sayaka mercilessly.

Not only that, Sayaka was also very considerate to send a set of silk pajamas.

It's just that when Kyoko changes in, I feel the deep malice of Sayaka in this set of pajamas,

It's not that the quality is bad, on the contrary, both the feel and the design are high-end goods.

But the key to this pyjama set is a short-sleeved suspender with a deep V-neck cut-out sheer style.

In short, people with a bad figure will wear it a little cheaply.

What's more, the overall dark gray with taro purple, Kyoko wears it like a 'Cinderella cool'

"Huh~"

When Kyoko was fiddling with her pajamas in the mirror in the bedroom, the window was pulled open from the outside,

Mo Xiaomei quickly rolled in, sat on the edge of the window and whistled at Kyoko.

"Who did you learn this from, the whistle is so obscene!"

"Kashiwazaki Hoshina, a beautiful girl game she played before we left, the male protagonist is a good-for-nothing gangster, but the whistle is very handsome, I try to learn the way he whistles~ Then again, it's so natural for you to wear this, I almost forgot the fact that you used to be a boy's paper."

Hearing this, Kyoko's expression suddenly became unnatural, so that Mo Xiaomei continued to speak as if she hadn't noticed

"Na,Recently, it's also popular to help her with a pseudo-mother.,The character of Xingnai's guy holding the screen and licking it violently is a girl's boy, at first I didn't understand what her fanaticism was.,But when I see you, I can understand it a little.,Hahaha~"

"Enough fun, it's time to get down to business!"

Kyoko, who had a black face, scolded loudly,

"Okay, okay, okay, I'm not going to tease you, there's bad news and worse news, which one do you want to hear?"

"Isn't it usually said 'there's good news and bad news, which do you want to hear'? Can you still talk according to the routine?! ”

"The bad news is,Right now, the school's social circle is spreading rumors that you haunt Chiba's Kabukicho to *** Your sister Kirino is glamorous on the surface but a dead otaku on the inside.,And then the Goths tracked down the prisoner It's Saina Fujisawa that you saved a while ago.。

"What......!?"

Kyoko's eyes widened in disbelief, and the water cup in her hand was unstable and almost broken.

A withdrawn girl who kindly saved from school bullying,

The desperate eyes of being ruined by a group of boys when I first met are vivid,

If you don't repay the favor, why do you want to bite back and spread rumors?

A real version of the farmer and the snake,

It's not an overly nauseous feeling, it's worse than eating a mouthful of flies!

"Tsk, it's very aggrieved, isn't it, according to her later confession, it's just because she saw Kirino, Ayase and their boss Mikami Guangguang - who is also Fujisawa Ayana's childhood friend, and they were so happy playing together that they were so jealous that they went crazy, and the reason was ridiculous, right? What's even funnier is in the back - it's not the first time she's done this kind of indiscriminate thing, whoever gets too close to her childhood sweetheart will be slandered and spread rumors behind her back, people's hearts are sinister but so, it's really in response to the old saying - poor people must have something to hate! ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Do Kirino and my father know these things? Kyoko asked hurriedly

"It's okay, Goth has used her connections to send her to the police station to turn herself in, and everyone will treat it as if nothing happened"

"That's goodβ€”wait, you left goth right goth, you shouldn't ......"

Jingzi just breathed a sigh of relief, suddenly remembered something, and looked at the demon Xiaomei suspiciously

"Haha, what's that, the moonlight is so beautiful tonight"

Xiaomei was very clumsy and wanted to divert the topic and look at the moon at night,

Kyoko looked up at the night sky, well, the bright full moon emitted a soft light,

Coupled with the quiet night sky and the starry city, it really has a bit of modern poetry......

"To answer my question head-on, what's going on on the goth side? Life and death are at stake, looking at your expression, could it be that you have reached something with her...... Trade? ”

"You're going too far! I just listened to your arrangement to go back to church, chatted with the goths, and they helped you settle the rumors and asked me to tell you to have fun here! It's so dirty to trade or something! I'm embarrassed to say I'm nasty! ”

"Well, did you misunderstand the word 'deal' somewhere? Is it so exaggerated? ”

Kyoko couldn't cry or laugh, but her heart was full of suspicions

[What kind of medicine does this guy sell in the gourd? 】

"Think about it slowly, I'm back to church, you seem to have a guest coming~"

"Wait, there's no good news?"

