Chapter 238
"There's no hurry, it's already late anyway, I'll leave after listening, and...... I want to tell you now. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
Gu Sheng's voice was low and powerful, and it seemed to be mixed with some other emotions in it, Lin Luo couldn't tell, she only felt that the other party's warm breath brushed her ears with his voice, and the last few words seemed to be teasing not her ears but her heart. It made her heart feel as if it had been pricked by the tip of a needle, and it hurt.
Lin Luo knew that the pain was not for herself, but for the man in front of her, for the memory that she didn't know but was sealed in the other party's heart.
Lin Luo stared at Gu Sheng in front of him, his eyes were more serious than ever, "You say, I'll listen." ”
Gu Sheng looked back at Lin Luo, the hand that was gripping Lin Luo's arm tightened, and then suddenly let go and grabbed Lin Luo's hand instead.
"I have to talk about him from before I was born...... Gu Sheng took Lin Luo's hand and walked slowly down the street, while his voice did not rise and fall to Lin Luo and said his past that had never been mentioned to anyone, as if a bystander was telling a prosaic story, without the slightest personal emotion.
Gu Sheng's hands were very big and warm, with the thin calluses between his fingers wrapping Lin Luo's hands, and Lin Luo was led by him to walk on the bustling street without the slightest resistance.
In the noise of the street, Lin Luo quietly listened to Gu Sheng talking about the past that affected him in such a flat tone, Lin Luo subconsciously clenched the other party's hand, as if he wanted to pass on his own little temperature to the other party through his fingers, and Gu Sheng's past also unfolded little by little with his narration.
It turned out that the current disagreement between Gu Sheng and Dong Maocai also involved the grievances and entanglements of Gu Sheng's parents' generation.
Dong Yuexuan, that is, Gu Sheng's mother, is the child of Dong Maocai and his first wife Ye Qingsheng. At that time, Ye Qing was unmarried and pregnant, and Dong Maocai was married to Feng Zicheng, and the child born was Dong Yuexuan.
Because Ye Qing injured the root during childbirth, and the probability of getting pregnant with a child after being diagnosed by the hospital is very low, Dong Maocai and Ye Qing gave all their love to Dong Yuexuan, saying that it is not an exaggeration to say that they are afraid of melting in their mouths and holding it in their hands for fear of falling, therefore, compared with most children, Dong Yuexuan's childhood is undoubtedly very happy.
Unfortunately, such days only lasted until the year she was in elementary school, when she was seven years old.
Dong Yuexuan was led by the nanny to get out of the private car and run towards the house as usual after school, her eyes were shining and she had a bright smile on her face, because when she got up today, her parents promised to take her to a big dinner in the evening, and today is her birthday.
In the shouts of the nanny behind her, she raised her hand and pushed open the door of her house, and as a result, it also pushed away the beginning of her future misfortune.
"Bang!" "Whoa!" The figure of a woman who had kissed her on the cheek in the morning jumped from the railing on the second floor, and slammed her body on the glass wine cabinet downstairs, the wine cabinet shattered and overturned, and the glass shards flew in all directions, and the red, white and white liquid mixed with bright red blood spread out on the white and cold marble floor.
Dong Yuexuan was completely stunned, the smile on her face when she entered the door, and the heat of her whole body had already escaped from her body when she saw the woman with blurred flesh and blood, brain spilling out, and round eyes.
This is the picture that tormented Dong Yuexuan for countless days to come, and it is a nightmare that she can't get rid of every day.
Her mind went blank for a moment, as if she didn't understand that it was all in the screams of the nanny behind her, and she suddenly came back to her senses.
"Mom!" Dong Yuexuan shouted heartbreakingly and stumbled towards the man who fell in a pool of blood. Kneeling in front of the woman despite the shards of glass on the ground, she shook her arm that was still warm, and shook it vigorously again and again.
It's just that the people below him didn't respond in the slightest.
"Baby! This...... What's going on?! ”
Dong Maocai's voice made Dong Yuexuan seem to have found support, she opened her already misty eyes and was about to rush into the arms of the person who was rushing towards this side, but the moment she got up to look over, she froze.
