This summary was originally intended to be written at the time of 1 million words, posted in the article, and kept as a souvenir, which can be regarded as a proof of my efforts in my lifetime. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

A few days ago, when I tried to write this summary, I realized that my emotions were not stable, and I could even say that I was depressed, angry, and aggrieved.

As many of you know, I've been adjusting my state lately, trying not to let the outside world affect my state of mind when writing, and I've even broken off a few times because of this. Even, to this day, I still have a little depression in my heart.

This book persists to this day, often for a whole year, only counting the text, and the number of words has already exceeded 1 million. When it comes to the context, the seriousness of the work, and the ability to control the plot, I think I am not inferior to most of the writers who signed the contract. Some readers even say that I am a literary youth and a pseudo-literary youth, and I think you are right, I do have an ambition and ambition to make the text beautiful and gorgeous, so that you can be surprised.

As an author, I feel that my novels are very good, I have my own solid aesthetic, I know how to navigate words, and I have received encouragement and affirmation from everyone's book reviews many times. After a whole year of lonely creation, 1 million words of perseverance, and more than 9,600 collections, I feel that qian.、-.yue is in me, whether it is the novel itself, or the unremitting publicity of all of us, and the final achievements are all taken for granted.

However, in the year of my creative career, I have received so many rejections and frustrations that I have lost count of them. I don't want to make it up myself. I don't want to talk about anyone's work attitude is problematic and irresponsible, and even readers feel angry and insulted for me, I want to comfort and try to make peace. In fact, in the 1 million word article, I didn't say anything related, and I always shared happiness with everyone with a positive attitude, so that everyone could have a good reading experience - all I wanted was to make my efforts worthwhile.

For me, it's really a journey, a journey that no one can affirm except you.

From my original ambition and enthusiasm to impatience to anger and then to my helplessness and helplessness, I finally realized that the most important wealth for a writer, in addition to his works, is the readers who love you, follow you, and affirm you.

In fact, during this long journey, I felt the urge to give up. Because there is no hope ahead of the road, many people have said to me to open a new book, you are useless. But I know my book is good, I've written the outline, I've stuck to it so much, there are so many people who love me, I'm going to write about it.

Earlier, I said that this book should be written to at least 3 million. I still want to say these words, for the sake of you lovely, for my original intention that refuses to give up. No matter what he does wrong, as long as you are still here, I will write it down!

Love you guys.

During the journey, I wish not to forget my original intention.