Xiaomei stretched her waist, ignoring Kyoko's shouts, and jumped off the window edge without hesitation to close the window by the way

Kyoko opened the window in vain and looked down at the edge of the window, but saw nothing but the darkness,

As if attracted by the moonlight, or the curiosity that Xiaomei just joked about?

For a while, Kyoko, who was at a loss for a while, smiled bitterly,

His elbows propped up on the edge of the window, looking at the moon in the sky, stunned,

~buckle~buckle~buckle~

"Please come in"

Three rhythmic knocks on the door

"It's not good to drink tea or coffee at night, I brought some milk to help you sleep, do you want to try the fresh milk from the Shikoku ranch?"

Sayaka walked into the bedroom with milk in fine porcelain on a wooden plate,

Subconsciously looked at Kyoko who was looking back at the window, and under the soft moonlight,

Kyoko's exposed snow-white skin seemed to reflect the moonlight, and her whole body was shrouded in a hazy moonlight

Long black hair blown by the breeze, like an illusion of an elf or a fairy

This tranquil state of tranquility that is at odds with reality......

Even if Sayaka is also a girl, she lost her mind for a moment, but after coming back to her senses, there was a look of hesitation in her eyes.

Of course, Sayaka's emotions and expressions are well controlled, and she quickly returns to normal and can hardly find fault.

"Do you want to add sugar?"

"No, I'm afraid of tooth decay"

"Haha, why are you like Madoka at this point, a little childish"

Kyoko, who was sitting at the table, bowed her head and was silent

"Well, okay, okay, no matter what I say, I always step on your mines, just when I don't say it"

Seeing that Kyoko didn't react, Sayaka admitted her mistake without hesitation, and sat on the edge of the bed with milk generously.

But in fact, the reason why Kyoko bowed her head and was silent,

It's because she found out that Sayaka was wearing the same pajamas as her,

But two people of the same age and the same youth,

Worn on Sayaka's body, it just right to outline the curve of the girl's buttocks from the chest, which is obviously tailor-made,

Especially the slender jade legs that stretched out from under the pajama skirt,

Not only is it beautiful and round without a trace of fat, but it is also very sexy under the dim lighting and white sheets.

[Fortunately, I'm not a foot control]

"It's so late, isn't it as simple as drinking milk with me?"

"Oh~ah, I just confirmed something, and I want to take a break and find someone to talk to"

"Is it okay for me as a stranger?" Kyoko laughed and teased

"Heh, if I was confused about you before, now I know yourself better than you......"

Sayaka's tone was a little unbearable

"Huh?"

Kyoko put down the milk she had just tasted and looked at Sayaka suspiciously,

But I unexpectedly found that Sayaka in front of me used a triple phantom like a ninja?

"No, no, it's not"

Dizzy, a heavy drowsiness hit, and because it was too sudden, Kyoko sensed that something was wrong,

I gritted my teeth and tried to stand up but couldn't use my strength, and my futile attempt was only to spill the milk.

On the contrary, it makes the drowsiness more intense and unstoppable,

Before Kyoko lost consciousness, she saw Sayaka's indifferent and terrifying expression......

"I'm sorry for Madoka's sake."

……

I don't know how long it has been, as if it was only a moment or a century.

Kyoko, whose consciousness awakened from the darkness, opened her eyes in confusion,

What catches your eye is an endless sea of flowers,

Clusters of purple forget-me-nots bloom so dense that they form a sea of purple

In the breeze, tiny petals are constantly swept up into the sky, like waves constantly being rolled up in the ocean.

But in the gloomy and bad weather before the storm,

The originally romantic flower scene is full of silent desolation......

The drowsy brain finally began to work hard,

While checking the memory bank, while examining your own condition,

Like the wonderful strip of cloth of the Dalmatian Dog, the idol of the rice dumpling ties Kyoko strongly,

The weakness of the limbs was terrible, as if the strength had been drained

trembling and barely standing up, I saw Sayaka not far away,

Heroically dressed in a combination of knight and girlish style,

At this time, he was using a knight's sword to draw some kind of regular pattern on the soil of the flower field.

