Chapter 219: Worried
By this time it was already approaching evening, and the brute reluctantly walked half a little longer, and he did not want to move any longer, and said that he would go back to the house. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
When she returned to the room, the palace maids waited for her to wipe her body with warm water, and then brought dinner.
Sheng Niangzi's current situation is very embarrassing, the princess she gave birth to is pretending to be another palace maid who was once lucky, and the princess is hanging under Chu Yueying's name, and she has nothing to do with her. If it weren't for Empress Dowager Tian remembering it by chance, she wouldn't know which palace she was living in fear now.
Even now, her position in the barbarian's dormitory is still very awkward. The Lord is not the master, and the servant is not the servant. In fact, not only her, but also the barbarians.
It's just that the girl is stupid, and she doesn't pay attention to it at all, and only worries about some inexplicable things all day long.
The barbarian is very harmful, and he can't swallow eggs, milk, and meat, and sometimes he even has to vomit when he eats vegetables and vegetables, saying that there is a grass smell.
Seeing that she only drank some porridge and water today, Sheng Niangzi had to put down the dishes and chopsticks and persuaded: "Eat more." "I chose something for her that didn't taste heavy.
The brute swallowed reluctantly, walked around the room a few more times, and then went back to the inner room.
At present, just after the end of the day, the waiting palace maids lit the lamps and stood aside, the sheng lady sat on the couch, and the barbarian was half leaning on the couch, and the two whispered.
It's not yet the Dragon Boat Festival, it's actually not very hot, Man'er just wiped her body, but after eating a meal, she sweated again, she wiped her head with the sweat towel at hand, and said in a low voice: "Lady, I don't want to give birth to ......"
It's not the first time that Sheng Niangzi has heard this, because she didn't have the panic and fright at the beginning, but she had a lot of irritability and impatience from the bottom of her heart.
She didn't show it on her face, but just said like a child: "Jing Blind said, you are pregnant with a dragon seed, if you give birth to a prince, you will soar to the sky and inherit the unification, and the rise and fall of the Great Wei in the future will all depend on your belly, you should take care of it, and you have a healthy and healthy dragon, what are you thinking!" ”
Man'er smacked his mouth, his eyes were almost forced to tears, and he shook his head and said, "I don't want to give birth to any dragons, I don't want to stay here......"
She is completely different from the character of Sheng Niangzi, although she is from the lowest background, but because she became a maid as soon as she entered the teaching department, she has not gone through any serious professors, unlike many leaders, she has long been accustomed to the life of the limelight.
For Man'er, the good life that she can think of in her barren mind is at most when the Sheng lady marries a good person, bring her over, and be a concubine who does not worry about food and clothing.
Half a year ago, she was still thinking about how to persuade Mrs. Sheng to stop entangled with Li Gongzi and reconcile with Xu Gongzi earlier. Who knew that in a blink of an eye, he was forcibly occupied by Li Gongzi, and Li Gongzi had a wind again, and in the end, he actually learned that the other party was today's son.
All of this overwhelmed her and overwhelmed her.
Man'er is just a little girl, she never had the luxury of expecting to get ahead, let alone the idea of climbing to be a master, once she entered the palace, she couldn't even sleep at night, and always dreamed of all kinds of rumors that she had heard in the teaching department before.
What kind of tanuki for the prince, the concubines drug each other and poison each other, and the queen doesn't want to see the palace maid conceived, so she gives poisoned wine if she doesn't agree with each other, etc.
As the month got older, her spirit deteriorated, not only did she not eat well, but she also slept poorly.
It's been more than six months now, and the child in her belly will already kick someone, and she is even more afraid. Since ancient times, a woman's childbirth has been a ghost gate, how can such a big fetus be born from her body? Do you want to dig a hole in your stomach?
The more Man'er thought about it, the more frightened she became, and she fidgeted for a long time, and finally couldn't help but ask softly: "Lady, how did a woman give birth when she was pregnant?" ”
Hearing the other party ask about the shape of the delivery room, Sheng Niangzi couldn't help but shudder, and her face was very ugly.
Childbirth is almost the most embarrassing and painful memory in her life, not only because of the pain that penetrates into the bones, but also because of the humiliation and rudeness of the people who deliver and serve in the delivery room.
When she thought of the scene of that day, she was tossed by the midwife like a pig and dog on the case, and after giving birth, her own child was taken away, and she was lying alone in the delivery room, forgotten by everyone, her heart was frozen and panicked, and her lower abdomen seemed to be a little cold.
Seeing her reaction, Man'er didn't know where she was, but she still had a hint of luck in her arms, and asked, "Lady, is the fetus really born from there?" ”
After all, the Jiaofang Division is the attic of the official winery, relatively speaking, it is much more advanced than the ordinary Qinlou Chu Pavilion, and the people who come and go in it are not too vulgar, but she often goes out to run errands for the Shengniang, and listens to the people in the streets and alleys scolding the mother, and the language is disgusting and obscene, which is unacceptable.
Among them were vulgar words about women's bodies, which she heard at the time, but found it difficult to hear, but now that she thinks about it, she is too frightened to move.
She stared at the face of the sheng lady, not knowing whether she was expecting the other party to nod or shake her head.
Before the Sheng lady could calm down, she nodded subconsciously, and when she looked up, her face turned white with fright.
She had to reassure: "It's okay, what woman doesn't go through this experience?" Just get past it. ”
Man'er shook his head desperately and asked, "How can a fetus be born in that place, it's only been more than six months now, and the belly is so big......
Sheng Niangzi stroked her hand and said, "It's okay, there is a midwife, you just do what she teaches." ”
Speaking of the midwife, she couldn't help but swallow her saliva.
The barbarian asked again: "What if I can't give birth?" ”
Lady Sheng glanced at her and said, "There is always a way......
She didn't dare to tell the barbarian that if she couldn't give birth, the midwife would cut the lower head with scissors, and would reach in and take out the fetus.
If you say this, the other party will be even more scared.
However, even so, the brute is no longer acceptable. She hugged the thin mattress, her eyes closed for a long time, and she still couldn't sleep.
Lady Sheng lived in the cubicle, she settled the man'er, went back to the room by herself, and as soon as she entered the room, she collapsed on the chair.
She stared at the bracelet in her left hand and was stunned for a long time.
It was a silver bracelet.
When she entered the palace, she didn't bring anything, and everything she wore on her body was all sent down after entering the palace.
When she was first assigned to the first room, she had a lot of clothes and jewelry, among which was a silver bracelet, which looked exactly like the one on her hand, and no one could tell the difference between the two now.
And she knew that this bracelet was no longer the original one.