After the second elder left, Zhao Xiaoche pondered in his yard for a long time, and the more he pondered, the more wrong it became, for example, this house was built around 2000, although the weight of self-reliance in the eyes of his mother is very sufficient, but it is changing with each passing day and has long been outdated. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoThe house next door was built two years ago, and no matter the three-dimensional height or width, it was taller than its own head. The same goes for the elaborate décor on the outside.

And no matter how you do it.

But the feeling of one heaven and one underground makes people feel inferior.

The neighbors must be laughing. When they climbed to the second floor and peeked through the window, they didn't know what a smug expression was. How the parents sighed and lost.

Zhao Xiaoche gritted his teeth, his parents had worked hard all his life, and he had to fight for his breath with hard work.

Then, there is the bathroom condition at home, because it is a rural area, the place to take a bath is really inconvenient, in the summer in the yard can also take a shower, in the winter the north is extremely cold, often have to run to the township bathhouse, and it costs money. As for the toilet, it is a traditional dry toilet, and it is inconvenient for parents to be old, which is also to be improved.

Finally, the renovation and decoration of the bedroom at home requires money and time. Zhao Xiaoche estimated the size range of the courtyard, which is different from the city, every inch of land is expensive, but this is at home, the yard is very spacious, Zhao Xiaoche had a whim, or, build a country house?

He thought about it like this, and the smile of his parents after the villa was built came to his mind, gritted his teeth, and it was decided.

Without him, he wants his parents to live a healthy and happy life that everyone envies.

Zhao Xiaoche doesn't like procrastination, he basically does it when he thinks about it. In the evening, I called a good brother named Li Xu, this guy is Xiao Che's junior high school classmate, he used to fight and didn't want to die, and then he came home from GD and got married, and his life is not bad, and now he is in the decoration business, and he may have connections and roads.

So I consulted him.

Later, in the process of growing up, Zhao Xiaoche realized that the so-called friends are people who don't usually contact each other, but always keep in mind and can help if they have something. Of course, the cost is the most basic.

After all, it's not easy to live.

Li Xu is very good at talking, and when he knew he was coming, he said something and was going to pick him up at the airport.

Zhao Xiaoche smiled slightly, and said it as if it were true.

However, fortunately, this person has a good nature and is familiar with it. After a general understanding of the situation, he told Zhao Xiaoche that he would come over tomorrow to survey the terrain on the spot, measure the size, and then make a prediction plan.

Zhao Xiaoche said well, quality and quantity, it is best to be a professional person.

Li Xu nodded, and finally came to the sentence, Lao Che is mixing well now, and he has started to build villas.

Zhao Xiaoche said, don't make fun of me, my parents are suffering and feel uncomfortable.

Li Xu obviously didn't expect Zhao Xiaoche to say this, and comforted, everything would be fine. Xiao Che snorted and said that I will leave this matter to you. Money is not an issue.

In the evening, a sudden wind blew in the village. When the parents came back, they didn't stay, they ran straight to the house, put on gloves and scarves, and shouted back as they ran: "Che, stay at home, there is your favorite food in the kitchen, I will come back with your father later." ”

At this time, Xiao Che was about to tell the second elder about the flip villa, and when he saw the two of them hurrying in the wind and rain, before he could speak, the door was closed and left.

Outside is a 30-year-old elm tree fork keeps swaying and making a "whoosh" sound, Zhao Xiaoche understands that his parents went to the greenhouse, this damn weather, the two of them must be restless again tonight.

It was when I was in high school, during the winter vacation, there was a sudden snowstorm, and the strong wind from Siberia was blowing, because my greenhouse was in the last row of the planting base, and the wind was blowing, and it was the first to suffer.

The haystack responsible for covering and keeping warm was lifted by the wind and flew into the sky, the cold cloth responsible for the second layer of warmth was torn mercilessly by the cold wind like a knife, and the father's elderly body stood alone on the roof of the shed and pulled, but it didn't work at all, and the mother was thin and anxious to go up to help, but a strong wind and waves rolled down from the roof of the shed before she could stand firmly.

I lay at home for a month.

Ask her if it hurts.

The mother lay on the bed and covered herself with the quilt and said it was fine.

My father is a big old man, in today's words, it is a bit big, where do I think of this, my mother said that it didn't hurt, he thought it didn't hurt, which led to my mother not cooking for several days, and the two of them quarreled.

Later, I learned that my mother was in pain for a few days, and her right shoulder was fractured, but I didn't say anything.

Thinking of this, tears have begun to roll in my eyes.

It should be the most difficult period in the family, my brother got married, Xiao Che had to go to school, the family had no financial resources, and the vegetables grown in the greenhouse suffered from heavy snowfall and were frostbitten, and there was really no money to take out.

My mother still insisted on paying for her living expenses every month. Xiao Che asked his mother, isn't it difficult. The mother said a word, borrowed it from someone else, and then hung up the phone silently.

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It's ridiculous, I was young and vigorous at the time, and I didn't know anything. In the rebellious period, the people in the same dormitory have bought computers and smartphones at home, and he can only use a copycat. Later, I went out to work part-time to earn some money, and bought an assembly machine with frugality.

But I still blame my mother, why, it's like this.

Therefore, this situation often occurs in the dormitory, and at the end of each month, the roommate confidently asks the family for money, and Zhao Xiaoche can only write desperately to earn manuscript fees. Although it was not much, I later went to work as an assistant in the hospital office, and this kind of life has hope.

But at that time, I was ignorant and hated in my heart, but it was mixed with a complex emotion that was difficult to describe.

Parents, I'm afraid they have long been accustomed to such a hard life. The biting cold wind was still blowing on his face, and Zhao Xiaoche was motionless in a thick down jacket lying on the roof of the shed covered with snow and cold winds everywhere, pressing his body against the cold-proof cloth that was hung up.

Many years have passed, as if it were yesterday.

His father was sick, his mother was thin, Zhao Xiaoche closed the door, and thought in his mind while chasing wildly, what a filial piety.

My father and mother have worked hard for many years, and they have not been covered with dust and dirt for a moment, and they have become such "no human and no ghost". And he's still hesitating.

I can't forgive myself.

Zhao Xiaoche ran wildly all the way in the cold wind howling, rugged mud road, the sky was deep blue, and it seemed to be extremely cold, there were constantly cold winds drilling into the gaps of the coat, wandering on the edge of the body, plus he ran out of breath, the sweater inside seemed to be released instantly, revealing a piece of snow white, the cold wind seemed to have finally found a home, and swooped down.

It's fucking cold.