Chapter Eighty-Seven: The Heart Is Complicated

After going through a lot of things, she became more and more uncertain and unsure of what exactly she was supposed to do. Should I stay with Cen Mo or gain my freedom? Leave this place that chills her heart. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Authoritarianism, unequal systems, and the horrible, evil hearts of the people all made her avoid it, and if she stayed in this place for a long time, she would go crazy.

However, Cen Mo's approach made her very warm, just like a big brother with an attitude towards a little sister.

As long as there is a place for him, Zhiwu will become very at ease, even in front of the emperor, even if it is, the companion is like a tiger, she feels that everything is fearless, because there is a person who has always been by her side to accompany him.

It's been a long time since I've realized this feeling, and it's been a long time since I've felt this way.

Since saying goodbye to her mom.

Since coming into this world.

Since being abandoned by her master.

Ever since her face was disfigured.

She didn't know where she was going, she didn't know what she could do, she couldn't make herself happier.

She also doesn't know what she can do to change the world, she wants to change the world, change the impetuousness of the world, change the unfairness of the world, change the violence of the world.

That is, the authoritarian tyranny that changes the world, just like living in the 21st century.

However, some things done by people around her often interfere with her decisions.

For example, she has decided to leave this place and find her freedom.

However, there is such a person who always makes her feel protected, makes her reluctant to leave him, and makes her want to get more of this protection.

She became afraid, she was afraid that she would regret it when she left, she was afraid that she would not be able to meet such a person again after she left.

Originally, Satoru was very sure of these feelings for him.

She doesn't have a relationship with him, she just wants to be an ordinary friend.

But after doing it for a long time, ordinary friends will find that things often don't go in the direction you imagined, or become uncontrollable, and then get out of control.

Enlightenment's inner turmoil was already chaotic and she couldn't think normally, her breathing, her heartbeat, were not walking according to the original rhythm.

It scared her.

She was afraid that she would have to decide that she would be interfered with by others.

In the end, he had to give in to fate.

This is why he has been ignoring himself, and he has been ignoring silence, his emotions towards himself.

It is because he is afraid that someone will interfere with him, interfere with his normal choices, interfere with his normal thinking.

3 finally got rid of a man.

Maybe it wasn't a wonderful thing for the king to want to know him, or to get him to admit that he knew him.

All he can do at this time is to protect himself.

Even silence. He didn't care.

Still, that's fine.

Since he wants to know himself, it means that he has no ill will towards himself.

One less enemy is always good.

That's how the character of enlightenment is.

Whenever she is in a dangerous situation, she will always comfort herself with various reasons not to panic too much.

"You want to make me angry, I don't want to go, I think you can help me?"

"Who wants to be angry with you, is it because you can't stand it? It's time to go! ”

Wu didn't want to talk to him, and Cen Mo didn't want to talk to Wu either, and the two of them sat in a quiet corner relatively speechless.

Suddenly, Cen Mo turned his face to Wu, without speaking or any expression, and Wuwu asked her, what did she want to do? Cen Mo said that she just wanted to look at Satoru twice, and he couldn't be afraid of Satoru after he left. I won't see it anymore.

She didn't speak, just quietly looked at the scenery after the rain.

She really longs for the life of leaving here, which must be very free and sunny.

However, she also knows that once she leaves here, there will be no shelter from anyone, and everything will depend on herself.

Even her life must be in her own hands, and if she is not careful, she will die in Huangquan,

Satoru never felt how complicated his thoughts were.

Therefore, outside, it is also very difficult for him to live.

And just like that, the two of them spent the morning here.

In the end, this gaze ended without a problem because of the rumbling of Enlightenment's stomach.

Cen Mo immediately set up a shelf, caught some prey casually, and began to roast meat on the spot, but he didn't expect that he would still have such a ability.

Along the way, he brought her a lot of surprises.

I don't want to leave him anymore.

Come to think of it, it's really good to follow such a person

You don't have to worry about going hungry.

Don't worry, because you are tired of making a living

In the future, which woman marries Cen Mo must be a blessing for that woman.

Like Cen Mo, who looks like a gentleman on the outside, but is actually a warm man, it is no longer common.

Do it and cherish it.

But the weather doesn't seem to give them much face.

Cen Mo had just set up a shelf, and found some dry firewood and lit it.

Then the rain poured down, and they set up a shelf, and the fire that they lit was extinguished.

Cen Mo didn't know what bad luck he had directly poured today.

It's just miserable.

"Please, are you stupid. Today is the last day of the hunt. Originally, Wu was going to follow Cen Mo.

But looking at the way she looks, it's better for her to find a place to rest by herself.

Cen Mo found that this trick didn't work.

changed the crying and crying that had just happened, and then returned to normal, chasing after Satoru's ass.

……

The weather in Luoyang is always cloudy and sunny.

Bright weather, instantly gloomy,

"Please, are you stupid. Today is the last day of the hunt. Originally, Wu was going to follow Cen Mo.

But looking at the way she looks, it's better for her to find a place to rest by herself.

Cen Mo found that this trick didn't work.

changed the crying and crying just now, and then returned to normal.

His world became eerily quiet, the feeling of his heartbeat was gone, the feeling of breathing was gone, and the only thing he had was tears in his eyes, which were accumulating more and more.

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.

This is the true portrayal of Cen Mo at this moment.

"What are you doing here?" Enlightened's eyes are still shining, and Cen Mo at this moment is simply a little woman's posture.

“……”

"Okay, don't be like this, I really can't stand it, I haven't left yet!" Wu patted her chest, she really hadn't seen Cen Mo like this, she didn't know how many faces Cen Mo had.

What she couldn't stand even more was that Cen Mo was teary-eyed when he faced her, and realized that what she couldn't stand the most was separation.

Cen Mo's behavior simply poked at her pain point, and if she continued like this, she wouldn't leave without Cen Mo retaining her.

"You don't have to worry about me, just make me sad for a moment, can't you be sad for a moment. After you're gone, I'll probably never see you again in my life! ”