Perhaps because I was too old in life, I always had a little bit of a beautiful and empty concept...... I can't describe it, in short, dreams are like this, and love is like that......

Well, I thought maybe I should jump out of the quagmire of "dreams" first. Dreams are always associated with money, and money is the favorite of all people, and it is obviously unwise to discuss a topic related to money, because money can always make people unwise.

Let's be fresh and refined, let's talk about love, let's talk about love. Love and dreams are so similar, if you ignore it, it will be worthless, if you cherish it, it will be more important than Mount Tai. It is great, but it cannot be seen or touched; It's nothing, but it haunts everyone's heart.

Everyone knows that love is beautiful, I am also a human being, and of course I also look forward to love. This kind of longing goes from mermaid to Romeo, from Zhu Yingtai to Li Mochou, from "there is a silver light left tonight" to "even if you don't know each other". These stories, these verses, make me tremble every time, but since the girl who can make my heart flutter has not yet appeared, love is only a concept for me.

I think that one day, the appearance of a girl will make me hot, make me unable to help myself, and make me want to chase and wait for the rest of my life. Just like Jin Yuelin is waiting for Lin Huiyin, the Yiren are married, he is waiting, the Yiren are old, he is waiting, and the Yiren have gone...... One day, many years after Lin Huiyin's death, Jin Yuelin solemnly invited his friends to a banquet at the Beijing Hotel, and everyone was puzzled. Before the banquet, he announced: "Today is Lin Huiyin's birthday!" ”

Love, love, you are so great! But I can't just find a random girl to experience because love is so great. On the contrary, it should be that I meet a certain girl, my cheeks are hot, and then I finally understand that this is love.

Isn't that true of dreams? I can't just find a random dream just because there will be flowers at the end of my dream. As Xia Xueyou planned for me, what kind of venture capital, control capital, and go to the peak of life...... I have neither interest nor knowledge...... I don't even know if she set me such a plan, whether she wanted me to succeed or if she wanted me to kill myself by swallowing feces.

After 18 years of stylized growth, I finally became a little freer when I entered university. Shouldn't I listen and watch more, and talk about my dreams after I really realize what I want to do? Maybe one day, I will have a dream when I take a professional course in electronic communication and shout "study for the rise of Chinese electronic communications". Or maybe I won't have dreams for the rest of my life, but just do what I have to do right, waste my life right.

After all, there is a price to be paid for pursuing your dreams, and from my personal experience, I don't really want to pay that price.

On that note, I can talk about my family again. My father was a grassroots counterattack, crawled out of the countryside, and with wisdom and hard work, he achieved today's achievements. Now he is not only famous in the domestic automobile industry, but also conquered the always harsh and somewhat anti-Chinese Germans.

Some time ago, my mother talked to me on the phone, and she said that when I first went to the German headquarters, I didn't get much attention for a while. But just like many years ago, in the face of difficulties, it is useless to cry out for injustice, the only useful thing is to continue to work hard. Now the Germans have realized their mistakes, maybe my eldest brother's automobile industry is weaker, and it is a bit more copycat, but it does not mean that every eldest engineer is garbage, and they have begun to persuade my father to stay in the German headquarters.

OK, what a good script, with a little polish, you can take it to the starting point for publication. Don't bully the poor boy and slap the gringo in the face, it's just ruthless. It would be even more perfect if you added something to return from further study, change the Daqin automobile industry, and build an automobile empire.

But if you divide this inspirational story into two volumes, counting from my father's graduation from graduate school twenty years ago, it has been twenty years for my father to barely finish writing the first volume, and at the cost of alienating his flesh and blood.

To say a funny thing, Xia Xueyou was more than five years old at that time, and it was the cutest and most fun time. My parents would occasionally come home from vacation and tease the little one. That time, my dad asked Xia Xueyou, "Do you like Dad?" ”

Five or six-year-olds don't know much about lying, and she replied directly: "I don't like it." ”

My dad didn't think much about it, he just felt that Tong Yan was unscrupulous, so he laughed twice and scared her: "You don't like Dad's words...... In the future, Dad will like my brother and not like you. ”

In this regard, Xia Xueyou replied like this: "Then he has to like you." ”

After this sentence was thrown, there was silence for about three or four seconds between our family of four, and then everyone started laughing. Frankly, to this day, I don't know why I laughed at that moment. But since all four of us were amused by this incident, then I think this sentence is still very interesting, share it with everyone, and make everyone happy.

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I don't think it's pointless to measure me by "whether I have a dream" and ask me if I'm ashamed or not, and I won't accept that standard.

Why should I be ashamed?

Nobody takes care of me, okay, I'll take care of myself.

Ah, there's an extra sister who needs to be taken care of, okay, I'll take care of my sister.

In terms of learning, I can see it myself.

In terms of life, now that I'm 18 years old, apart from not being able to generate electricity, what else is there at home that I can't do?

All the problems that come up in front of me, I have never run away, they are all confronted head-on, and finally solved, why should I be ashamed?

There are many people who have said to me, you are so smart, why don't you work harder, if you work harder...... I'm not sure what I'll get if I try a little harder. I think maybe Xia Xueyou will be a little thinner and hungry, my myopia will increase a little, and since I have no hobbies, my friends will be a little less......

I'm not sure if this is me.

Someone is bound to say, "I'm a loser's justification." But I really want to ask, who sets the criteria for success and failure? To put it simply, my teachers all said that if I could work harder, my grades would be better. But having said that, my college entrance examination results also squeezed into the top 4% of the 550,000 candidates in Siwei Province. If I'm a loser, wouldn't the bottom 96% be pulled out and shot?

I am me, an amateur magician, an honor student who is not at the top, a gambler who dominates high school, a community basketball MVP, a foodie who can cook quail meat to a perfect pink, a son who doesn't bother his parents, and an imperfect but absolutely qualified brother...... In the near future, I will also be a gentle husband and a funny father. I will be, I firmly believe.

I'm too lazy to care about others, I'm happy to be myself.

"Brother, you are too stubborn, my five-year plan is all for your good."

"I didn't feed you to hear you say this."

"With Yao Daming's help, you will have smooth sailing."

"I can't trust them, and I won't let someone I don't know know to control my destiny."

"Yao Daming, you're not familiar with it yet?"

"I only know that basketball player Yao Daming is a good person, and as for the monster Yao Daming, I'm not very sure."

"So, you still refuse to accept my five-year plan."

"Yes, I refuse."

"What if I have to?"

After several refusals, I heard the whirring wind again, and I once again had the illusion that my mouth was full of sand.

"If you have to do it, I can only accept it. But I hope that one day you will tell me that you have a hard time, then I have not raised you to such a big age in vain. ”

(PS: I wrote several chapters back and forth, and finally chose the worst one.) I think Xia Xueyou's image should have deteriorated, but in terms of plot, it may be the easiest to advance, forgive me for being an incompetent author. It's like why infinite streaming is the best beginning, because everything is forced, and if you are forced, you don't need a reason, and you don't need to think too much about contradictions and conflicts - after all, life and death are the most critical, and they can be very intense all at once.

PS: Thank you friends for your tips, including your good friend Jiutian Yanyu from the old book period, thank you for your support. But these days are really busy, I got married on the 25th...... Really busy. After the 25th, please supervise your friends, I will update new books and old books, if you can't do it, you can send me a blade. Love you rookie author stay. ）