The father, who had always been well-dressed in the past, was wearing clothes on his naked upper body while running downstairs at this time, his face and neck were obviously flushed and the woman's lipstick marks, and behind him was followed by a barefoot woman wearing only a men's shirt, the woman's hair was scattered, and there were traces of red, purple and purple on the neck, chest and thighs, even the wide shirt could not hide the full style, the delicate and soft appearance, and the timid eyes, all showed that she was a weak little woman. And this woman is none other than Xia Yurou, her mother's best friend, a woman she has called "godmother" many times.
Although she is only seven years old, Dong Yuexuan still knows what the men and women in front of her have done, she only feels that the blood in her whole body is slowly getting colder, and the stinging pain on her legs due to the broken glass slag is disappearing little by little, and a large cloud of blood mist suddenly appears in front of her eyes, and the roar in her ears is getting louder and louder, Dong Yuexuan turned around with difficulty and forgot the last look of the woman on the ground, and then finally fainted in front of her eyes, and felt that she seemed to be caught at the moment of losing consciousness, and then there was a shout of concern.
Ye Qing died, in front of Dong Yuexuan. Such a scene for a seven-year-old child to see, the psychological blow is undoubtedly huge.
Since that day, Dong Yuexuan has changed, the originally lively and lovely little princess has become a strange and gloomy and taciturn person, as if all her vitality and vitality have gone with Ye Qing's death.
It's just that no matter how Dong Yuexuan changes, life goes on. The nanny that day was dismissed, Dong Yuexuan's psychiatrist changed one after another but nothing changed, Dong Maocai finally gave up on her, and married Xia Yurou, who was pregnant with his child and successfully gave birth to a boy seven months after Ye Qing's death, Dong Maocai gradually focused his attention on Xia Yurou's mother and son, and Dong Yuexuan became an invisible person in the family, and this did not change after Dong Maocai appeared one illegitimate child after another.
The Dong family, the underworld family, the father passes from son to son, whether it is a relative or an illegitimate child, the capable live there. Dong Yuexuan's grandfather has nine children in his life, among which the most capable one is Dong Maocai, and Dong Maocai's only shortcoming is the heir, which is related to the inheritance of the underworld family, so whether there is Xia Yurou or not, Dong Maocai's children will only increase, and there will be no change because of marriage.
This is Dong Maocai's explanation to Dong Yuexuan after she woke up.
Dong Yuexuan understands but can't forgive, although she is only seven years old, she already has basic self-knowledge and judgment ability, Ye Qing's death has drawn an impossible gap between her and Dong Maocai, and it will not change with time.
She only knew that the mother who loved her most left her forever because of her father's cheating, as long as she thought of this, she had no way to face Dong Maocai with a normal mentality.
Therefore, Dong Yuexuan chose to close herself, after being increasingly neglected by Dong Maocai, when she saw the picture of Dong Maocai and his women and children loving each other, and when she was secretly bullied by Xia Yurou and Dong Maocai's children one after another, her only performance was silence and evasion.
Aside from going to school, the most common thing she did was to lock herself in her room, find one obscure book after another, and immerse herself in the world of books, in this way to forget the images she didn't want to remember.
For more than ten years, she seemed to be forever alone and silently savoring loneliness, and she had nothing but the more and more books in the house.
Such gloomy days lasted until Dong Yuexuan was nineteen years old, and years of hard study finally paid off, she was successfully admitted to Hamilton University in New York with very beautiful results, and it was here that Dong Yuexuan met the only color in her life, Gu Sheng's father Gu Molin.
Gu Molin is two years old, although he is an Asian, his facial features are different from the flat facial features of ordinary Asians, his whole face is very handsome and distinct, and his gestures are elegant and handsome, coupled with excellent academics, excellent social skills and his own cleanliness and self-friendliness do not mess with drugs and women, he is one of the few influential figures at Hamilton University, such an excellent character naturally attracts the attention of a large number of girls, many girls have used various methods to try to pick this "kaolin flower", It's a pity that they all came home in the end. But such an almost flawless man saw Dong Yuexuan, and the two quickly sparked a spark of love, and they both fell in love.
No one knows how the two came together so quickly, and maybe the so-called love at first sight really exists. After being with Gu Molin, Dong Yuexuan seemed to have found the direction of her life, she gradually came out of the shadows of the past, a color other than black and white gradually appeared in her eyes, and the smile had reappeared on her face. And all this was brought to her by Gu Molin.