And in the very center of the pattern is the sleeping sleeping hands crossed on the chest - Kame Enka?

"Myosotis" seemed to see Kyoko waking up slowly, and Sayaka murmured

"Miki-san......" Kyoko asked in an extremely weak voice

"According to the old legend, when a German knight and her lover were strolling on the banks of the Danube, the knight risked his life to give his lover a beautiful blue flower, but he fell into the rapids, and at the last moment of his life the knight threw the flower to his lover, leaving his last words 'forget-me-not'......"

Sayaka seems to be caught in her own world, ignoring Kyoko's inquiry,

While continuing the work in hand, while telling a sad love story,

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Since then, the knight's lovers have worn the little blue flower in their hair in a bun day and night to express their unswerving love for their lover to the death, and the little blue flower is also known as 'myosotis' - 'forget-me-not'"

The wind is getting stronger and stronger, and the clear day is dyed with black gas like ink poured into water,

The long hair that blows up the mess blocks Kyoko's view,

But Sayaka, who had a pattern, could still be seen sticking the knight's sword heavily into the flower field.

Then with a gloomy face, he pulled out a dagger with a strange shape and a blade like the letter 'W' from his waist.

Step by step, he walked towards himself

"Sayaka, what the hell are you going to do, and where is this, how is Kame-san?"

Kyoko subconsciously asked loudly

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Madoka is my best friend, I will never hurt her, you still care about yourself."

"Myself?"

Kyoko, choked by Sayaka's question,

looked at the dagger in Sayaka's hand for a long time, and then looked down at the striped puppet that bound himself to the point of almost suffocation,

It's time to decide what Sayaka will do next......

Obviously, a moment ago, we were still taking a shower and talking together like a friend,

The next moment, but you want your own life? It's all a lie before?

Obviously I didn't do anything wrong with my care,

Why? Why? Why?

Hopelessness, dazedness, helplessness and panic.

Kyoko suddenly remembered that Sayaka first saw Madoka Kame's shocked appearance in disguise, could it be......

His eyes gradually changed from doubt, hesitation and unwillingness to boundless grievances and self-deprecation

"Hehe......" Kyoko suddenly laughed so that her shoulders trembled slightly

"What are you laughing at?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€¦β€¦ I laugh at myself every day like a marionette, getting caught up in endless trouble without doing anything, and laughing at myself for not being able to disobey you self-righteous guys, no matter how hard I try! First the witch, then the nun, my family, and now you...... Is it useful to care about myself? Always be someone else's pawn, tool, stepping stone...... No one ever really cared about my feelings......"

Under the threat of death, no matter how calm and calm a person is, he can't help but expose the darkness in his heart.

Death is obviously a fearful thing, and Kyoko, who has experienced it once, originally thought that she would be so scared that she trembled.

But I found myself horribly calm, like, like-

- It's like you're looking forward to death,

From the heart's own longing, liberation from death

"Yes."

Sayaka, who quietly listened to Kyoko's confession,

Seeing Kyoko fall into silence and indifference,

For a moment, all that remained of the entire flower field was the sound of the continuous wind blowing through the flower clusters

"Don't you do it yet?" Kyoko, who was already dead, sneered

"You are innocent, but the other 'you' is my enemy and target, but you don't really distinguish each other, if you can, I hope you can survive now, maybe you think it's crocodile tears...... Sorry......"

It's another incomprehensible sentence, but Kyoko smiles bitterly and is not in the mood to ask.

Watching the weird dagger of pure black pass through the chest, it was a pain that people couldn't help but wail,

But before the wail could be uttered, it was filled with blood rushing to his throat from the ruptured heart

With the blood gushing in her chest, Kyoko's thoughts, which kept dripping blood from her mouth, couldn't help but go back to the night when everything began.

The sense of absurdity when looking at the angel is like yesterday, but the face of the angel is gradually blurred,

On the contrary, the angels looked down on the earth, stretched their wings and easily killed the demons,

Then in a moment of hesitation, he blended in with an ordinary male high school student who was almost dying

Memories are vividly vivid,

It's like, it's like, it's likeβ€”

Kyoko herself is that angel......

PS: Forget-me-not flower language: eternal heart, eternal memory, eternal love.