I never thought that my life would be so unbearable. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

This year, I am thirty-nine years old, and in the past 39 years, I have been engaged in the industry, I say it, even I don't believe it, but this is the truth. I have sold vegetables, opened a restaurant, run a song and dance troupe and acrobatic troupe, worked as a worker in a factory, worked as a leader, dreamed of being a writer, wrote scripts, and worked as an actor. But in the end, I'm still me, I'm nothing.

What is the reason for this? I've asked myself more than once, but I can't find the answer.

So, I started to get scared, I started to get scared. Because I know that failure is not terrible, but it is terrible to be in it and not know why. What is the reason for my lack of success? I want to know the answer because I don't want to live like this for the rest of my life.

However, people are so strange, the more you want to know the answer to the bullshit, but you never get the answer, in this case, I learned to drink.

It is said that alcohol is a good thing, and it is said that it can relieve a thousand sorrows when you get drunk, but it seems that I have never been drunk.

It's like tonight, I know I've drunk too much, but I'm not drunk!

I love summer nights, because summer nights are amorous nights, and they are nights where you can peep in the open!

So, I took advantage of the wine and strolled through the night market.

When I went to the night market, I didn't buy anything at all, and the purpose was to see beautiful women.

Society is developing, and humanity is progressing. But today's girls seem to have gone back to the past. Especially in the summer, one wears less than the other, what suspender shirt and sundress miniskirt are in the past tense, I once saw a girl, about twenty years old, wearing a black see-through suit, penetrating the costume is not strange in today's society, and it is also normal, but this aunt and grandmother wear a see-through suit, nothing is worn!

I don't know what the people in the night market thought of this girl at that time, I only know that my world collapsed the moment I saw this girl, the air stopped circulating at this moment, and time was jammed at this moment! I only know that at that time, I was full of her in my eyes and heart, I don't believe in the so-called love at first sight, not to mention that I am thirty-nine, she is at most twenty years old, and I am nearly twice as old as her, but at that time, I seemed to have lost my mind, so I followed the girl, and watched her leave the night market, get on a Lamborghini, ignite, start, leave, and do it in one go.

Who is this girl? Is it the rich second generation? Or is someone else San'er? Otherwise, where would the money come from to buy such a good car?

None of this is a problem for me.

Because, it has nothing to do with me, does it?

However, tonight, I am no longer calm, because, as soon as I entered the night market, I saw her, the girl who used to wear see-through clothes but no underwear.

I was like a cat seeing a fish, and the wine was half awake at that moment!

I followed her from afar, watching her stop her Lamborghini, watching her get out of the car, tonight she was wearing a low-cut dress with a miniskirt, how do you look 。。。。。。 Coquettish! That's right, it's coquettish! Absolutely coquettish!

All of a sudden, my mind was very dirty, did she wear little Nene tonight?

I began to long, longing for her to stop at one of the stalls, and then slowly bent down。。。。。。

The ideal is wonderful, the reality is skinny.

The girl really stopped in front of a stall as I wished, and I followed closely behind, and also came to the stall, pretending to look through the goods on the stall, in fact, the eyes and eyes were all focused on the girl next to me.

"Boss, you say this is the pearl of the night? It's pretty good, how much does it cost. ”

"Beauty, you really have a vision, this is a good thing, since you like it, even if you are cheaper, the cost price will be given to you, and you will take it for five hundred."

The pearl of the night? Five hundred? I was immediately attracted to the past, only to see the girl holding an egg-sized bead in her hand, steaming colorful light, how it looks, quite beautiful, but at this price, my heart suddenly became angry, what are you doing, bullying other girls, five hundred, fifty yuan is not worth it!

"Five hundred?" The girl looked at the so-called night pearl in her hand and seemed to like it very much, "Five hundred, right?" Okay, wait a minute, I forgot to bring my wallet, put it in the car, I'll go to the car and get it for you. After speaking, put down the Night Pearl, turned around and left.

"If you can't afford it, you can say, what kind of big-tailed wolf you are." The peddler's voice was quiet, but I heard it.

I know that this girl is rich, and she is not pretending.

What I don't know is that at this moment, I am inexplicably angry, and I don't know which tendon in my brain is wrong, "Five hundred yuan, right?" I bought it. After saying that, he took out his wallet neatly, beautifully, and freely, quickly pulled out five hundred sheets, and then threw them to the vendor, then picked up the night pearl, and turned to chase in the direction where the girl left.

What about people? It's only two minutes before and after, and when you look at it, where is that girl?

I was in a hurry, I started running, the streets of the night market were already crowded, I couldn't run at all, I could only be regarded as moving forward quickly, the whole night market, I searched all over, there was no shadow of that girl at all!

I was crazy, I started to inquire, I asked when I met people, but they looked at me with strange eyes, and no one answered me that I had seen such a girl, and she was driving a Lamborghini?

I suddenly remembered that the girl went to get her purse, she was going to buy the pearl of the night, the vendor, yes, the vendor!

However, I searched the night market, but I couldn't find the vendor at all, wouldn't it, close the stall so quickly? The night market has just started, absolutely impossible!

I hurriedly inquired, but I walked all over the night market, asked all the vendors, and answered that I had never seen this person!

I collapsed, how is this possible? The night pearl I just bought!

Yes, what about the Pearl of the Night? Where's the pearl of the night that I hold in my hand?

I'm empty-handed, isn't it, is it just that I was drunk and dreaming?

I quickly took out my wallet and counted the money in my wallet, I was stunned, my hand shook, and my wallet fell to the ground.

In the wallet, there are really 500 yuan less, but there is an extra picture of a beautiful woman, and this beauty is the girl who penetrates the visual suit but does not wear underwear and drives a Lamborghini!

And the girl's hand is holding a bead, which is the so-called night pearl I bought!

My heart was beating wildly, I didn't feel enough to breathe, I wanted to scream, but I couldn't, and a voice in my head told me to pick up my wallet and go home.

Subconsciously, I knew that something was wrong with me tonight, but I couldn't refuse the voice in my head, squatted down, picked up my wallet, and really went home.