It is no exaggeration to say that Gu Molin gave Dong Yuexuan's life a new color, making her come back to life as if she was reborn. This kind of Gu Molin is undoubtedly Dong Yuexuan's existence that is better than life, and all Dong Yuexuan's feelings are maintained on Gu Molin's body.
After a school dance, the two stole the forbidden fruit, and from that day on, the two became more and more intimate on various occasions, the school grove, the hotel outside the school, in the car, in the toilet, ...... These places are all places where the two are intimate and even lingering, and the relationship between the two is becoming stronger and stronger at this time.
And the consequence of such an unrestrained ** is that Dong Yuexuan fainted after the two of them had another fierce entanglement, and the result of being sent to the hospital for examination was that Dong Yuexuan was pregnant.
When Gu Molin knew the news, she knelt down and proposed to Dong Yuexuan, Dong Yuexuan cried excitedly, she felt that she had finally found a man who was truly responsible for herself, and she only asked Gu Molin one question at that time: "Will you always love me alone and never betray our marriage?" ”
Gu Molin touched her stomach with a smile, and only said one word solemnly: "Yes." ”
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"There's no hurry, it's already late anyway, I'll leave after listening, and...... I want to tell you now. ”
Gu Sheng's voice was low and powerful, and it seemed to be mixed with some other emotions in it, Lin Luo couldn't tell, she only felt that the other party's warm breath brushed her ears with his voice, and the last few words seemed to be teasing not her ears but her heart. It made her heart feel as if it had been pricked by the tip of a needle, and it hurt.
Lin Luo knew that the pain was not for herself, but for the man in front of her, for the memory that she didn't know but was sealed in the other party's heart.
Lin Luo stared at Gu Sheng in front of him, his eyes were more serious than ever, "You say, I'll listen." ”
Gu Sheng looked back at Lin Luo, the hand that was gripping Lin Luo's arm tightened, and then suddenly let go and grabbed Lin Luo's hand instead.
"I have to talk about him from before I was born...... Gu Sheng took Lin Luo's hand and walked slowly down the street, while his voice did not rise and fall to Lin Luo and said his past that had never been mentioned to anyone, as if a bystander was telling a prosaic story, without the slightest personal emotion.
Gu Sheng's hands were very big and warm, with the thin calluses between his fingers wrapping Lin Luo's hands, and Lin Luo was led by him to walk on the bustling street without the slightest resistance.
In the noise of the street, Lin Luo quietly listened to Gu Sheng talking about the past that affected him in such a flat tone, Lin Luo subconsciously clenched the other party's hand, as if he wanted to pass on his own little temperature to the other party through his fingers, and Gu Sheng's past also unfolded little by little with his narration.
It turned out that the current disagreement between Gu Sheng and Dong Maocai also involved the grievances and entanglements of Gu Sheng's parents' generation.
Dong Yuexuan, that is, Gu Sheng's mother, is the child of Dong Maocai and his first wife Ye Qingsheng. At that time, Ye Qing was unmarried and pregnant, and Dong Maocai was married to Feng Zicheng, and the child born was Dong Yuexuan.
Because Ye Qing injured the root during childbirth, and the probability of getting pregnant with a child after being diagnosed by the hospital is very low, Dong Maocai and Ye Qing gave all their love to Dong Yuexuan, saying that it is not an exaggeration to say that they are afraid of melting in their mouths and holding it in their hands for fear of falling, therefore, compared with most children, Dong Yuexuan's childhood is undoubtedly very happy.
Unfortunately, such days only lasted until the year she was in elementary school, when she was seven years old.
Dong Yuexuan was led by the nanny to get out of the private car and run towards the house as usual after school, her eyes were shining and she had a bright smile on her face, because when she got up today, her parents promised to take her to a big dinner in the evening, and today is her birthday.
In the shouts of the nanny behind her, she raised her hand and pushed open the door of her house, and as a result, it also pushed away the beginning of her future misfortune.
"Bang!" "Whoa!" The figure of a woman who had kissed her on the cheek in the morning jumped from the railing on the second floor, and slammed her body on the glass wine cabinet downstairs, the wine cabinet shattered and overturned, and the glass shards flew in all directions, and the red, white and white liquid mixed with bright red blood spread out on the white and cold marble floor.